28/5/2010 2.12pm
lolx lolx lolx
i actually spoke to american again through phone!!!live!!!not malaysia dj announcer who speak like american but a truly american (based on his accent)...his name is john this time..lolx
last time, chris, who i spoke to is from MB trading but this time, due to this morning i received a call from china(a girl speak english but doesnt sounds like american) telling me my live account is created in interbank fx...so now i have to deposit my money...so thats y i m looking for way to deposit and choose the way to call them....although the numebr given is malaysia toll free number but i didnt expect is an american who pick up the line..haha..great...
so, working hard in opening my live account both in mb trading and interbank forex....gambateh and earn earn earn!!!!
yeah, later in 3.15pm..i spoke to 2 american again=) first one i hang up cz i gotta do something else for a while and the second one named jason+0
unfortunately, these times, gosh!i cant speak fluently....haiz....gambateh gambateh!i HAVE to speak a pure american english!!!=)
Friday, May 28, 2010
A day
28/5/2010 2.45am
wow, this is a day..
yesterday i went to 988 to so called 'interview', but i had lunch with ppl there while waiting (who i knew) and my process really much easier than whoever apply for intern there i suppose...haha..so, after long consideration, i will work there starting next monday, the salary, precisely reimbursement or allowance is very low though, hopefully i can learn a lot of things there (which my job MAY different from others intern before) and open a path for my future besides law...which is probably my dream...haha
jiarong brought me to HR manager and throught heir conversation, he may know my plan is not earning from legal field but also in media field, and it seems that they wana train me until i am able to 'one leg kick' of those news line job, then they can have me as a part time to help them (as before they did ask me whether can i make it to be a part time newsreader there)...besides, if i come back malaysia or stay in UK /USA, i can gain experience in mass communication broadcasting field, who knows i may work as part time newsreader one day, perhaps also in BBC CNN lolx, which is also my dreams=)
today, originally wana go back sentosa to get my STPM certificate, i truly only wana H to follow me, but H is not free every time i ask including today, and doesn't seems like want to go along with me, i did not go today anyway...although i may ask many friends along since they are also being 'enthusiastic' to go back school like shengeu waikwan jiayu...some of them ask me to get their cert on behalf as well like seokfang liching...and also i wish to get on behalf of H, if H really doesn't want to follow along....
thus, i went to sg long UTAR to help out a while, about 3pm reach there after i submitted every document needed to open a forex live account (since i am going to busy soon), just a while in UTAR, watching those new and first batch of medic student..ha! and of course, i asked H along since H is also going to study in UTAR PJ soon...and within expectation, i got rejected even i know, i will be said that i am irritating..but, it seems, i will relate to H, whenever i am in UTAR, even in Bentong, Cameron and Germany....and whatever i do...
that day, when to UTAR with H, to change the course, just me and H...although H will only look for me when is in desperate and won't give me a damn when having fun or no problem encountered, i will still, help out, and i know, i am crazy stupid, but i got no choice, these are all out of my hand, my instinct telling me, i have to go and i will go.......
then about 6/7pm, when to DTSD with jiayu and seokfang and look for those ex-colleague to have dinner or yamcha in oldtown kuchai...ah sim, shawn, christine, kavent and jeff attended...seokfang don't know some of them though, but so glad she can come along..but she got really bad luck recently, gotta pray hard for her..for whoever God up there, just send a guardian angel or whatever to be at her side to protect her...but weird, i did not talk as much as i used to be...anyway, before i going aboard, gotta get them again esp ah sim and treat him good meal, seriously, he is a good boss...most overwhelming part, he will ask us to call them whenever if we really need his help, as well as shawn...
also, i gotta went back to ariffin&partners, the legal firm i worked before during 2007...to pay a visit..they are good bosses there as well...
and ask seokfang out during this holiday....
