Sunday, July 29, 2012
Thursday, July 26, 2012
Saturday, July 21, 2012
Don't worry, don't think too much, DO NOT CARE!
Sometimes, people are funny.
Only when you do not get something, then you know you are desperate for it.
When you lost something, only then you know how important to appreciate it.
Note to self: You know you really wanna be a lawyer only when your Bar exam is at stake.
This is insane.
But I think I learned something through the failure this time.
I grew.
As they said,
"Don't go through life, grow through it!"
Most posts I have on Facebook, it seems to be encouraging people.
Most emails and messages transpired between me and people, it seems to be that I'm growing up.
Most thoughts I have when I get anxious, it seems that I am still standing strong.
Miraculously,
I probably learned the best way to handle stress, found the true strength to stand up when everything falls apart.
Yes I know I wanna be a lawyer, especially to practise in London, after having done so many mini-pupillages with chambers in London. It is magnificent, spectacular, remarkable and phenomenal and so inspiring in the whole legal area in London.
I know I wish to be a white collar in central London - Practising barrister in chambers in central London.
(Despite every other dreams I have - becoming a media-man, cabin crew, ultimately going to USA. I know I will find a way to balance them all, one day. And the day WILL come.)
After these resits, I know I still made some silly mistakes no matter how concentrated I was and how much efforts I put in.
I know I can't do anything about it.
I know I can't change anything.
I broken down before.
I felt frustrated before.
I felt like giving up before.
These are what I said to all my friends:
"i failed 4 exams.now have to resit.
at the moment, i got 1 more left on 22nd august.
thats the bulkiest one which i just failed by 2 marks.urgh.
but thank god i passed the other bulky exams.
well, i din know(as i didnt complain to u), all these while the amount of stress i have to bear.
seeing people passed with flying colors(not only just passed), and i failed, the required amount of strength and courage to get back up is a lot.
its not easy.
i'm still trying very hard.and it hurts. everytime.
i have done everything i can in this resit.
then i just leave the result to the God. DUN CARE."
"nola dont say like that.just dont worry.cz really,u cant do anything about it anymore.u have done everything u can and thats it.good or bad, leave it to the God.dont care anymore.it will let u know whether thats the right path u should go in ur life.dont think too much.u may create problem that didnt even exist in the first place.(as if i very hebat...i got one more exam and my future career is at stake also.hahahhaha)"
"travel la.clear my mind..the result just leave it to the God. DUN CARE.hahaha"
Yes it isn't easy. I know.
Yes the amount of courage it required is a lot. I know.
Yes what it takes to become a lawyer isn't as easy as I thought. I know.
I have done everything I could this time and that's it.
People passed with flying colors, DO NOT CARE! Everyone has different paces, and different lifes, and different paths.
All I know now is:
"Never compare yourself or others to other people. Everyone has their own struggles, own fights, and a different path that they chose to get to where they are. Everyone is who they are for a reason."
Those silly mistakes that bugging me all these while, DO NOT CARE!
Don't worry. However it turns out, it will be just fine.
"When you are not happy anymore, open the door. Not to leave, but to let other opportunities in."
This time in London, maybe that's a sign, from what happened on me and my friend, just keep telling me:
"Don't worry, really. Things will just turn out fine when you are not worrying about it. Just follow your heart, follow your inner voice, follow what it tells you to do"
Everything will be just fine in the end, if it is not fine, it is not the end.
Don't dwell on the past, focus on the victory God can do.
Don't think too much, you might just create problems that didn't exist in the first place.
Don't worry at all, you might just worrying something that weren't even there in the first place.
Keep walking forward, keep trying, keep believing in self, keep having faith in hope, astride the steps, you'll get there, eventually.
It's just a matter of time.
Someone said this to me before:"When you want something badly enough, you'll get it. Whatever it takes."
Trust the God, there's miracle.
"I do not believe in coincidence, I believe in miracle."
At least, I learned a lesson this time - Anyone can celebrate success, but not everyone can handle and accept failure and still stand up brave and stay strong .
And, I learned and know how to appreciate, how to be grateful, how to not complain that much.
别担心，不要害怕。不用再假设，没有如果。
人算，有时真的不如天算。
加油！
吸一大口气，跨大脚步，大步大步地勇敢跨过去。
Only when you do not get something, then you know you are desperate for it.
When you lost something, only then you know how important to appreciate it.
Note to self: You know you really wanna be a lawyer only when your Bar exam is at stake.
