11/2/2010 11.33pm
haha...CNY is approaching!!!!
the office where i work has officially confirm today is the last day before CNY holiday.so we went to Lot 10 Shabu One for lunch...my tuition....yeah, wednesday last day...both will resume only on next next monday..haha....
and yeah, today i went to do 'something' after the dinner..i left a little bit earlier before they leave...i went the 'thing' then they called me saying cant find ee leng since they are celebrating ee leng and kavent's birthday....so i get doen to the restaurant again and after eating the cake, returning ee leng's stuff to her from my car since i can't send her as i promised earlier...nobody know what the 'thing' is...i din tell anyone..haha
today morning woke up earlier to prepare for the 'thing'..well, its doesnt seems smooth all the way...just many things is standing in my way...and when i wana start the car, my kenari, i can't start the engine!!!see?sigh...anyway, i tried my best to settle what i can....its not perfect though, i hope everything doesnt goes bad as i expected...please...
and, due to the 'thing', i missed my tort class...haiz..today is my last day of skol as well before CNY..haiz...school restart on next thursday evening...so fast=.= hopefully what i missed today i can get fully understand after readinng the part my friend told me to...
well, today in the 'thing', i met JJ, Rudy, Jaclyn Victor, Hunny madu, the guy hosting 8tv night live( Moo? i think so) and the guy who giving tracffic report in hitz.fm (Ryan i suppose) and many many leng zai leng lui...Rudy even speak to me...he is sitting beside me while waiting(he is actually behind me)but he seems so overexcited so i din really speak much to him...>.< wakaka....well, after today, i realise i really do love to be in white people country i.e USA as i told earlier and being surrounded by white people...wakaka...even i got to stay in malaysia at last, i will also prefer all those 'higher level' life like meeting with those high profile person or has high social status people and living in high standard area like damansara, having a high level and rich people life..wakaka...
all right, got to wish me all the best afterall.....for today!!!
i promised ee leng to bring her to watch movie tomorrow...but shit, i just got to know i have to help my mum out tml morning, which means i m not free for the whole day!!!afternoon have to go jiaxi house for lifang's birthday preparation,(ee leng dont know what time exactly is jx coming back) then night, clubbing!!wakaka...see? i gave her my word earlier man..shit now=.=
all right, CNY is approaching................so HAPPY CNY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and good luck tome for everything in this brand new tiger year!!!!! i.e today's works though its not really complete and perfect, 988, my 2nd year assingments and exam............please!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and please dont let me have the crush feeling towards the German, USA artists and idol, yeah the HongKong's also, as well as those people i mentioned i.e H, 'the person', and the person i fallen for before....please..
anyway,
happy CNY!!!!
Thursday, February 11, 2010
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
confused
10/2/2010 12.43am
ok...this is actually nothing important post...
just few things, monday, kris allen coming to KL..uhm..he will be first giving autograph in center court MV at around 5-6pm, then move to Gardens Ball Room to performance at 8pm, who only can get in with the passes you won from hitz.fm...and then, he will meet a(or a few? i m not sure) who won a 'meet and greet' passes from hitz.fm only from JJ and Ean session, probably at the back stage...
haiz, sadly, i couldnt attend even one...
i was working that day...at almost 6pm, wai hong called and i accidently hang up his phone and then right after that jennyu called. swt..the point he calling is to tell me he saw my idol, i thought who is my idol, he said kris allen....then jiayu shouting beside and get excited over the phone as well=.=haiz, so pity that i can't go..so just ask them to take as many picture as possible to fill up my dissapointment..yeah, my another facebook friend will upload some of that picture as well..but all that is only for autographing session, they cant go into the following events..haiz...really pity, never thought i can meet him in KL, means never thought he will come down here..then actually i can get his autograph, just get his CD then line up with all those crazy fans together..but, i was working and i didnt know there is a autograph session until 4pm ++ =.=
that day,wow, i listen to his song from the radio for times man..just repeating the only song 'Live like We're Dying'..gosh..start getting sick of it..morning i drive to work, he will be in radio soon and the announcer promoting it, then the songs repeated for twice, i got to office, colleauge tuned in to hitz.fm, i cant hear his voice (he is interviewed by JJ and Ean)inside the radio but only the song that repeated few times...then when i get home, his song again...gosh....cant they play another song? i believe he not only singing this...=.=
then at night, after tuition, me, jiayu and jennyu went to maychin house to discuss about the plan for lifang's birthday...i m the one who reach there, even maychin not home yet=.= then v called jiaxi as well using loudspeaker, asking for the time that he will be free after getting back to KL from sarawak..swt..he is still the same, i asked him why dont use his D Campus to call to maychin house's handphone (cz v called him using that phone earlier then he said he will come back to us in 5 minutes), its cheaper anyway.. then he said he still needs times to complete the duration required in order to get free call, then he said its okay to spend the calling money, (he is using his number to call us, not his Digi campus)he said 3+3's (wow, he know all of us there, at least he know is 3+3 there, yeah, fine, cz v turning the loudspeaker on, v speaking after another back to back, v din tell him who r v but he surely can recognise our voice)value can't be measured by using money..yeah yeah yeah....he still the same jx we know..haha..keep on 'zha' us..yeaah, but touching though when this sentence come out although it came out frequently from him..haha...by the way, the wireless phone in maychin house, not handphone, the loudspeaker system is much more better than any other cell phone...!
uhm...so,i still watching the hong kong series just now...probably its a crush show for me currently instead the German and US show since i force myself not to watch it anymore...just dunno y this hongkong series will capture my heart, i first captured probably by the quarrel between two young man since its similar to me n jennyu story few years back..now the love story inside i felt interesting as well....=.= yeah, i told jennyu about the similarities, i keep on repeating it since the topic just cut off few times without finishing when somebody interrupted..haha, finally before he leave i tell him again about this and i say i will tell him how similar v are and the similarities between the story and personality of us and the two young man inside..he doesnt seems to refuse to hear...haha..so, will tell him by bringing up this topic in the next time v meet...yeah, by the way, he said v watched the whole show cz when he first saw this series on TV he found interesting and watch it all in PPStream..but he said not he almost forget the story when i tell him i m going to tell him the similaritites the next time v meet before he n jiayu is leaving maychin house..haha
yeah, he texted me just now, i mean 9/2/2010 9pm++ to ask me if i wana go his house to chat..i saw it only at 11pm++ when i start watching the show..its too late i know..haha..so i didnt reply him anything...probably jiayu maychin there as well, but i thought the two is bz for their own family stuff for today and maychin will bz for the whole day for wednesday..thats why v di use this few days to record the video for lifang and thus v just decide to wait until jx is back here which is friday...even thursday i m bz oso..so gotta wait till friday anyway when all our CNY break start=)..haha.....watever, just ask them whats all about for the nite (9/2/2010) , means what did they chat, who were there why suddenly got mood to ask me go over and chat, i thought they are all bz and so on when v meet next time..wakaka...
yeah, the topic, 'confuse', yeah, i m confuse now......why? sigh.....i knew i talked about H, about 'the person', abt German US artist and Idol...and now probably Hong Kong artist (from the show precisely)but...shit! it seems to be another person coming into my mind and keep on obsessing me again.......shit! i confuse who i really want to be with now? no, precisely, who i fallen into now? and the person, is the person who i fallen for before and i thought its all over but the feeling seems to be coming back again...don't!!!pleeeeeeeeease.....i know thats impossible....thats why i tried, i really did try my very best to get rid of the feeling which haunted me since form4...i did it successfully but now..................please don't.....and you, if you know who u are, please dont be so close to me, please, otherwise it will happen again.....i m trying my very best to avoid seeing you, avoid having the feeling back on you, avoid missing you, avoid doing something stupid for you, avoid being hurt again and again when you are so close with the one u having now, avoid keep on thinking of you.............please...............
and, H? 'the person'? those countries artist? or wat............or.......................u? argh........................
confused....
but i rather to get confused than being sure the one i want but knowing its impossible.....
at least confused, i willl never have too strong feeling to anyone.....
ok...this is actually nothing important post...
just few things, monday, kris allen coming to KL..uhm..he will be first giving autograph in center court MV at around 5-6pm, then move to Gardens Ball Room to performance at 8pm, who only can get in with the passes you won from hitz.fm...and then, he will meet a(or a few? i m not sure) who won a 'meet and greet' passes from hitz.fm only from JJ and Ean session, probably at the back stage...
haiz, sadly, i couldnt attend even one...