ok, then, me and jiayu went to jiaxi house to visit him...did not inform him or anyone, just randomly went up and press the bell....lolx....yeah, he injured one of his toes, this is the second week....apparently, he gotta rest for 2 weeks ++. this is the second week...last tuesday, me and jiayu also bought some food from pasar malam to his house, just hoping we chitchat eat and get photos...but we only get to know he injured his leg that night after we went up..lolx...so, this is like 2nd time of visiting a patient..haha
anyway, i went to jennyu house with jiayu this tuesday before going pasar malam with shirley waikwan huixin qingyao and shengeu...um, jiayu wana give something his dad ask her to buy on behalf, and seems jiaxi is injured (jiaxi will go with his mum as well)and her dad is outstation, i was accompanying her...um, went there sat there and chat there with his parents...@@2 youngsters and 2 parents....so weird... luckily we still have topic and chat for almost 1 hour and 1 1/2 hour..lolx
at jiaxi house, we webcam with jennyu, i showed him annoying orange etc..haha...then, he received a call from waikwan yeowkiat asking him to go out maybe for supper...then since jiayu wana follow along, yeah, i dont mind joining....i left my car is jiaxi's hosue and me and jiayu got on yeowkiat car at the first place since jiaxi went on...so odd that, jiaxi asked them if they mind me and jiayu joining on the phone, and apologize to kiat after got on kiat car that he brought 2 friends (me n jy) that may be a bit trouble(ie carpooling in kiat car etc)..seriously, awkard huh...anyway, kiat gotta pick kinleong up and joining us later, so me and jiayu got on cheesiang's car (shengeu cheesiang kiat are driving) since i know the way and the place and they did not...so, shengeu laiphong cheesiang waikwan kiat kinleong is along...shengeu and laiphong left earlier and the rest of us just chated until almost 2am..means, not long from just now...haha..well, a great fun chat although some of the topics dont suit me..but know them better..haha
thus, maybe i took tea which may contained high caffein just now in oldtown..i can't sleep now which i suppose to..lolx..and of course, i get some 'nervous shock' as well which is the effect of me taking caffein....
anyway, it is a great day and great night...looking forward to Saturday yamcha(yeah, they plan to have one since everyone is having year end holiday and free) and working on monday!
these days, i thought i really did mix with this gang more than i ever used to be, yamcha, outing etc...well, i am totally okay with that...of course, kennji, liching lonny gang, xueji esp eeli, zhanzhan mollie gang, phooifun waikit weejun gang and H...i feel like outing with them so much as well....also seokfang, cik kok, sentosa's teacher...haha
yeah, with regards to my job, actually i got 3 months holiday before i get aboard, so i got plenty choice of jobs, ie starbucks(sheauyeong), onestop becoming full time day care+ tuition teacher, a day care center( jiayu), a data entry company (khailang or maybe waikwan as well), be a temporary teacher in sentosa, or even go back to DTSD, maybe also look for intern in legal firm........all of them can earn much more than what i get in 988....i did not go back to DTSD cz i think i really got nothing to do there and i afraid they will be hard to reject us if i really ask although ah sim told me i can go back to work anytime when i about to quit for my exam....ah sim just got to know we all are having holiday but two of us got our own jobs and seokfang need to take a good rest..i think he is totally ok with that we are not going back...even better for us as well to not feeling guilty..haha..afterall, he is still a great boss and great company, thats why we plan to buy him a meal before i going aboard....
so, conclusion, i made a decision to work in 988, having a hope that i can learn a lot esp if my 'intern' jobs different from others intern before or after (not verified yet), and create another route in my future, and this is a soooooooo golden opportunity (hopefully) since i can get in there so easily with the help of jiarong..not even interview or sending resume, he just straight brought me to HR manager...i went wednesday not for interview actually but 'discussion' (as the word used by jiarong) and he straight telling my job being there, not asking me question like interview, even having lunch, they already told me...ha! seems they really all know i am going to go there and have a plan about me earlier..wow, so happy if thinking that way..haha...
i would say it is a golden chance is because if not jiarong called me last year to ask me whether can i become a part time newsreader there as they shorting of them and i went to 'audition' twice, i would not have think to have a day to work in any radio or Tv station...plus, seems they willing to train me and later becoming a newsreader! doesnt matter i am going to work in 988 later, but at least i got the experience..and this is my dream and aim, that besides becoming lawyer, part time as news anchor(in whereever, malaysia, uk, usa etc)so, although some people think that its better to get another job like in legal firm (at least it is what my course related), but i truly think i made a right choice, and this is maybe what the god is trying to give me a chance to achieve my goal...so, isn't it sooo golden enough?
yeah, think positive!!!
wow, this is a day..
