多么希望有一天突然惊醒，发现自己是在小学一年级的一节课上睡着了，现在经历的一切都是一场梦，桌上满是你的口水。你告诉同桌，说做了一个好长好长的梦。同桌骂你白痴，叫你好好听课。你看着窗外的球场，一切都那么熟悉，一切还充满希望...
Saturday, May 26, 2012
Thursday, May 24, 2012
Monday, May 21, 2012
I lost my glasses WTF!!!
May 20th 2012, I lost my frame less glasses!!!
Maybe it is normal for them to lose something in the club, and they do not mind.
It is not something unusual.
But for me,
first, it means a lot to me, I had it for years.
second, it is nice.
third, I couldn't afford a new pair of glasses in UK and I have few more months before I can get home!
Also, it is not something I do - buying glasses on my own, let alone I'm in a foreign land right now!
URGH!!!
I went to a night out with my British friends on Friday, May 18th, I wore my contact lenses.
I got too tipsy and dizzy because keep losing in the drinking game, when i got back home and got my right-eye lens out, there was some small part missing!!!
I do not know where it went until today.
Hopefully nothing will happen.
The next day, May 19th, I went to bar then club again.
I am afraid of the dizziness that might cause me trouble for my lenses again,I decided to wear my favourite frameless glasses.(Because the white frame one is really ugly, and gay. LOL)
And WTF, at the dance floor, somehow it dropped, and went missing.
I know even it was found now, it should be broken anyway, it is FRAMELESS.
But I just want the 'two side red black strip frame' back so that I can replace it with new glasses next time.
I think I realised it straight away but I just couldn't find it on the floor, not to mention with those flashing lights and drunk people dancing and moving around.
URGH, why are all these happening to me la?
Feel so empty. It's like lost of one part of my body.
I rather lose the white one. I need the framless for those official or formal occasion.
URGH!
Maybe it is normal for them to lose something in the club, and they do not mind.
It is not something unusual.
But for me,
first, it means a lot to me, I had it for years.
second, it is nice.
third, I couldn't afford a new pair of glasses in UK and I have few more months before I can get home!
Also, it is not something I do - buying glasses on my own, let alone I'm in a foreign land right now!
My glasses, wherever you are, I will try my best to get you back.
I miss you.
Hopefully the club's staff can get me good news.
Sunday, May 20, 2012
Smile, when the life falls
Sometimes, when all else fail, I'm still glad that I have some good, really good friends.
I ranted and complaint everywhere to everyone about my failed exam.
One of my friend, from Barbados, shared this to me.
"One day a farmer's donkey fell down into a well. The animal cried piteously for hours as the farmer tried to figure out what to do. Finally, he decided the animal was old, and the well needed to be covered up anyway; it just wasn't worth it to retrieve the donkey.
He invited all his neighbors to come over and help him. They all grabbed a shovel and began to shovel dirt into the well. At first, the donkey realized what was happening and cried horribly. Then, to everyone's amazement he quieted down.
A few shovel loads later, the farmer finally looked down the well. He was astonished at what he saw. With each shovel of dirt that hit his back, the donkey was doing something amazing. He would shake it off and take a step up.
As the farmer's neighbors continued to shovel dirt on top of the animal, he would shake it off and take a step up. Pretty soon, everyone was amazed as the donkey stepped up over the edge of the well and happily trotted off!
MORAL :
Life is going to shovel dirt on you, all kinds of dirt. The trick to getting out of the well is to shake it off and take a step up. Each of our troubles is a steppingstone. We can get out of the deepest wells just by not stopping, never giving up! Shake it off and take a step up.
Remember the five simple rules to be happy:
1. Free your heart from hatred - Forgive.
2. Free your mind from worries - Most never happens.
3. Live simply and appreciate what you have.
4. Give more.
5. Expect less from people but more from God."
And a friend from Northern Island shared this on my wall:
" When things go wrong, as they sometimes will,
And I remember, March 1st 2012, Tasmania Penguin told me something really motivating too.
Yeah, everything will b fine eventually.
Smile, when the life falls.
I ranted and complaint everywhere to everyone about my failed exam.
One of my friend, from Barbados, shared this to me.
"One day a farmer's donkey fell down into a well. The animal cried piteously for hours as the farmer tried to figure out what to do. Finally, he decided the animal was old, and the well needed to be covered up anyway; it just wasn't worth it to retrieve the donkey.
He invited all his neighbors to come over and help him. They all grabbed a shovel and began to shovel dirt into the well. At first, the donkey realized what was happening and cried horribly. Then, to everyone's amazement he quieted down.
A few shovel loads later, the farmer finally looked down the well. He was astonished at what he saw. With each shovel of dirt that hit his back, the donkey was doing something amazing. He would shake it off and take a step up.
As the farmer's neighbors continued to shovel dirt on top of the animal, he would shake it off and take a step up. Pretty soon, everyone was amazed as the donkey stepped up over the edge of the well and happily trotted off!
MORAL :
Life is going to shovel dirt on you, all kinds of dirt. The trick to getting out of the well is to shake it off and take a step up. Each of our troubles is a steppingstone. We can get out of the deepest wells just by not stopping, never giving up! Shake it off and take a step up.
Remember the five simple rules to be happy:
1. Free your heart from hatred - Forgive.
2. Free your mind from worries - Most never happens.
3. Live simply and appreciate what you have.
4. Give more.
5. Expect less from people but more from God."
And a friend from Northern Island shared this on my wall:
" When things go wrong, as they sometimes will,
When the road you're trudging seems all up hill,
When the funds are low, and the debts are high,
And you want to smile, but you have to sigh,
When care is pressing you down a bit,
Rest if you must, but don't you quit.
Success is failure turned inside out,
The silver tint of the clouds of doubt,
And you can never tell how close you are,
It may be near when it seems so far;
So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit,
It's when things seem worse,
that you must not quit."
And I remember, March 1st 2012, Tasmania Penguin told me something really motivating too.
Yeah, everything will b fine eventually.
Smile, when the life falls.
Tuesday, May 15, 2012
FAILED
这一次，我真的跌得很重。
很痛，很累。很失望。
还有，让很多，很多人失望。
身边的朋友，只可以看着我跌。给予安慰、鼓励。
可以永远没有办法了解我真的有多伤。
我可以重新站起来吗？
嗯，哭过痛过，擦干眼泪，敷好伤口，拍拍肩膀，勇敢坚强地大步大步往前走。
加油，刘祖康！
不要放弃，请记得，相信奇迹。
When all else fail, there's still hope. We have it, don't lose it.
Better future will not happen without higher purpose.
Everything happens for a reason.
Be patience, and be strong.
Mourn over it, grieve it.
Rant and vent.
It always takes time to get over it.
All you need is just a little but of time.
Then, be resilient!
Pick yourself up, dust yourself off, and move on!
When you don't give up, you cannot fail.
Believe, in miracle.
很痛，很累。很失望。
还有，让很多，很多人失望。
身边的朋友，只可以看着我跌。给予安慰、鼓励。
可以永远没有办法了解我真的有多伤。
我可以重新站起来吗？
加油，刘祖康！
不要放弃，请记得，相信奇迹。
When all else fail, there's still hope. We have it, don't lose it.
Better future will not happen without higher purpose.
Everything happens for a reason.
Be patience, and be strong.
Mourn over it, grieve it.
Rant and vent.
It always takes time to get over it.
All you need is just a little but of time.
Then, be resilient!
Pick yourself up, dust yourself off, and move on!
When you don't give up, you cannot fail.
Believe, in miracle.
Sunday, May 6, 2012
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