i was working that day...at almost 6pm, wai hong called and i accidently hang up his phone and then right after that jennyu called. swt..the point he calling is to tell me he saw my idol, i thought who is my idol, he said kris allen....then jiayu shouting beside and get excited over the phone as well=.=haiz, so pity that i can't go..so just ask them to take as many picture as possible to fill up my dissapointment..yeah, my another facebook friend will upload some of that picture as well..but all that is only for autographing session, they cant go into the following events..haiz...really pity, never thought i can meet him in KL, means never thought he will come down here..then actually i can get his autograph, just get his CD then line up with all those crazy fans together..but, i was working and i didnt know there is a autograph session until 4pm ++ =.=
that day,wow, i listen to his song from the radio for times man..just repeating the only song 'Live like We're Dying'..gosh..start getting sick of it..morning i drive to work, he will be in radio soon and the announcer promoting it, then the songs repeated for twice, i got to office, colleauge tuned in to hitz.fm, i cant hear his voice (he is interviewed by JJ and Ean)inside the radio but only the song that repeated few times...then when i get home, his song again...gosh....cant they play another song? i believe he not only singing this...=.=
then at night, after tuition, me, jiayu and jennyu went to maychin house to discuss about the plan for lifang's birthday...i m the one who reach there, even maychin not home yet=.= then v called jiaxi as well using loudspeaker, asking for the time that he will be free after getting back to KL from sarawak..swt..he is still the same, i asked him why dont use his D Campus to call to maychin house's handphone (cz v called him using that phone earlier then he said he will come back to us in 5 minutes), its cheaper anyway.. then he said he still needs times to complete the duration required in order to get free call, then he said its okay to spend the calling money, (he is using his number to call us, not his Digi campus)he said 3+3's (wow, he know all of us there, at least he know is 3+3 there, yeah, fine, cz v turning the loudspeaker on, v speaking after another back to back, v din tell him who r v but he surely can recognise our voice)value can't be measured by using money..yeah yeah yeah....he still the same jx we know..haha..keep on 'zha' us..yeaah, but touching though when this sentence come out although it came out frequently from him..haha...by the way, the wireless phone in maychin house, not handphone, the loudspeaker system is much more better than any other cell phone...!
uhm...so,i still watching the hong kong series just now...probably its a crush show for me currently instead the German and US show since i force myself not to watch it anymore...just dunno y this hongkong series will capture my heart, i first captured probably by the quarrel between two young man since its similar to me n jennyu story few years back..now the love story inside i felt interesting as well....=.= yeah, i told jennyu about the similarities, i keep on repeating it since the topic just cut off few times without finishing when somebody interrupted..haha, finally before he leave i tell him again about this and i say i will tell him how similar v are and the similarities between the story and personality of us and the two young man inside..he doesnt seems to refuse to hear...haha..so, will tell him by bringing up this topic in the next time v meet...yeah, by the way, he said v watched the whole show cz when he first saw this series on TV he found interesting and watch it all in PPStream..but he said not he almost forget the story when i tell him i m going to tell him the similaritites the next time v meet before he n jiayu is leaving maychin house..haha
yeah, he texted me just now, i mean 9/2/2010 9pm++ to ask me if i wana go his house to chat..i saw it only at 11pm++ when i start watching the show..its too late i know..haha..so i didnt reply him anything...probably jiayu maychin there as well, but i thought the two is bz for their own family stuff for today and maychin will bz for the whole day for wednesday..thats why v di use this few days to record the video for lifang and thus v just decide to wait until jx is back here which is friday...even thursday i m bz oso..so gotta wait till friday anyway when all our CNY break start=)..haha.....watever, just ask them whats all about for the nite (9/2/2010) , means what did they chat, who were there why suddenly got mood to ask me go over and chat, i thought they are all bz and so on when v meet next time..wakaka...
yeah, the topic, 'confuse', yeah, i m confuse now......why? sigh.....i knew i talked about H, about 'the person', abt German US artist and Idol...and now probably Hong Kong artist (from the show precisely)but...shit! it seems to be another person coming into my mind and keep on obsessing me again.......shit! i confuse who i really want to be with now? no, precisely, who i fallen into now? and the person, is the person who i fallen for before and i thought its all over but the feeling seems to be coming back again...don't!!!pleeeeeeeeease.....i know thats impossible....thats why i tried, i really did try my very best to get rid of the feeling which haunted me since form4...i did it successfully but now..................please don't.....and you, if you know who u are, please dont be so close to me, please, otherwise it will happen again.....i m trying my very best to avoid seeing you, avoid having the feeling back on you, avoid missing you, avoid doing something stupid for you, avoid being hurt again and again when you are so close with the one u having now, avoid keep on thinking of you.............please...............
and, H? 'the person'? those countries artist? or wat............or.......................u? argh........................
confused....
but i rather to get confused than being sure the one i want but knowing its impossible.....
at least confused, i willl never have too strong feeling to anyone.....
Monday, February 8, 2010
Ee Li
8/2/2010 1:38am
on the phone with ee li for almost half an hour..
i cant attend the gathering on monday, she just saw my message on facebook and called me..anyway...she is leaving to aussie, on wednesday....
on the phone, she told me a looooot, which i think its meaningful....she is younger than me, but the experience she got, all the way she had been walk through in her life, is much more harder than me....she, is just sooooo kind person...
she is a great person i knew since form 4..all i know, she is a tough girl who i never met before....she is leaving to australia, sometimes, when i m tired, when i feel like seeking some guidance, she will be the suitable one...she had a hard time before this, hopefully everything will turns better in australia...
Ee Li, remember to take care there..remember to saty connected with us....thanks for everything u hv done and helped me, thanks for everything that you told me, thanks for being my friend.....you have been a wonderful person in my life...i will always remember you...and of course, your email, birthday, full malay name.....your email: mondaygod2003@yahoo.com your birthday : 12th October....your full malay name : San Ee Li......and dont worry, i will email you of course, i m man of the word man!!! and facebook even send you a msn offline message out once...haha......
soooo sorry that i cant attend the gathering...really bz on monday..but no worries, ur graduation, ur wedding, definitely i will, try my very best, to attend at least one....and do you know, your graduation will means soooo much to you as well as me....
friend, please take care! i just have a loooooot of things that i wana tell and write but i just cant translate it to words.......
so in short: take care and stay connected! all the best!!!!
' we cant be a perfect person but we can always try to be a better person!' yes, i undertsand this!
hopefully, as you said, we will grown up in the next time we meet, and we will just keep on learning and being more matured as our life goes on.....
I won't say good bye to you, it just indicating we won't meet again...instead,
See ya! My friend!
on the phone with ee li for almost half an hour..
i cant attend the gathering on monday, she just saw my message on facebook and called me..anyway...she is leaving to aussie, on wednesday....
on the phone, she told me a looooot, which i think its meaningful....she is younger than me, but the experience she got, all the way she had been walk through in her life, is much more harder than me....she, is just sooooo kind person...
she is a great person i knew since form 4..all i know, she is a tough girl who i never met before....she is leaving to australia, sometimes, when i m tired, when i feel like seeking some guidance, she will be the suitable one...she had a hard time before this, hopefully everything will turns better in australia...
Ee Li, remember to take care there..remember to saty connected with us....thanks for everything u hv done and helped me, thanks for everything that you told me, thanks for being my friend.....you have been a wonderful person in my life...i will always remember you...and of course, your email, birthday, full malay name.....your email: mondaygod2003@yahoo.com your birthday : 12th October....your full malay name : San Ee Li......and dont worry, i will email you of course, i m man of the word man!!! and facebook even send you a msn offline message out once...haha......
soooo sorry that i cant attend the gathering...really bz on monday..but no worries, ur graduation, ur wedding, definitely i will, try my very best, to attend at least one....and do you know, your graduation will means soooo much to you as well as me....
friend, please take care! i just have a loooooot of things that i wana tell and write but i just cant translate it to words.......
so in short: take care and stay connected! all the best!!!!
' we cant be a perfect person but we can always try to be a better person!' yes, i undertsand this!
hopefully, as you said, we will grown up in the next time we meet, and we will just keep on learning and being more matured as our life goes on.....
I won't say good bye to you, it just indicating we won't meet again...instead,
See ya! My friend!