This is insane.
But I think I learned something through the failure this time.
I grew.
As they said,
"Don't go through life, grow through it!"
Most posts I have on Facebook, it seems to be encouraging people.
Most emails and messages transpired between me and people, it seems to be that I'm growing up.
Most thoughts I have when I get anxious, it seems that I am still standing strong.
Miraculously,
I probably learned the best way to handle stress, found the true strength to stand up when everything falls apart.
Yes I know I wanna be a lawyer, especially to practise in London, after having done so many mini-pupillages with chambers in London. It is magnificent, spectacular, remarkable and phenomenal and so inspiring in the whole legal area in London.
I know I wish to be a white collar in central London - Practising barrister in chambers in central London.
(Despite every other dreams I have - becoming a media-man, cabin crew, ultimately going to USA. I know I will find a way to balance them all, one day. And the day WILL come.)
After these resits, I know I still made some silly mistakes no matter how concentrated I was and how much efforts I put in.
I know I can't do anything about it.
I know I can't change anything.
I broken down before.
I felt frustrated before.
I felt like giving up before.
These are what I said to all my friends:
"i failed 4 exams.now have to resit.
at the moment, i got 1 more left on 22nd august.
thats the bulkiest one which i just failed by 2 marks.urgh.
but thank god i passed the other bulky exams.
well, i din know(as i didnt complain to u), all these while the amount of stress i have to bear.
seeing people passed with flying colors(not only just passed), and i failed, the required amount of strength and courage to get back up is a lot.
its not easy.
i'm still trying very hard.and it hurts. everytime.
i have done everything i can in this resit.
then i just leave the result to the God. DUN CARE."
"nola dont say like that.just dont worry.cz really,u cant do anything about it anymore.u have done everything u can and thats it.good or bad, leave it to the God.dont care anymore.it will let u know whether thats the right path u should go in ur life.dont think too much.u may create problem that didnt even exist in the first place.(as if i very hebat...i got one more exam and my future career is at stake also.hahahhaha)"
"travel la.clear my mind..the result just leave it to the God. DUN CARE.hahaha"
Yes it isn't easy. I know.
Yes the amount of courage it required is a lot. I know.
Yes what it takes to become a lawyer isn't as easy as I thought. I know.
I have done everything I could this time and that's it.
People passed with flying colors, DO NOT CARE! Everyone has different paces, and different lifes, and different paths.
All I know now is:
"Never compare yourself or others to other people. Everyone has their own struggles, own fights, and a different path that they chose to get to where they are. Everyone is who they are for a reason."
Those silly mistakes that bugging me all these while, DO NOT CARE!
Don't worry. However it turns out, it will be just fine.
"When you are not happy anymore, open the door. Not to leave, but to let other opportunities in."
This time in London, maybe that's a sign, from what happened on me and my friend, just keep telling me:
"Don't worry, really. Things will just turn out fine when you are not worrying about it. Just follow your heart, follow your inner voice, follow what it tells you to do"
Everything will be just fine in the end, if it is not fine, it is not the end.
Don't dwell on the past, focus on the victory God can do.
Don't think too much, you might just create problems that didn't exist in the first place.
Don't worry at all, you might just worrying something that weren't even there in the first place.
Keep walking forward, keep trying, keep believing in self, keep having faith in hope, astride the steps, you'll get there, eventually.
It's just a matter of time.
Someone said this to me before:"When you want something badly enough, you'll get it. Whatever it takes."
Trust the God, there's miracle.
"I do not believe in coincidence, I believe in miracle."
At least, I learned a lesson this time - Anyone can celebrate success, but not everyone can handle and accept failure and still stand up brave and stay strong .
And, I learned and know how to appreciate, how to be grateful, how to not complain that much.