yesterday i went to 988 to so called 'interview', but i had lunch with ppl there while waiting (who i knew) and my process really much easier than whoever apply for intern there i suppose...haha..so, after long consideration, i will work there starting next monday, the salary, precisely reimbursement or allowance is very low though, hopefully i can learn a lot of things there (which my job MAY different from others intern before) and open a path for my future besides law...which is probably my dream...haha
jiarong brought me to HR manager and throught heir conversation, he may know my plan is not earning from legal field but also in media field, and it seems that they wana train me until i am able to 'one leg kick' of those news line job, then they can have me as a part time to help them (as before they did ask me whether can i make it to be a part time newsreader there)...besides, if i come back malaysia or stay in UK /USA, i can gain experience in mass communication broadcasting field, who knows i may work as part time newsreader one day, perhaps also in BBC CNN lolx, which is also my dreams=)
today, originally wana go back sentosa to get my STPM certificate, i truly only wana H to follow me, but H is not free every time i ask including today, and doesn't seems like want to go along with me, i did not go today anyway...although i may ask many friends along since they are also being 'enthusiastic' to go back school like shengeu waikwan jiayu...some of them ask me to get their cert on behalf as well like seokfang liching...and also i wish to get on behalf of H, if H really doesn't want to follow along....
thus, i went to sg long UTAR to help out a while, about 3pm reach there after i submitted every document needed to open a forex live account (since i am going to busy soon), just a while in UTAR, watching those new and first batch of medic student..ha! and of course, i asked H along since H is also going to study in UTAR PJ soon...and within expectation, i got rejected even i know, i will be said that i am irritating..but, it seems, i will relate to H, whenever i am in UTAR, even in Bentong, Cameron and Germany....and whatever i do...
that day, when to UTAR with H, to change the course, just me and H...although H will only look for me when is in desperate and won't give me a damn when having fun or no problem encountered, i will still, help out, and i know, i am crazy stupid, but i got no choice, these are all out of my hand, my instinct telling me, i have to go and i will go.......
then about 6/7pm, when to DTSD with jiayu and seokfang and look for those ex-colleague to have dinner or yamcha in oldtown kuchai...ah sim, shawn, christine, kavent and jeff attended...seokfang don't know some of them though, but so glad she can come along..but she got really bad luck recently, gotta pray hard for her..for whoever God up there, just send a guardian angel or whatever to be at her side to protect her...but weird, i did not talk as much as i used to be...anyway, before i going aboard, gotta get them again esp ah sim and treat him good meal, seriously, he is a good boss...most overwhelming part, he will ask us to call them whenever if we really need his help, as well as shawn...
also, i gotta went back to ariffin&partners, the legal firm i worked before during 2007...to pay a visit..they are good bosses there as well...
and ask seokfang out during this holiday....
ok, then, me and jiayu went to jiaxi house to visit him...did not inform him or anyone, just randomly went up and press the bell....lolx....yeah, he injured one of his toes, this is the second week....apparently, he gotta rest for 2 weeks ++. this is the second week...last tuesday, me and jiayu also bought some food from pasar malam to his house, just hoping we chitchat eat and get photos...but we only get to know he injured his leg that night after we went up..lolx...so, this is like 2nd time of visiting a patient..haha
anyway, i went to jennyu house with jiayu this tuesday before going pasar malam with shirley waikwan huixin qingyao and shengeu...um, jiayu wana give something his dad ask her to buy on behalf, and seems jiaxi is injured (jiaxi will go with his mum as well)and her dad is outstation, i was accompanying her...um, went there sat there and chat there with his parents...@@2 youngsters and 2 parents....so weird... luckily we still have topic and chat for almost 1 hour and 1 1/2 hour..lolx
at jiaxi house, we webcam with jennyu, i showed him annoying orange etc..haha...then, he received a call from waikwan yeowkiat asking him to go out maybe for supper...then since jiayu wana follow along, yeah, i dont mind joining....i left my car is jiaxi's hosue and me and jiayu got on yeowkiat car at the first place since jiaxi went on...so odd that, jiaxi asked them if they mind me and jiayu joining on the phone, and apologize to kiat after got on kiat car that he brought 2 friends (me n jy) that may be a bit trouble(ie carpooling in kiat car etc)..seriously, awkard huh...anyway, kiat gotta pick kinleong up and joining us later, so me and jiayu got on cheesiang's car (shengeu cheesiang kiat are driving) since i know the way and the place and they did not...so, shengeu laiphong cheesiang waikwan kiat kinleong is along...shengeu and laiphong left earlier and the rest of us just chated until almost 2am..means, not long from just now...haha..well, a great fun chat although some of the topics dont suit me..but know them better..haha
thus, maybe i took tea which may contained high caffein just now in oldtown..i can't sleep now which i suppose to..lolx..and of course, i get some 'nervous shock' as well which is the effect of me taking caffein....