Sunday, February 7, 2010
evening
7/2/2010 11.58pm
just right up evening, maychin came to my house with her bf...yeah, cz i gotta send her back...
she went to broga hill today, and then to midvalley, wana fix her pc according to her...anyway, main point is, her mum disagree with her bf at this moment, so she said she go with me and others, thus, i m the one have to send her home to complete her lie..haha
v chat a while v in our house, about lifang birthday..yeah, we chat a little bit about others topic too, like our frindship and so on..she said probably, us, 6 of us, not really can be 'open' enough when playing, she gave an example, we wont just wear some weird cloth to clubbing...probably some of us will refuse doing so...yeah, although i and her bf told her actually this depends on how many people going along actually, i pretty agree with what maychin said also. sometimes, v really can't be 'open' enough as other...uhm...one of the reason is because 6 of us have all different personality? (this is to explain the example given by maychin bf)..probably...
and, somethings i said(what we previously did while she still at china), i now just came to know actually i din inform maychin before this, like v tried to gotcha jiayu before and so on..then her bf will say :"he din take u as 'family'./ cantonese saying :'own people'."=.=''' yeah, i know he's only joking..anyway, the word 'family' and 'own people' is quite touching..if in their conversation or thought, we are as what they describe, yeah, its really touching for me...
anyway, yeah, after got some idea for lifan birthday, i send her home..in car, she told me the reason why her mum can't accept her bf....so swt, she told me one day she mentioned me in front of her mum, her mum told her 'uhm..actually cho kang this type of people not bad wan..' haha...its indicating, u know, she can choose me as bf or something like that la...swt huh..funny...she answered her mum v r impossible to be together, v will just keep on in quarrel if we do..haha..yeah, thats what i think as well, me and her, although so many misunderstood and thought we are together, we are just sooo impossible...we are tooooooo clos....=)
finally got her home, before this when she asked me for help regarding this matter, so said thank you to me@@ so weird to me, she never said that before....i just ask her dont be so polite and reserve, at the same time, i really feel awkward, first, among this few friends, esp her, never said that before to me....second, why is suddenly everyone sounds so polite and reserve to me, i mean all those friends that soooo close to me....@@ i dont mind helping them as long its in my capacity, esp them, 5 of them.....you know who..i will try my very best to lend my hand to them whenever they need it, as i treat them really not only as friend...haiz...but sometimes, i wonder, why can i be sooooo kind to friend esp them but i cant do the same thing to my family? my mum nag and scold me many times because of this, well, i just dunno why....even when i felt moody with family/at home, any friend that came to me will make me talkative...just like ee li came to my house in few days back....haiz....confuse huh.....
yeah, speaking of friends, the hongkong tv series i m watching and addicted to it now, which i mentioned two police guys quarrel, i thought me and jennyu wont be in that situation anymore after what we had for twice in form 5...haha...now i remember, forgot the actual date(its in may/june 2009 i think), but that is a day that lifang just came back from UK and we are having dinner at Ho Ho steamboat...i mentoned to him about the RM50 he owed me for the flower that we bought for jiayu's birthday..yeah, i m kidding actually, but he just pissed off...so sudden....i thought its for a while, i din realise he still under anger after dinner coz i never speak to him personally, so as he.but when i reached home, he called me, i thought everythig turns ok, he just asked where am i and said he wana return me the money...well, as usual, i will just say its ok, later....he just raise his voice and ask me just take the money and hang up....he reached my house with jiayu not long after i reach and pay me the 50 bugs and goes of..i really wonder, y he can just get so pissed off suddenly? i know i mentioned to him about this many times, but he is the one who owe me and never pay me back wat..i m the one who suppose to be angry @@ i text jiayu asking her whats going on, and she replied me nothing...then maychin called me, she said jiayu called her and ask her what should she do...anyway, i m in little angry and feeling weird, but i felt calm after what maychin try to analyse to me...ok, fine....i just keep quite this time, otherwise, i can straight have a huge quarrel again with him again, thrice,huh....i forgot how we actaully talk in our next meeting.normal or awkward at the beginning? i forgot...see? its just like the two police, although when we quarrel in form 5 for pengawas is more similar to the story...haha..and one more, but not only me, its with jiayu and maychin, 2008, we are in upper 6, that we left his house after senseing his father not really happy with our existance, then we stop by ajimal and we chat inside my car, who knows, it so happen that he wana pick up kevin in ajimal and saw us, she called jiayu and asking her , angrily:' should we be in that way?' (means telling him we go home yet we stop and chat) probably he realised his father din happy and angry that why we din tell him and lie to him, probably...after that we should go qingyao house for party, jiayu absent because of the incident earlier. then me and maychin just try to approach him, but he looks as if like nothing happen before=.= yeah, honestly, before this, he is really a little bit unpredictable and hard to communicate, in my personal view at least..anyway, this is just incidents/memories that suddenly came to my mind...he is a very nice friend afterall that will care well and concern about friend as what i said in few posts i.e. 'friday night' and 'is it me? is it for real?' and yeah, recently he became more ok, what i can say, after he went and got back from aussie....looks like he had grown up and get matured..haha...anyhow, i appreciate this friend afterall, esp the jennyu after got back from australia=)
k..going to be chinese new year, if everything goes well,next year's CNY i probably be in UK already..so gonna appreciate this year CNY....but haiz...family here, just not so complete and perfect as i wish/ thought...always,
there are people, there are problems.....
shit!
just right up evening, maychin came to my house with her bf...yeah, cz i gotta send her back...
she went to broga hill today, and then to midvalley, wana fix her pc according to her...anyway, main point is, her mum disagree with her bf at this moment, so she said she go with me and others, thus, i m the one have to send her home to complete her lie..haha
v chat a while v in our house, about lifang birthday..yeah, we chat a little bit about others topic too, like our frindship and so on..she said probably, us, 6 of us, not really can be 'open' enough when playing, she gave an example, we wont just wear some weird cloth to clubbing...probably some of us will refuse doing so...yeah, although i and her bf told her actually this depends on how many people going along actually, i pretty agree with what maychin said also. sometimes, v really can't be 'open' enough as other...uhm...one of the reason is because 6 of us have all different personality? (this is to explain the example given by maychin bf)..probably...
and, somethings i said(what we previously did while she still at china), i now just came to know actually i din inform maychin before this, like v tried to gotcha jiayu before and so on..then her bf will say :"he din take u as 'family'./ cantonese saying :'own people'."=.=''' yeah, i know he's only joking..anyway, the word 'family' and 'own people' is quite touching..if in their conversation or thought, we are as what they describe, yeah, its really touching for me...
anyway, yeah, after got some idea for lifan birthday, i send her home..in car, she told me the reason why her mum can't accept her bf....so swt, she told me one day she mentioned me in front of her mum, her mum told her 'uhm..actually cho kang this type of people not bad wan..' haha...its indicating, u know, she can choose me as bf or something like that la...swt huh..funny...she answered her mum v r impossible to be together, v will just keep on in quarrel if we do..haha..yeah, thats what i think as well, me and her, although so many misunderstood and thought we are together, we are just sooo impossible...we are tooooooo clos....=)
finally got her home, before this when she asked me for help regarding this matter, so said thank you to me@@ so weird to me, she never said that before....i just ask her dont be so polite and reserve, at the same time, i really feel awkward, first, among this few friends, esp her, never said that before to me....second, why is suddenly everyone sounds so polite and reserve to me, i mean all those friends that soooo close to me....@@ i dont mind helping them as long its in my capacity, esp them, 5 of them.....you know who..i will try my very best to lend my hand to them whenever they need it, as i treat them really not only as friend...haiz...but sometimes, i wonder, why can i be sooooo kind to friend esp them but i cant do the same thing to my family? my mum nag and scold me many times because of this, well, i just dunno why....even when i felt moody with family/at home, any friend that came to me will make me talkative...just like ee li came to my house in few days back....haiz....confuse huh.....
yeah, speaking of friends, the hongkong tv series i m watching and addicted to it now, which i mentioned two police guys quarrel, i thought me and jennyu wont be in that situation anymore after what we had for twice in form 5...haha...now i remember, forgot the actual date(its in may/june 2009 i think), but that is a day that lifang just came back from UK and we are having dinner at Ho Ho steamboat...i mentoned to him about the RM50 he owed me for the flower that we bought for jiayu's birthday..yeah, i m kidding actually, but he just pissed off...so sudden....i thought its for a while, i din realise he still under anger after dinner coz i never speak to him personally, so as he.but when i reached home, he called me, i thought everythig turns ok, he just asked where am i and said he wana return me the money...well, as usual, i will just say its ok, later....he just raise his voice and ask me just take the money and hang up....he reached my house with jiayu not long after i reach and pay me the 50 bugs and goes of..i really wonder, y he can just get so pissed off suddenly? i know i mentioned to him about this many times, but he is the one who owe me and never pay me back wat..i m the one who suppose to be angry @@ i text jiayu asking her whats going on, and she replied me nothing...then maychin called me, she said jiayu called her and ask her what should she do...anyway, i m in little angry and feeling weird, but i felt calm after what maychin try to analyse to me...ok, fine....i just keep quite this time, otherwise, i can straight have a huge quarrel again with him again, thrice,huh....i forgot how we actaully talk in our next meeting.normal or awkward at the beginning? i forgot...see? its just like the two police, although when we quarrel in form 5 for pengawas is more similar to the story...haha..and one more, but not only me, its with jiayu and maychin, 2008, we are in upper 6, that we left his house after senseing his father not really happy with our existance, then we stop by ajimal and we chat inside my car, who knows, it so happen that he wana pick up kevin in ajimal and saw us, she called jiayu and asking her , angrily:' should we be in that way?' (means telling him we go home yet we stop and chat) probably he realised his father din happy and angry that why we din tell him and lie to him, probably...after that we should go qingyao house for party, jiayu absent because of the incident earlier. then me and maychin just try to approach him, but he looks as if like nothing happen before=.= yeah, honestly, before this, he is really a little bit unpredictable and hard to communicate, in my personal view at least..anyway, this is just incidents/memories that suddenly came to my mind...he is a very nice friend afterall that will care well and concern about friend as what i said in few posts i.e. 'friday night' and 'is it me? is it for real?' and yeah, recently he became more ok, what i can say, after he went and got back from aussie....looks like he had grown up and get matured..haha...anyhow, i appreciate this friend afterall, esp the jennyu after got back from australia=)
k..going to be chinese new year, if everything goes well,next year's CNY i probably be in UK already..so gonna appreciate this year CNY....but haiz...family here, just not so complete and perfect as i wish/ thought...always,
there are people, there are problems.....