别担心，不要害怕。不用再假设，没有如果。
人算，有时真的不如天算。
加油！
吸一大口气，跨大脚步，大步大步地勇敢跨过去。
Tuesday, July 17, 2012
Monday, July 16, 2012
我知道，我不可以放弃
美國的海關裡，有一批沒收的腳踏車，在公告後決定拍賣
拍賣會中，每次叫價的時候，總有一個十歲出頭的男孩喊價，
他總是以「五塊錢v開始出價，然後眼睜睜地看著腳踏車被別人用三十、四十元買去。
拍賣暫停休息時，拍賣員問那小男孩為什麼不出較高的價格來買。
男孩說，他只有五塊錢。
拍賣會又開始了，那男孩還是給每輛腳踏車相同的價錢，
然後被別人用較高的價錢買去。
後來聚集的觀眾開始注意到那個總是首先出價的男孩，
他們也開始察覺到會有什麼結果。
直到最後一刻，拍賣會要結束了。
這時，只剩一輛最棒的腳踏車，
車身光亮如新，有多種排檔、十段桿式變速器、手煞車
B速度顯示器和一套夜間電動燈光裝置。
拍賣員問：「有誰出價呢？」
這時，站在最前面，而幾乎已經放棄希望的那個小男孩輕聲的
再說一次：「五塊錢。」
拍賣會停止唱價，只是停下來站在那裡。
這時，所有在場的人全部盯住這位小男孩，沒有人出聲，沒有人舉手，也沒有人喊價。
直到拍賣會主席，他大聲說：
「這輛腳踏車賣給這位穿短褲白球鞋的小夥子！」
此話一出，全場鼓掌。
那小男孩拿出握在手中僅有的五塊錢鈔票，
買了那輛毫無疑問是世上最漂亮的腳踏車時，
他臉上流露出從未見過的燦爛笑容。
我們的生命中，除了「勝過別人」、「壓過別人」、「超越別人」之外，
我們是否也同時能抱持著「不肯放棄最後一絲希望」的決心呢！
作者看到的是小男孩的不放棄希望，
我看到的卻是那些最後不願意出價的可愛的群眾。
一定有人想要也有能力出到五塊錢以上的金額以買下那部嶄新的腳踏車，
可是大家卻都很有默契地幫助小男孩完成他的心願，
這不就是人性可愛又溫暖的一面嗎？
每天我開著生命的窗迎進滿室的陽光，
我更希望終有一天我將成為別人的太陽
Sunday, July 8, 2012
I am glad to have you all
Below are what I got after I posted my ever terrified Facebook status:
https://www.facebook.com/messages/?action=read&tid=id.107040722760053
Teck Hin Moh
Bro, what happen ? So serious ?
24 minutes agoChoKang Lew
yeah really serious.
my career is at stake right now...
now or never do, do or die...one last chance for the big amount of money my mom have spent on me.毕生积储
so i am scared, literally.
Teck Hin Moh
Come on, throw away your fear. Focus on it for last strike.
All the best.
I will pray for you
14 minutes agoChoKang Lew
haha.thank u man!
男仔来嘅，撑得住嘅
i have to tahan!!!!
Teck Hin Moh
yes, I believeyou cna too !!
a few seconds agoChoKang Lew
thank you:D
Teck Hin Moh
Welcome
https://www.facebook.com/messages/?action=read&tid=Lvji0Mfnt9vawubDGIv5yQ
Junie Lew
Try on ur best on ur exam..dun maje urself too stress..
Anywhr I wish to go for the air stewsrdess interview..but mum dun let
17 minutes agoChoKang Lew
how actually is the air asia?explain.
this one last chance, i will do my best la.
then we'll see.
https://www.facebook.com/messages/?action=read&tid=478148069fc94b1d8ef34b022bc52faa
Flo Cheung
Ck dear, I know whatever I said cannot ease your sadness....but you got to be strong and get through it. Always is your supporter
26 minutes agoChoKang Lew
haha.thank you. it is just too much for me right now. but i will do my best so that i can have no regret:) and so glad i can have sooooo many people actually ask me if i am ok:)
Flo Cheung
識咁諗就好啦....."金巴爹"
15 minutes agoChoKang Lew
男仔来嘅，撑得住嘅!:)
https://www.facebook.com/messages/?action=read&tid=rRMeREz8czwwgTsdf1I9Jg
Li Fang Lee
hey lew cho kang!!! all the best! i know it's tough! but believe in yourself! wait for your good news!
25 minutes agoChoKang Lew
hahha.
i will try my best la.but when seeing ppl pass with flying color, the frustration and is unimaginable and knowing it is the last chance or thats it for my career, the fear is unbearable...
really fed up wan.
this last time, i will do whatever i can...but at least i m so overwhelmed to see so many keep 为我打气
thank u.
we gambateh together:)
https://www.facebook.com/messages/?action=read&tid=id.411947415513869
Jiayu Tan & 4 others (Jenn Yu, Li Fang Lee, Bryan Loh, Tee May Chin)
Jiayu Tan
cho kang, how r u ?? can tell me ur real situation ??