anyway, it is a great day and great night...looking forward to Saturday yamcha(yeah, they plan to have one since everyone is having year end holiday and free) and working on monday!
these days, i thought i really did mix with this gang more than i ever used to be, yamcha, outing etc...well, i am totally okay with that...of course, kennji, liching lonny gang, xueji esp eeli, zhanzhan mollie gang, phooifun waikit weejun gang and H...i feel like outing with them so much as well....also seokfang, cik kok, sentosa's teacher...haha
yeah, with regards to my job, actually i got 3 months holiday before i get aboard, so i got plenty choice of jobs, ie starbucks(sheauyeong), onestop becoming full time day care+ tuition teacher, a day care center( jiayu), a data entry company (khailang or maybe waikwan as well), be a temporary teacher in sentosa, or even go back to DTSD, maybe also look for intern in legal firm........all of them can earn much more than what i get in 988....i did not go back to DTSD cz i think i really got nothing to do there and i afraid they will be hard to reject us if i really ask although ah sim told me i can go back to work anytime when i about to quit for my exam....ah sim just got to know we all are having holiday but two of us got our own jobs and seokfang need to take a good rest..i think he is totally ok with that we are not going back...even better for us as well to not feeling guilty..haha..afterall, he is still a great boss and great company, thats why we plan to buy him a meal before i going aboard....
so, conclusion, i made a decision to work in 988, having a hope that i can learn a lot esp if my 'intern' jobs different from others intern before or after (not verified yet), and create another route in my future, and this is a soooooooo golden opportunity (hopefully) since i can get in there so easily with the help of jiarong..not even interview or sending resume, he just straight brought me to HR manager...i went wednesday not for interview actually but 'discussion' (as the word used by jiarong) and he straight telling my job being there, not asking me question like interview, even having lunch, they already told me...ha! seems they really all know i am going to go there and have a plan about me earlier..wow, so happy if thinking that way..haha...
i would say it is a golden chance is because if not jiarong called me last year to ask me whether can i become a part time newsreader there as they shorting of them and i went to 'audition' twice, i would not have think to have a day to work in any radio or Tv station...plus, seems they willing to train me and later becoming a newsreader! doesnt matter i am going to work in 988 later, but at least i got the experience..and this is my dream and aim, that besides becoming lawyer, part time as news anchor(in whereever, malaysia, uk, usa etc)so, although some people think that its better to get another job like in legal firm (at least it is what my course related), but i truly think i made a right choice, and this is maybe what the god is trying to give me a chance to achieve my goal...so, isn't it sooo golden enough?
yeah, think positive!!!
Thursday, May 20, 2010
Jes! Can you believe it?
20/5/2010 11.37pm
JES!!! Can you actually believe it? I just spoke to a American, live, on phone!!!!haha
You gotta be kidding me man! You have no idea how excited i can be now...I couldn't be happier than that...haha
there is problem in my forex, mbtrading.com...after took some time to look for those contact ways, after live chat, they ask me to call them thru skype as they can't reveal my password(which i have forgotten) on the live chat...hahaha
so, i did not expect someone pick up my phone......and the accent, i am sure, he is absolutely an American..his name is Chris!!!haha
gosh....great! hopefully i can earn more money through this!!!
gambateh!!!!
JES!!! Can you actually believe it? I just spoke to a American, live, on phone!!!!haha
You gotta be kidding me man! You have no idea how excited i can be now...I couldn't be happier than that...haha
there is problem in my forex, mbtrading.com...after took some time to look for those contact ways, after live chat, they ask me to call them thru skype as they can't reveal my password(which i have forgotten) on the live chat...hahaha
so, i did not expect someone pick up my phone......and the accent, i am sure, he is absolutely an American..his name is Chris!!!haha
gosh....great! hopefully i can earn more money through this!!!
gambateh!!!!