shit!
confirming friend finally
7/2/2010 3:35pm
wow, finally, i took the step and decision to confirm who those friend who added me in my pending list...confirm 66 friend requests out once...huu....i think i just ignored 2 of my cousin's request (cz they are my family member, i dunwan any family member as my friend in my facebook..haha) others who i know or i dont know, i just press confirm without considering whther do i know the person before..coz quite a few i got no utual friend with him/her, some only 1 or 2, so most probably i don't know them actually...even some with a lot of mutual friends, still, i can't figure out who are they...haha
uhm..i let the list be there for a long time, so, i think some of them ady remove themselve from my pending list..haha..i think so far ady 3-4 peoples who removed...this afternoon just someone remove him/herself making the requests from 67 to 66 only...hahaa..anyway, i still have to settle those quiz,event, group requests....gosh...its just a lot since i leave them there for long time...well, i'll see whether to settle that part today or not:)
uhm..really salute the facebook founder..i think he earned a loooooooooooooooooooooooooot from facebook since its ady sooo common for the people around the world for the last few years...to be precise in how many years facebook had been founded, probably wiki it, or count from the first year US people know about facebook(yeah, malaysia always slow...so cant start counting based on malaysian people..haha)
wow, finally, i took the step and decision to confirm who those friend who added me in my pending list...confirm 66 friend requests out once...huu....i think i just ignored 2 of my cousin's request (cz they are my family member, i dunwan any family member as my friend in my facebook..haha) others who i know or i dont know, i just press confirm without considering whther do i know the person before..coz quite a few i got no utual friend with him/her, some only 1 or 2, so most probably i don't know them actually...even some with a lot of mutual friends, still, i can't figure out who are they...haha
uhm..i let the list be there for a long time, so, i think some of them ady remove themselve from my pending list..haha..i think so far ady 3-4 peoples who removed...this afternoon just someone remove him/herself making the requests from 67 to 66 only...hahaa..anyway, i still have to settle those quiz,event, group requests....gosh...its just a lot since i leave them there for long time...well, i'll see whether to settle that part today or not:)
uhm..really salute the facebook founder..i think he earned a loooooooooooooooooooooooooot from facebook since its ady sooo common for the people around the world for the last few years...to be precise in how many years facebook had been founded, probably wiki it, or count from the first year US people know about facebook(yeah, malaysia always slow...so cant start counting based on malaysian people..haha)
Saturday, February 6, 2010
friday night
6/2/2010 11.53pm
yes,today is saturday..i am writing about yesterday night=)
yesterday night, after i came back from work, without expecting to go any where since i know i gotta help my mum out in the packaging again....
right after i leave my hp in my room n ready to get down....jennyu called....he asked me to out for tonight as he said maychin did say about tonight v just gather somewhere( yeah, maychin asked me out for dinner in order for her to tell me how to lie to her mum, but i said i cant confirm the time..so everything was not confirm de actually)anyway, jennyu said maychin told him ask me about the time since i m the one bz..so, v decided the time n about place, jennyu said he will text me later..yeah, better still, he offered to pick me up=) (he gotta pick me up anyway cz i got no car that time, sent to service...haiz..)
yeah, from 8pm postpone to 8.20pm, from 8.20pm wait till 9pm++, finally he came...having thought v r going put for dinner(since jennyu n maychin mentioned the word 'dinner' instead of 'yamcha' to me=.=) who knows, they hv already eaten...so i m the one who still in hunger..haha...anyway, main point:
1)jiayu came back on friday, as oppose to what she told us, on 10th of feb..anyway, jennyu and I knew her 'suprise' before she really get to suprise us..so, left maychin is the one who duno..
2) jennyu asked me whther did i called sheauyeong and ask her about tonight or not n wats the time she ffinish work@@ how m i suppose to know? plus i m not the driver, i cant just ask anyone i want and i cant pick them up...and i thought its just me jiayu jennyu n maychin...=.='''
3)after picking us all, in car, v chit chat, i found this on the first day i meet maychin after she came back here and was found out again by jiayu on friday noght, which is, compared to lifang, although v have almost half year not seeing maychin, but v will still wont feel awkward when v first meet again....she said because she is talkative..haha
4) in the car as well, i realise that is jennyu as well who take the prompt action to call maychin first ( as oppose what he ask me in the phone : maychin asked you out tonight right? yeah, i feel weird as i n maychin din confirm anything and how can he get to know about it? haha, so, i guess, is jiayu the one who actually wana ask us out) anyway, i asked maychin, when jennyu asked her out, without knowing jiayu is back, dun she feel awkward or strange that he just makan with jennyu n me? she answered : no.why so? its normal wat... in contrats, i msn with jennyu once, about maychin will ask us go to her house at night if we ask her out since she cant go out..jennyu have a thought that, go her house, that will only be probably me and him, if nothing to chat, how? uhm..it shows here the different thought between jennyu and maychin..haha..anyway, nothing special...our personality in 3+3>.<
so, later v have decided to go McD as i have to take dinner and 4 of us can sit for a longer time in McD..almost reaching kuchai lama, jiasen asked jennyu to pick him up, probably on the way jennyu was texting others ie jiasen to ask them out together..wakaka..so, v turn to pick jiasen out..and while waiting jiasen, qingyao called to jennyu phone and asked him to take some liquor later after v have our dinner...probbaly jennyu said ok, then qingyao ask him to pass the ohone to me....anyway, at the end, v decided go to qing yao house since he keep on asking us to go..haha..but, jennyu have to get back to his home and get the vodka that jiayu bought...all these took almost 1 hour n finally its my turn to buy my dinner...jennyu sent me to salak south, canclled the McD plan of course,after getting it, using almost 20mins to look for qing yao house (really like a maze..haha)so, v reached there, together with vi mike and kit wan with the mixer that needed later when v take liquor..
uhm..i had my dinner and they chat in the dining room..later, the main plan begun, v move to qing yao's room..and yeah, v drink, n play..really a lot of funny scene took place man...especially me...so swt.........anyway, i enjoyed....wakaka...and v talked about the next clubbing date too....v played n drink plus keep on laughing n laughing till almost 12.20am++, since maychin wana get home( she hv to get home at 11.30pm actually but she knew that since after she leave, not long, jiayu will wana leave n i probably will force myself go home as well, although i dun feel like, because i have 4 hour class on saturday morning...so, she decided to stay for a while and wait for us...)in short, the whole thing in qing yao house, just freaking fun, probably is first time experience for me to be with them in friday night and taking liquor and having sooooooo much of fun, i enjoyed it afterall....
1 thign i gotta mentioned, due to the vodka actually a lot n v got not enough mixer, at last v drink vodka more than the mixer, jiasen even plain vodka..haha...in a nutshell, most of us drink a lot, probably due to losing in the game many time as well..haha..i m not sure about them, but i really start to feel dizzy at almost the end...i thought i m still ok but it just keep on becoming dizzy by the time goes, when leaving qing yao house, i confirmed i m a little bit drubk but i think i m still still under control....its just so dizzy(like wat i felt when i went to Poppy last time, probably even worse) all the way from qing yao house, in jennyu car till reach my house...wow, when i got back, my sis havent sleep yet..i cant let her know what i did just now...so, plus the dizzy-ness making me cant do anything else ie online, i just quickly brush my teeth , wash my face n get to sleep...the dizzy just become more serious and luckily i can sleep at last before i defeated by the dizzyness..haha..while i talked to my sis before i get to sleep, i really worry i will say sth else since i m a bit blur...luckily no..haha..but gosh, its really dizzy this time..its even become more serious as the time goes....
so the next day, which is today morning, luckily i can still get to school as normal...1 more notable thing is, while they are distributing the liquor, since maychin is 'first timer' for liquor than beer i suppose, and i got class tml, i found that v really taking care of each other..i mean jennyu jiayu me and maychin....especially jennyu, i saw how he actually helped maychin by telling them its a lot of vodka inside liao as it doesnt, and tell me to drink half of the cup as it suppose to finish one whole cup when they are not paying attention on me...and, yeah, i keep on helping maychin in game so she wont lose and no need to drink, but sometime i lose after helping her pulak..haha
anyway, this friday night, i pretty enjoy, no, to be precised, i enjoyed a lot....
and most importantly, i found out how great is our friendship, 3+3 ;)
yes,today is saturday..i am writing about yesterday night=)
yesterday night, after i came back from work, without expecting to go any where since i know i gotta help my mum out in the packaging again....
right after i leave my hp in my room n ready to get down....jennyu called....he asked me to out for tonight as he said maychin did say about tonight v just gather somewhere( yeah, maychin asked me out for dinner in order for her to tell me how to lie to her mum, but i said i cant confirm the time..so everything was not confirm de actually)anyway, jennyu said maychin told him ask me about the time since i m the one bz..so, v decided the time n about place, jennyu said he will text me later..yeah, better still, he offered to pick me up=) (he gotta pick me up anyway cz i got no car that time, sent to service...haiz..)
yeah, from 8pm postpone to 8.20pm, from 8.20pm wait till 9pm++, finally he came...having thought v r going put for dinner(since jennyu n maychin mentioned the word 'dinner' instead of 'yamcha' to me=.=) who knows, they hv already eaten...so i m the one who still in hunger..haha...anyway, main point:
1)jiayu came back on friday, as oppose to what she told us, on 10th of feb..anyway, jennyu and I knew her 'suprise' before she really get to suprise us..so, left maychin is the one who duno..