6 hours agoBryan Loh
so gan cheong?
6 hours agoJiayu Tan
yawor see his status like very seriouss, So its time for us to careeeeee himm liao.
6 hours agoBryan Loh
LOL
6 hours agoLi Fang Lee
Hahaha... Ya... Lew cho kang... *roger roger* please reply us when I see this message
*you
5 hours agoJenn Yu
har? what happen? =/
4 hours agoJiayu Tan
CK, Im understand ur heavy heart right now.. always remember u r giving urself a chance and u try it hard, atleast u try ! money can earn back, you still young and I believe you and ur sis sure can earn back that money for ur mom or even moree based on ur ability ! 天无绝人之路 ！u can do it, jia you !!
20 minutes agoChoKang Lew
*roger roger*
omg....u guys are so funny....lol.made my day.
well, my situation is, this resit, is my last chance.
pass or thats it, thats it for my rm100k, thats it for my law career, thats it for my one year which i have came here for nothing!
but well,as ppl said, when all else failed, theres still hope. dont give up hope. so now still got 50/50 (hopefully).
this one last chance, i will try my best.
now or never, do or die.
thats why, i am terrified, literally.
the rest, just see where life leads me.
yeah 天无绝人之路, i m not gonna commit suicide no worries, just maybe its time for me to think about other career alternative, what i meant to be for this life:)
and more importantly, once i have posted that status, seeing how my family react and quickly skype tell me no matter what happened i am still who i am who they love, and seeing how many friends keep backing me up(esp u guys la), i am greatful.
no regret in life:)
17 minutes agoJiayu Tan
Not a EMO replied. I love this ! well said ck.. jia you jia you !!
15 minutes agoChoKang Lew
because,
i m bigger than that.much bigger.
we are power rangers:)
we have bigger mission in life
13 minutes agoJiayu Tan
yeahhh, i know another alternatives for u : go find a rich women or old one den seducess her. xD u zai zai / zhang dong liang wor.. sure no problemmm
This called 天无绝人之路
a few seconds agoChoKang Lew
LOL.that wan old grandmum stories.
but i miss the '5566' we had.lol.
maybe i will become flight attendant leh who knows.lol
2 minutes agoJiayu Tan
haha ! i know u wish tooo.. anything just tell us ya
2 seconds agoChoKang Lew
lol.my aunt keep asking to become pilot.haiz my maths and physics so cha.lol
sure...no problem.
男孩子来的，顶到，挺得住，可以撑起来的！
Li Fang Lee
Yea... Just try your best! Dun put so much burden on yourself! Just do whatever u can... Dun think of other stuff that u can't change anymore... Money is a factor but u cant change it anymore... So might as well dun think bout it as this would stress yourself up... I once saw this quote : 'your attempt may fail, but never fail to make an attempt! Choose not to accept the false boundaries and limitations created by the past!'
14 minutes agoJiayu Tan
agree !
50 minutes agoJenn Yu
errr... what i wanna say is already said by jiayu and lifang..hahaha...There is always tons of opportunity out there XD
2 seconds agoChoKang Lew
i know...hahhaa.
thank u la...心照啦！：）
u all r the best! andi will try my best too!:)
aza aza fighting ah!haha
Tee May Chin
"like" lifang's msg!!!
July 9Bryan Loh
Well said everyone, actually the things I wanna said always mentioned by the above messages already. HAHAHAHA, so gayao la, jom, next year we both interview together to become pilot la Cho Kang, ask Jenn pui you main main, we 3 pilot interview together la
July 9Jiayu Tan
Copy cat jx
https://www.facebook.com/messages/?action=read&tid=oRZH22BEasu6Rh8OC4elrg
Augustine Ow Ji Tsong
Cho Kang! you ok onot?
dont emo la, cheer up and good luck!
2 seconds agoChoKang Lew
haha.
thank u la for ur message la.
心照la!:)
i'll try my best!:)
https://www.facebook.com/messages/?action=read&tid=id.148262408596731
Xin Wei Tai
Aih...nevermind lah then. There was some miscommunication. I thought my brother told him but he didn't. It was my fault. My contract didn't say that when it'll end. heh. So, fair enough. Forget about it.
And hey, I just wanna say that i'll really be praying for you this time. LOL. Last time i wasn't really committed to my words.
But don't you be so down okay!!! Be strong and courageous!!! No matter how things will turn out you'll still be okay. It's not the end of the world!!!! (like what my uni technician used to always say when our product came out to be a failure. lol) So, chin up!