Saturday, May 15, 2010
fun
15/5/2010 11.19pm
finally,
exams is over....
yesterday, 14th may, the last day for my last paper....
now, officially, my 3 months holiday is on!
and, until i get to UK....
today the first day of holiday,
just went out one day for karaoke and midvalley,
then tomorrow, badminton...
gotta be more and more....
and of course, gotta work as well....
so, after exam is over,
what i can do now,
besides playing, is hope
hoping i get get fantastic result,
hoping i can get into Cardiff,
hoping i can be much closer with H,
hoping i can get to UK settle down and then USA!!!!
so, that's all for today, first day holiday's notes...
holiday's mood turned on!
have fun enjoy and keep hoping!
believe it!!!
finally,
exams is over....
yesterday, 14th may, the last day for my last paper....
now, officially, my 3 months holiday is on!
and, until i get to UK....
today the first day of holiday,
just went out one day for karaoke and midvalley,
then tomorrow, badminton...
gotta be more and more....
and of course, gotta work as well....
so, after exam is over,
what i can do now,
besides playing, is hope
hoping i get get fantastic result,
hoping i can get into Cardiff,
hoping i can be much closer with H,
hoping i can get to UK settle down and then USA!!!!
so, that's all for today, first day holiday's notes...
holiday's mood turned on!
have fun enjoy and keep hoping!
believe it!!!
Wednesday, May 5, 2010
truth
5/5/2010 3.40pm
just stop thinking of,
obssesed with,
missing you for a while
it just not turning out well when i had a crush everytime
it just not helping me out when i keep myself busy
it is just not cheeing me up when i think of you, because the feeling is killing me
always believe that i may can be with you one day
always try my best to be normal with you
always encouraged by people that i stand a chance to be with you
everytime i see something that we have done together before, i will relate it to you, automatically
everytime i see someone that are enjoying the love they have, i will think of you,
automatically
everytime i feel lonely and wanna look for someone's company, the first one who come to my mind is you,
automatically,
man! everything is just so automatic
maybe one day i can really be with you
maybe one day you will not treat me in the way you do now
maybe one day you will make smile everytime i see you, i hear you or think of you
maybe one day i can be honest to you what i feel to you all this time
but,
the truth is, sometimes it may not
truth hurts.
just done with the trust paper...still 3 more to go...
but, i dam worry about it...
i know it may not turns out as i wish for
i know i may not fit in as i as i want to
seriously, i m damn freaking worry now
but i tried my best to not to tell anyone how i think i did for my exam as i always did after every exam...
and, i hope it will turns out as i wish for and as i want to....
man! gotta believe in myself! gotta believe the luck is not always away from me! gotta believe the fate is not always not in my hand!
something may just bring me down no matter how much i work for
someone may just turn me down even how much i wish for
but,
the truth is, sometimes it may not
see?
truth doesn't always hurts.
just stop thinking of,
obssesed with,
missing you for a while
it just not turning out well when i had a crush everytime
it just not helping me out when i keep myself busy
it is just not cheeing me up when i think of you, because the feeling is killing me
always believe that i may can be with you one day
always try my best to be normal with you
always encouraged by people that i stand a chance to be with you
everytime i see something that we have done together before, i will relate it to you, automatically
everytime i see someone that are enjoying the love they have, i will think of you,
automatically
everytime i feel lonely and wanna look for someone's company, the first one who come to my mind is you,
automatically,
man! everything is just so automatic
maybe one day i can really be with you
maybe one day you will not treat me in the way you do now
maybe one day you will make smile everytime i see you, i hear you or think of you
maybe one day i can be honest to you what i feel to you all this time
but,
the truth is, sometimes it may not
truth hurts.
just done with the trust paper...still 3 more to go...
but, i dam worry about it...
i know it may not turns out as i wish for
i know i may not fit in as i as i want to
seriously, i m damn freaking worry now
but i tried my best to not to tell anyone how i think i did for my exam as i always did after every exam...
and, i hope it will turns out as i wish for and as i want to....
man! gotta believe in myself! gotta believe the luck is not always away from me! gotta believe the fate is not always not in my hand!
something may just bring me down no matter how much i work for
someone may just turn me down even how much i wish for
but,
the truth is, sometimes it may not
see?
truth doesn't always hurts.
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