2) jennyu asked me whther did i called sheauyeong and ask her about tonight or not n wats the time she ffinish work@@ how m i suppose to know? plus i m not the driver, i cant just ask anyone i want and i cant pick them up...and i thought its just me jiayu jennyu n maychin...=.='''
3)after picking us all, in car, v chit chat, i found this on the first day i meet maychin after she came back here and was found out again by jiayu on friday noght, which is, compared to lifang, although v have almost half year not seeing maychin, but v will still wont feel awkward when v first meet again....she said because she is talkative..haha
4) in the car as well, i realise that is jennyu as well who take the prompt action to call maychin first ( as oppose what he ask me in the phone : maychin asked you out tonight right? yeah, i feel weird as i n maychin din confirm anything and how can he get to know about it? haha, so, i guess, is jiayu the one who actually wana ask us out) anyway, i asked maychin, when jennyu asked her out, without knowing jiayu is back, dun she feel awkward or strange that he just makan with jennyu n me? she answered : no.why so? its normal wat... in contrats, i msn with jennyu once, about maychin will ask us go to her house at night if we ask her out since she cant go out..jennyu have a thought that, go her house, that will only be probably me and him, if nothing to chat, how? uhm..it shows here the different thought between jennyu and maychin..haha..anyway, nothing special...our personality in 3+3>.<
so, later v have decided to go McD as i have to take dinner and 4 of us can sit for a longer time in McD..almost reaching kuchai lama, jiasen asked jennyu to pick him up, probably on the way jennyu was texting others ie jiasen to ask them out together..wakaka..so, v turn to pick jiasen out..and while waiting jiasen, qingyao called to jennyu phone and asked him to take some liquor later after v have our dinner...probbaly jennyu said ok, then qingyao ask him to pass the ohone to me....anyway, at the end, v decided go to qing yao house since he keep on asking us to go..haha..but, jennyu have to get back to his home and get the vodka that jiayu bought...all these took almost 1 hour n finally its my turn to buy my dinner...jennyu sent me to salak south, canclled the McD plan of course,after getting it, using almost 20mins to look for qing yao house (really like a maze..haha)so, v reached there, together with vi mike and kit wan with the mixer that needed later when v take liquor..
uhm..i had my dinner and they chat in the dining room..later, the main plan begun, v move to qing yao's room..and yeah, v drink, n play..really a lot of funny scene took place man...especially me...so swt.........anyway, i enjoyed....wakaka...and v talked about the next clubbing date too....v played n drink plus keep on laughing n laughing till almost 12.20am++, since maychin wana get home( she hv to get home at 11.30pm actually but she knew that since after she leave, not long, jiayu will wana leave n i probably will force myself go home as well, although i dun feel like, because i have 4 hour class on saturday morning...so, she decided to stay for a while and wait for us...)in short, the whole thing in qing yao house, just freaking fun, probably is first time experience for me to be with them in friday night and taking liquor and having sooooooo much of fun, i enjoyed it afterall....
1 thign i gotta mentioned, due to the vodka actually a lot n v got not enough mixer, at last v drink vodka more than the mixer, jiasen even plain vodka..haha...in a nutshell, most of us drink a lot, probably due to losing in the game many time as well..haha..i m not sure about them, but i really start to feel dizzy at almost the end...i thought i m still ok but it just keep on becoming dizzy by the time goes, when leaving qing yao house, i confirmed i m a little bit drubk but i think i m still still under control....its just so dizzy(like wat i felt when i went to Poppy last time, probably even worse) all the way from qing yao house, in jennyu car till reach my house...wow, when i got back, my sis havent sleep yet..i cant let her know what i did just now...so, plus the dizzy-ness making me cant do anything else ie online, i just quickly brush my teeth , wash my face n get to sleep...the dizzy just become more serious and luckily i can sleep at last before i defeated by the dizzyness..haha..while i talked to my sis before i get to sleep, i really worry i will say sth else since i m a bit blur...luckily no..haha..but gosh, its really dizzy this time..its even become more serious as the time goes....
so the next day, which is today morning, luckily i can still get to school as normal...1 more notable thing is, while they are distributing the liquor, since maychin is 'first timer' for liquor than beer i suppose, and i got class tml, i found that v really taking care of each other..i mean jennyu jiayu me and maychin....especially jennyu, i saw how he actually helped maychin by telling them its a lot of vodka inside liao as it doesnt, and tell me to drink half of the cup as it suppose to finish one whole cup when they are not paying attention on me...and, yeah, i keep on helping maychin in game so she wont lose and no need to drink, but sometime i lose after helping her pulak..haha
anyway, this friday night, i pretty enjoy, no, to be precised, i enjoyed a lot....
and most importantly, i found out how great is our friendship, 3+3 ;)
Friday, February 5, 2010
家
二零一零年二月五号凌晨十二点四十分
嗯，其实没什么，就突然，突发奇想，有所感触，对‘家’。。。
一直以为，就算现在我的家，可以说是大家庭，阿姨舅舅们都时常联络，感情应该不错，之前一直都搞不懂为什么在家庭里会有什么大纠纷，也一直以为，那些天天大吵大闹的家庭，无论大家庭又或小家庭，都是只会发生在有钱人家。。。
艾。。。现在才知道，我这个家，其实也是隐藏着以为只有在戏剧里可以看到的情节。。。又或者这样说，现在好像是个睡火山，等着爆发，一旦爆发，肯定远远超越活火山天天爆发的小小杀伤力。。。
怎么在我这个家庭里，我是说大家庭，竟然会有这样的人？靠！真是的。。。拜托。。。。
一直的我，家，对我来说其实都还好，我这个还处在年轻无极限的青少年，加上最近的崇洋心理。。没对‘家’有什么特别想法和感触。。。
今天和我大表哥谈了一会儿，恩，原来我还可以对‘家’又少少关心的。。。没错，由于都是个大家庭，我们表兄弟姐妹的感情都比一般平常家庭来得好一些。。。
所以现在，只期望我们这班年轻一代长大后不要历史重演就好了。。。
家，有时还是小的好。。。。
又或者其实，没什么谁比较好的。。。
都是
家家有本难念的经。。。。
嗯，其实没什么，就突然，突发奇想，有所感触，对‘家’。。。
一直以为，就算现在我的家，可以说是大家庭，阿姨舅舅们都时常联络，感情应该不错，之前一直都搞不懂为什么在家庭里会有什么大纠纷，也一直以为，那些天天大吵大闹的家庭，无论大家庭又或小家庭，都是只会发生在有钱人家。。。
艾。。。现在才知道，我这个家，其实也是隐藏着以为只有在戏剧里可以看到的情节。。。又或者这样说，现在好像是个睡火山，等着爆发，一旦爆发，肯定远远超越活火山天天爆发的小小杀伤力。。。
怎么在我这个家庭里，我是说大家庭，竟然会有这样的人？靠！真是的。。。拜托。。。。
一直的我，家，对我来说其实都还好，我这个还处在年轻无极限的青少年，加上最近的崇洋心理。。没对‘家’有什么特别想法和感触。。。
今天和我大表哥谈了一会儿，恩，原来我还可以对‘家’又少少关心的。。。没错，由于都是个大家庭，我们表兄弟姐妹的感情都比一般平常家庭来得好一些。。。
所以现在，只期望我们这班年轻一代长大后不要历史重演就好了。。。
家，有时还是小的好。。。。
又或者其实，没什么谁比较好的。。。
都是
家家有本难念的经。。。。
Thursday, February 4, 2010
Damn!
4/2/2010 10.17am
Damn!
yeah, i am working now, just blog a while...
what i wanna say is.....
Damn! F**K! Shit! Gosh!
i now currently besides having crush on those US German artist and Idol...........i think the new crush for TV show is a Hong Kong show and the actor inside!!!! shit!><
and now seems like the crush is stornger towards HongKong than Germany and US like what i did last time since now i can succesfully 'survived' by not watching those German TV show!!!!!><
shit shit shit! I am freaking worry now...
the feeling don't ever try to haunt me again...it will kill me....whichever country they are....please.....NO!!!!!!
Damn!
Damn!
yeah, i am working now, just blog a while...
what i wanna say is.....
Damn! F**K! Shit! Gosh!
i now currently besides having crush on those US German artist and Idol...........i think the new crush for TV show is a Hong Kong show and the actor inside!!!! shit!><
and now seems like the crush is stornger towards HongKong than Germany and US like what i did last time since now i can succesfully 'survived' by not watching those German TV show!!!!!><
shit shit shit! I am freaking worry now...
the feeling don't ever try to haunt me again...it will kill me....whichever country they are....please.....NO!!!!!!
Damn!
Tuesday, February 2, 2010
awful
2/2/2010 4:53pm
i really can't stand it..i gotta say : FUCK!
all these below i hv written then duno which fucking freaking button i have pressed, it goes off all the part above! i have to re-type again for the main part above....great...FUCK U BLOGSPOT!
today, probably, was an awful day for me><
today the class ended at 2.30pm. haiz..what m i suppose to do with the 'too late for work but too early to get back home' time...
today, as usual in class, i wrote my name on the lise that my teacher passed around...i know that is for her later to call out name to ask questions...but everytime i din get called.haha..but this time, very unfortunately, i get called to answer question..something which weird is, when my name get called, my first reaction was not admitiing it and pretending nothing happened...teacher have been repeated my name few times..and i saw many looking at me as they know my name...seriously, if u ask me now, i really dunno why i dunwan to lift up my hand that time..then teacher start asking why if i m not here but my name is there...then she call out the name below..it's my fren's name, who is sitting besides me...then she asked him where is lew cho kang...my fren answered 'i dunno' but the teacher thought he wrote the name for him, probably our handwriting looks similar as what v have written there is just short name, not a passage....then later my fren cant answered the question and she said the question goes to his neighbour, which means, me! swt...i hv to answer the same question afterall!!! yeah, luckily he din ask what is my name..haha..but anyway, swt, why dun i just admit thats me earlier? many of my others fren asked me the same question after class, i seriously got no idea why did i react in that way at the first place...really swt...............................that's why, its really awfullllllllllllllllllllllllllllll
and now, i am worrying if the teacher will remember my name and keep on asking me question next time.worse, she will ask me in next week class why didnt i lift up my hand when my name was called today.anyway, i ady come out with the excuse, i slept when my name was called and my fren only know me as CK, so no one know its me...this is for if she asked me in front of class, or, if she asked me personally, i will just tell her that i m shy..haha...haiz...i gotta admit i did something negative anyway....at least alleging that is better, once for a while, she wont get angry, hopefully....haha...anyway, hopefully she can forget the incident this week is much more better!!!hahaha
and later after class, i ask my other fren to lend me some notes which my fren sitting beside me couldnt get what i want from her...swt..she said 'why u always dun pay attention in class and ask for my notes?!' she is not angry, just expressing what she's thinking..haha..i din expect i got such image in them...wow...haha..it pretty 'fresh' for me for letting them to have a thought that i m such student..haha...
probably they dont know who i really am...
i have been low profile enough in this school huh..haha
if i really become a newsreader in 988, if i manage to get into cardiff....then, probably they will be shocked when they know this..haha
so, i can use this as a motivation to make me study and work hard!!!!!!!!!!!!
yeah, today, while waiting bus, i bumped into ern hui, who is living nearby my house and she is recently enrolled in my school A-level program...haiz...today the bus really get here late...shit..we late to class...as we on the bus, we as well bumped into wernsheng's sister in kuchai lama station..haha..then, when we reached the station, opposite Brickfields monorail station, i walked a little bit faster than them as they can not bothering to enter class but i cant! i am having Land Law while they are having only Malaysian Studies...
later i turned around and i saw them talking to a girl, caucasian..they seems to need my help...i walk backward and found out actually the girl is asking how to get to KLCC by LRT, is there any 'JAYA line'..i told her the correct way as what i know, of course, with some so called 'accent'..then settled..the two young girls seems amazed with my english...they said never thought my english is so good plus with the accent somemore, wernsheng's sister said that she gotta ask her brother after get back home if he knows my english is so good, and with accent...haha..well, i told them actually i m not good in that...english and accent i mean, i cant speak a proper accent with good english...just pretending to be one..i can even speak in so called 'taiwanese' accent as well if they want...haha...
anyway, one of them thinks the girl was pretty one of them think she's look just ok... i asked them where they think the girl came from...they said probably somewhere like Spain..yeh, i think so, somewhere in Europe...i should asked her where she came from or even bring her to the station till she got the ticket!!!!!!!!!!!!haha
while waiting bus for home after class, i saw two interesting guys...both Malay...one is a security guard for HongLeong Bank beside Brickfields monarail station, and a student of Form 4 i suppose(from the books he is holding) from the school in the nearby area...=)
ok..this is my story for today...
Kris Allen coming to town! but the problem is this time hitz.fm wil requies us to sms in but not called in, and they speak too fast, i cant get the corerct word n number to text in...haiz...can i meet Kris in KL? if i do, wow, i really dont expect i can meet him in real person plus in KL! by the way, he just reminds me of a male German actor, he look so alike...anyway, if i cant, its okay, if i really will stay in US/ UK/ Germany someday in the future (i hope its really not a far far dream for me from now), then the chance of me getting meet with him even higher...afterall US, UK or Germany even Japan, China, Korea even Singapore...will be more frequent are to visit by Hollywood artist, at least comapred to Malaysia..haha
yeah, i watched again the NTV7 monday till wednesday 11pm-12am show, Hong Kong TV series..named 学警出更...as i mentioned before in earlier post, two of the yong main character having quarrel...it really just remind me what i had with jennyu when we were in Form 5..haha..twice summore.......anyway, the story and the personality of both of them really looks soooooooo similar to us last time...
uhm..i saw facebook, jiayu editted her sweet picture with jennyu and asked us to vote for her for some form of contest...........it reminds me, or it makes me think of someone i really fallen into...but i m really unsure............H? 'the person'?Germany/ US artists? Idol? or the person i fallen before n i seems to falling towards again recently (pleeeeeeeeeease dont happen!!!)? haiz..
anyway, all the person i have mentioned above...we are just not meant to be...
this life is not always what it seems.....
i really can't stand it..i gotta say : FUCK!
all these below i hv written then duno which fucking freaking button i have pressed, it goes off all the part above! i have to re-type again for the main part above....great...FUCK U BLOGSPOT!
today, probably, was an awful day for me><
today the class ended at 2.30pm. haiz..what m i suppose to do with the 'too late for work but too early to get back home' time...
today, as usual in class, i wrote my name on the lise that my teacher passed around...i know that is for her later to call out name to ask questions...but everytime i din get called.haha..but this time, very unfortunately, i get called to answer question..something which weird is, when my name get called, my first reaction was not admitiing it and pretending nothing happened...teacher have been repeated my name few times..and i saw many looking at me as they know my name...seriously, if u ask me now, i really dunno why i dunwan to lift up my hand that time..then teacher start asking why if i m not here but my name is there...then she call out the name below..it's my fren's name, who is sitting besides me...then she asked him where is lew cho kang...my fren answered 'i dunno' but the teacher thought he wrote the name for him, probably our handwriting looks similar as what v have written there is just short name, not a passage....then later my fren cant answered the question and she said the question goes to his neighbour, which means, me! swt...i hv to answer the same question afterall!!! yeah, luckily he din ask what is my name..haha..but anyway, swt, why dun i just admit thats me earlier? many of my others fren asked me the same question after class, i seriously got no idea why did i react in that way at the first place...really swt...............................that's why, its really awfullllllllllllllllllllllllllllll
and now, i am worrying if the teacher will remember my name and keep on asking me question next time.worse, she will ask me in next week class why didnt i lift up my hand when my name was called today.anyway, i ady come out with the excuse, i slept when my name was called and my fren only know me as CK, so no one know its me...this is for if she asked me in front of class, or, if she asked me personally, i will just tell her that i m shy..haha...haiz...i gotta admit i did something negative anyway....at least alleging that is better, once for a while, she wont get angry, hopefully....haha...anyway, hopefully she can forget the incident this week is much more better!!!hahaha
and later after class, i ask my other fren to lend me some notes which my fren sitting beside me couldnt get what i want from her...swt..she said 'why u always dun pay attention in class and ask for my notes?!' she is not angry, just expressing what she's thinking..haha..i din expect i got such image in them...wow...haha..it pretty 'fresh' for me for letting them to have a thought that i m such student..haha...
probably they dont know who i really am...
i have been low profile enough in this school huh..haha
if i really become a newsreader in 988, if i manage to get into cardiff....then, probably they will be shocked when they know this..haha
so, i can use this as a motivation to make me study and work hard!!!!!!!!!!!!
yeah, today, while waiting bus, i bumped into ern hui, who is living nearby my house and she is recently enrolled in my school A-level program...haiz...today the bus really get here late...shit..we late to class...as we on the bus, we as well bumped into wernsheng's sister in kuchai lama station..haha..then, when we reached the station, opposite Brickfields monorail station, i walked a little bit faster than them as they can not bothering to enter class but i cant! i am having Land Law while they are having only Malaysian Studies...
later i turned around and i saw them talking to a girl, caucasian..they seems to need my help...i walk backward and found out actually the girl is asking how to get to KLCC by LRT, is there any 'JAYA line'..i told her the correct way as what i know, of course, with some so called 'accent'..then settled..the two young girls seems amazed with my english...they said never thought my english is so good plus with the accent somemore, wernsheng's sister said that she gotta ask her brother after get back home if he knows my english is so good, and with accent...haha..well, i told them actually i m not good in that...english and accent i mean, i cant speak a proper accent with good english...just pretending to be one..i can even speak in so called 'taiwanese' accent as well if they want...haha...
anyway, one of them thinks the girl was pretty one of them think she's look just ok... i asked them where they think the girl came from...they said probably somewhere like Spain..yeh, i think so, somewhere in Europe...i should asked her where she came from or even bring her to the station till she got the ticket!!!!!!!!!!!!haha
while waiting bus for home after class, i saw two interesting guys...both Malay...one is a security guard for HongLeong Bank beside Brickfields monarail station, and a student of Form 4 i suppose(from the books he is holding) from the school in the nearby area...=)
ok..this is my story for today...
Kris Allen coming to town! but the problem is this time hitz.fm wil requies us to sms in but not called in, and they speak too fast, i cant get the corerct word n number to text in...haiz...can i meet Kris in KL? if i do, wow, i really dont expect i can meet him in real person plus in KL! by the way, he just reminds me of a male German actor, he look so alike...anyway, if i cant, its okay, if i really will stay in US/ UK/ Germany someday in the future (i hope its really not a far far dream for me from now), then the chance of me getting meet with him even higher...afterall US, UK or Germany even Japan, China, Korea even Singapore...will be more frequent are to visit by Hollywood artist, at least comapred to Malaysia..haha
yeah, i watched again the NTV7 monday till wednesday 11pm-12am show, Hong Kong TV series..named 学警出更...as i mentioned before in earlier post, two of the yong main character having quarrel...it really just remind me what i had with jennyu when we were in Form 5..haha..twice summore.......anyway, the story and the personality of both of them really looks soooooooo similar to us last time...
uhm..i saw facebook, jiayu editted her sweet picture with jennyu and asked us to vote for her for some form of contest...........it reminds me, or it makes me think of someone i really fallen into...but i m really unsure............H? 'the person'?Germany/ US artists? Idol? or the person i fallen before n i seems to falling towards again recently (pleeeeeeeeeease dont happen!!!)? haiz..
anyway, all the person i have mentioned above...we are just not meant to be...
this life is not always what it seems.....
Monday, February 1, 2010
today and 'avatar'
1/2/2010 1 : 48am
well, the same word i have to say...time flies..its already one month passed in 2010..february now...
1/2 is public holiday for KL anyway...federal territory day...
anyway, what i m telling now, its all happened in 31/1/2010, sunday.
as what promised, i watched movie with sheauyeong today...
i went to MV to get ticket, with the hope i can get a good seat...but who knows, avatar 3D was sold out even for today and tomorrow...gosh! so i asked for normal avatar 2D...uhm..still...left all the front seat..there are still 2 couple seat left, n yeah, couple seat will only be at the the back, nice spot..uhm..looking at all the seat in front that left, the people in the counter suggest me to buy a couple seat, since i m buying 2 tickets...(she din know i m watching with boy or girl anyway, she din ask)..so, thinking of get a good place for this long movie, i took one of the couple seat...ya, extra RM2 for each person...so i paid RM26 since a ticket is RM11 per person for weekend...anyway, compared to 3D, mayb i got to pay each person RM18.50...but...haiz..cant watch 3D as many people told the graphic is nice..
i went there with my cousin actually...he wana buy some clothes for CNY..so i asked him to hang around first while i go n get my tickets....n after that, i just accompany him shopping around..bumped in to my manager, n phooifun manday..haha..n liching called me as well, for her brunch, its ady 4pm that time==..after bumped in to phooifun mandy, i chat with them for pretty long time, probably my cousin couldnt stand it, he text me saying he go n resume his shopping..so, since he walk himself, then i just hang around with mandy phooifun..haha..ya, manday told me avatar 2D will be better if v cant really listen to what the actors are saying in the movie as 3D dont have subtitle..so, haha...at least i feel more comfortable by not getting 3D n watching 2D..haha
uhm..about 5pm...each of us gotta get back at that time..so, i brought my cousin to salon since i wana cut my hair today, before february, by hoping they have not raise the price yet for CNY, as its ady normal that happening in KL...so, brought him to Insett, OUG...uhm..the hair stylish this time, tell me something about my hair, as my skull shape is a bit awkward, so he told me the way to style my hair n how is she going to cut my hair in order to avoid me looking 'awkward' because of my skull shape..actually, if i went to Insett, usually the hairstylish over there will tell me sth about my hair, the style n style a consider new hairstyle for me ( as i always give them freedom to style..haha), just i always forget it...hopefully this time i can remember it...
then later, i went home n have dinner with my family as i will meet sy only at 8.30pm. on the way to MV, swt, on the old klang road, bumped in to maychin n her bf=.=n they are going MV as well...i thought we will meet there n chat..i followed them all the way to the same parking lots..but v go our own way, no choice, when searching parking...
n finally, after rushing there, met sy, (she later than me, even after i went to toilet..haha)then its almost 9pm, the showtime,anyway, i still decided to buy some popcorns..hehe...while in queue, v chat, sheauyeong told me nicholas teo went to the starbucks, the branch she worked today, n her senior told her he is regular customer there, n she saw amber chia n a astro host before as well..haha..but today, she cant recognise that's nicholas teo even she served him and even chat a while with him=.=
uhm..ya, i told her about my 988's job...just telling her and ask her to not to tell anyone, cz eveything is not confirmed yet.....she is the only one, among all who knows about it, that i say it out voluntarily...uhm..anyway, gotta pray hard in order to make it real, i mean working in 988 for real=)
uhm...so, after getting the popcorn...(sheauyeong insisted wana give me back the money for movie, then i asked her to pay for those snacks since she so insisted on it..haha)its abit late..9pm ++ ady..v get into the cinema...so swt swt swt...v enterrd into a wrong hall, the hall beside only is the correct wan...when v get in, v saw nothing on screen as it suppose to start, n our place was sitten by somebosy else...finally, sy asked a person there are we in the correct hall...swt swt swt...v got the wrong wan, so v get down n get inside to the hall beside, the correct wan..swt la..how can i make this such stupid mistake ah?><
so, although v went in late for about 10minutes, the movie ady started><..haiz..anyway, so, v get onto our seat...yeah, probbaly its first time for me to sit on couple seat with somebody that not actually coupling with me=.=anyway, i asked sy when i first met her just now, did she mind i getting couple seat due to lack of good seat in there...then she just answerd:'its ok ah.' without thinking..luckily..haha
so, the show is about 2 hour n 45 minutes....i sent her home of course...i thinked is already 12.15am++ by the time she reach home...yeah, v discussing about wat time v can watch woohoo as well...and, tml is WPKL public holiday, so watching mocie in sunway, one utama n the curve that located in selangor still will be a cheaper price, even parking..wakaka..but who gotta go with me==summore probably tml gotta help my mum with packaging again..haiz..cant enjoy that i think...
ya, she told me she read the newspaper that the CNY design in the curve is great..uhm..maybe just get a date to bring her day^^n..haha...v have some thought, probably this year MV designer got changed, cz the design this year is just so different from previous, even for christmas or CNY..but the design for CNY n christmas this year just look similar in style..n i got heard some negative comment (eg not really attractive like previous year) about it even for CNY and Christmas..anyway..just a topic for chatting n i prefer this few design recently=)
yeah..and....i told her Kris Allen is coming to KL as i heard from hitz.fm..she sounds interested in it...uhm..mayb let me try to get the ticket..since i feel like going to..never thought of i can meet Kris Allen here in KL one day...so, a great oppurtunity...mayb try to call in to hitz.fm again as what i did for AAR ?haha...duno..if i really do..hopefully i can be as lucky as last time...
speaking about that, it reminds me, when i tried to call in, which the announcer said its the last chance n AAR were there in studio, i tell the God, whoever he is, if i really can call in, means i can get together with H...since both is just so impossible( i used my cell phone to call that time, even harder)...and i will always related H to AAR and is H the one who introduce AAR to me...finally, i got AAR ticket n speak to Tyson (as what i mentioned in few post back)...but...i dont semms can get together with H...
and, is now H or the person i mentioned for me? US n German artist n Idol? uhm..i get over it for those artist, not totally, at least a lot...i m still trying to let it go, totally...one day.........
and, back to the movie, yeah, avatar, is a great movie....really great...i mean the story line..and those computer effect, i think they spent pretty much on it..thats y people said its better for 3D..anyway, its great movie..probably try to get a copy of it...
n i heard on radio one day, after watching avatar, many were so obssesed with it( how kind is the Nami people and the how beautiful is the planet) , even some suicided cause they just hate the attitude of human being now and hopefully they can find a great planet as in the movie@@ crazy huh...
and, i wonder, the 'Nami' language in the movie...they created by themself? or it really does exist? but how?
one more, i wonder, why everyone in malaysia pronounce the word 'avatar' as 'a-va-tar'? its just like u pronounce it in malay but tis word doesnt exist in malay...instead, i have checked, doesnt matter its US or UK, its also 'a-ve-tar'...i wonder what other people form other country will think about our english level when they heard ow we pronounce the word..even how many times the actor said the word in the movie, its still 'a-va-tar' for malaysian..funny huh....?
so now, pray hard for 988's work, my assignment, my study.
so, pray hard now, for my 988's job, my assignment, my study....n get a date to bring sy to the curve, try to get Kris Allen live in KL's ticket, and get a day to watch woohoo!!!!
of course, gotta buy new clothes and shoes as well for CNY ...yeah, before leaving to UK, gotta buy a new laptop(sony vaio?HP?my only 2 choices, what i prefer) and, get a external hard disk as well...
gosh..then i m getting poor now.....T.T
well, the same word i have to say...time flies..its already one month passed in 2010..february now...
1/2 is public holiday for KL anyway...federal territory day...
anyway, what i m telling now, its all happened in 31/1/2010, sunday.
as what promised, i watched movie with sheauyeong today...
i went to MV to get ticket, with the hope i can get a good seat...but who knows, avatar 3D was sold out even for today and tomorrow...gosh! so i asked for normal avatar 2D...uhm..still...left all the front seat..there are still 2 couple seat left, n yeah, couple seat will only be at the the back, nice spot..uhm..looking at all the seat in front that left, the people in the counter suggest me to buy a couple seat, since i m buying 2 tickets...(she din know i m watching with boy or girl anyway, she din ask)..so, thinking of get a good place for this long movie, i took one of the couple seat...ya, extra RM2 for each person...so i paid RM26 since a ticket is RM11 per person for weekend...anyway, compared to 3D, mayb i got to pay each person RM18.50...but...haiz..cant watch 3D as many people told the graphic is nice..
i went there with my cousin actually...he wana buy some clothes for CNY..so i asked him to hang around first while i go n get my tickets....n after that, i just accompany him shopping around..bumped in to my manager, n phooifun manday..haha..n liching called me as well, for her brunch, its ady 4pm that time==..after bumped in to phooifun mandy, i chat with them for pretty long time, probably my cousin couldnt stand it, he text me saying he go n resume his shopping..so, since he walk himself, then i just hang around with mandy phooifun..haha..ya, manday told me avatar 2D will be better if v cant really listen to what the actors are saying in the movie as 3D dont have subtitle..so, haha...at least i feel more comfortable by not getting 3D n watching 2D..haha
uhm..about 5pm...each of us gotta get back at that time..so, i brought my cousin to salon since i wana cut my hair today, before february, by hoping they have not raise the price yet for CNY, as its ady normal that happening in KL...so, brought him to Insett, OUG...uhm..the hair stylish this time, tell me something about my hair, as my skull shape is a bit awkward, so he told me the way to style my hair n how is she going to cut my hair in order to avoid me looking 'awkward' because of my skull shape..actually, if i went to Insett, usually the hairstylish over there will tell me sth about my hair, the style n style a consider new hairstyle for me ( as i always give them freedom to style..haha), just i always forget it...hopefully this time i can remember it...
then later, i went home n have dinner with my family as i will meet sy only at 8.30pm. on the way to MV, swt, on the old klang road, bumped in to maychin n her bf=.=n they are going MV as well...i thought we will meet there n chat..i followed them all the way to the same parking lots..but v go our own way, no choice, when searching parking...
n finally, after rushing there, met sy, (she later than me, even after i went to toilet..haha)then its almost 9pm, the showtime,anyway, i still decided to buy some popcorns..hehe...while in queue, v chat, sheauyeong told me nicholas teo went to the starbucks, the branch she worked today, n her senior told her he is regular customer there, n she saw amber chia n a astro host before as well..haha..but today, she cant recognise that's nicholas teo even she served him and even chat a while with him=.=
uhm..ya, i told her about my 988's job...just telling her and ask her to not to tell anyone, cz eveything is not confirmed yet.....she is the only one, among all who knows about it, that i say it out voluntarily...uhm..anyway, gotta pray hard in order to make it real, i mean working in 988 for real=)
uhm...so, after getting the popcorn...(sheauyeong insisted wana give me back the money for movie, then i asked her to pay for those snacks since she so insisted on it..haha)its abit late..9pm ++ ady..v get into the cinema...so swt swt swt...v enterrd into a wrong hall, the hall beside only is the correct wan...when v get in, v saw nothing on screen as it suppose to start, n our place was sitten by somebosy else...finally, sy asked a person there are we in the correct hall...swt swt swt...v got the wrong wan, so v get down n get inside to the hall beside, the correct wan..swt la..how can i make this such stupid mistake ah?><
so, although v went in late for about 10minutes, the movie ady started><..haiz..anyway, so, v get onto our seat...yeah, probbaly its first time for me to sit on couple seat with somebody that not actually coupling with me=.=anyway, i asked sy when i first met her just now, did she mind i getting couple seat due to lack of good seat in there...then she just answerd:'its ok ah.' without thinking..luckily..haha
so, the show is about 2 hour n 45 minutes....i sent her home of course...i thinked is already 12.15am++ by the time she reach home...yeah, v discussing about wat time v can watch woohoo as well...and, tml is WPKL public holiday, so watching mocie in sunway, one utama n the curve that located in selangor still will be a cheaper price, even parking..wakaka..but who gotta go with me==summore probably tml gotta help my mum with packaging again..haiz..cant enjoy that i think...
ya, she told me she read the newspaper that the CNY design in the curve is great..uhm..maybe just get a date to bring her day^^n..haha...v have some thought, probably this year MV designer got changed, cz the design this year is just so different from previous, even for christmas or CNY..but the design for CNY n christmas this year just look similar in style..n i got heard some negative comment (eg not really attractive like previous year) about it even for CNY and Christmas..anyway..just a topic for chatting n i prefer this few design recently=)
yeah..and....i told her Kris Allen is coming to KL as i heard from hitz.fm..she sounds interested in it...uhm..mayb let me try to get the ticket..since i feel like going to..never thought of i can meet Kris Allen here in KL one day...so, a great oppurtunity...mayb try to call in to hitz.fm again as what i did for AAR ?haha...duno..if i really do..hopefully i can be as lucky as last time...
speaking about that, it reminds me, when i tried to call in, which the announcer said its the last chance n AAR were there in studio, i tell the God, whoever he is, if i really can call in, means i can get together with H...since both is just so impossible( i used my cell phone to call that time, even harder)...and i will always related H to AAR and is H the one who introduce AAR to me...finally, i got AAR ticket n speak to Tyson (as what i mentioned in few post back)...but...i dont semms can get together with H...
and, is now H or the person i mentioned for me? US n German artist n Idol? uhm..i get over it for those artist, not totally, at least a lot...i m still trying to let it go, totally...one day.........
and, back to the movie, yeah, avatar, is a great movie....really great...i mean the story line..and those computer effect, i think they spent pretty much on it..thats y people said its better for 3D..anyway, its great movie..probably try to get a copy of it...
n i heard on radio one day, after watching avatar, many were so obssesed with it( how kind is the Nami people and the how beautiful is the planet) , even some suicided cause they just hate the attitude of human being now and hopefully they can find a great planet as in the movie@@ crazy huh...
and, i wonder, the 'Nami' language in the movie...they created by themself? or it really does exist? but how?
one more, i wonder, why everyone in malaysia pronounce the word 'avatar' as 'a-va-tar'? its just like u pronounce it in malay but tis word doesnt exist in malay...instead, i have checked, doesnt matter its US or UK, its also 'a-ve-tar'...i wonder what other people form other country will think about our english level when they heard ow we pronounce the word..even how many times the actor said the word in the movie, its still 'a-va-tar' for malaysian..funny huh....?
so now, pray hard for 988's work, my assignment, my study.
so, pray hard now, for my 988's job, my assignment, my study....n get a date to bring sy to the curve, try to get Kris Allen live in KL's ticket, and get a day to watch woohoo!!!!
of course, gotta buy new clothes and shoes as well for CNY ...yeah, before leaving to UK, gotta buy a new laptop(sony vaio?HP?my only 2 choices, what i prefer) and, get a external hard disk as well...
gosh..then i m getting poor now.....T.T
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