I totally understand your situation coz i went through it last year. I was so so depressed that there was a huge chance that i could fail. I always barely made it through another day and was barely able to face a new day. But God promised me that as long as i'm willing to move forward and just do whatever i have to do, God will fight for me, and instead of focusing on the chance on failure, i have to fix my eyes on the victory that He will accomplish instead. And needless to say, i passed by 3 marks, which is a significant number for me because of something specific God told and taught me specifically
So i guess in your case, fix your eyes on the light instead of your failure or even better, do your best and put your hope in this God who wants to get your attention and help you. Like they say, 人的尽头是神的开始。:P
And just in case you haven't watched this before, this really encouraged me greatly, don't worry it's nothing to do with christianity
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y6hz_s2XIAU
When is your last try???
Famous Failures
Inspiring video on persevering no matter how many times you have failed in life. http://asabbathblog.com/
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July 9Xin Wei Tai
And stop worrying!!!!! You'll be paralyzed by it. Choose life by moving forward!
2 seconds agoChoKang Lew
hey!!!!!!!!!THANK YOU VERY MUCH.
seriously.
I will do my best and the rest, just leave it to God.
although i keep worrying and really terrified and also seeing ppl pass with flying colors, i am honestly worried.
but yeah, just hope for the best:D
ChoKang Lew
oh yeah btw,also, i think ur own story memang motivate me.
which when u say u understand my feeling, its like literally.
yeah i will focus on the victory on what God can do, not the past.
https://www.facebook.com/messages/?action=read&tid=id.259452044165940
Lonny Chin
知道吗？有种珍珠贝，受伤时总会在伤口处凝成一颗珍珠，珍珠贝尚如此，更何况人呢？
人生是在进行着无数次入围与淘汰的比赛，无论入围还是淘汰，都应该有一份超越自我心，挑战自我之心，战胜自我之心。以及一份不甘落后，顽强拼捕的精神。
送给追逐梦想的你：求索的心灵执着坚定，追寻的脚步正在前行，遥远的路途没有泥泞，奋取的信念永不歇停，跋涉的尽头柳暗花明，不懈的努力终能成功！
我期待你会是那最亮的一颗珍珠！加油！！
2 seconds agoChoKang Lew
THANK YOU VERY MUCH!!!
i am thirlled and overwhlemed la.
i will tahan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:)
do the best and let God do the rest...
My Facebook status:
https://www.facebook.com/cklew/posts/10151217649202415?notif_t=feed_comment
这一次，是最后一次。输了，就完了。马币一百千，瞬间化为乌有。我好像真的跟自己说，如果我这一次输了，就算了吧。来个急转弯。也许老天已经暗示我这条不是自己该走的路了。人家说越挫越勇，人家说不要轻言放弃。可是这一次我输得太多，跌得太厉害了。最后一次，我尽力了，我努力了。再不行，就让它去吧！刘祖康，这些年，你辛苦了。
If I really can't make it this time, that's it. That's it 20K pounds. that's it my law career. Everything goes back to where it started. The last chance, I have tried, I have fought and I have made that far, but I just can't get through the finish line. Disappointed with self deeply, scream hysterically, then pick myself up and move on with life. Maybe that's just not what I meant to be.
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秋月 Moon 康爷，怎么啦？ 别气馁，再加油！
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Saturday at 7:32pm • Like
ChoKang Lew 秋月姐，也许老天告诉我，广播才是我比较适合吃的饭。法律-不啱我。所以看来我和你将会是同行。hhahaha
Saturday at 7:35pm • Like • 1
Rachel Ten 邓妙君 When results out?
Saturday at 7:35pm via mobile • Like
ChoKang Lew sudah out.not good.and resit is the very last chance.if fail, thats it.i wont feel sorry for myself, just feel so sorry for my family...about the money that spent on me.and i dun think i can do clp either lol.so, maybe its time to try new thing lol
Saturday at 7:44pm • Like
Yit Tze Koh 加油！
Saturday at 7:45pm • Like
ChoKang Lew yit tze...lol.thank u la.just hope for miracle but just too hard too happen
Saturday at 7:47pm • Like
Yit Tze Koh aiyah! aint the end of the world. Chill, tried your best and have no regret. And who knows, you can do it this time!! :))
Saturday at 7:50pm • Like
Rachel Ten 邓妙君 All the best ck. My turn to suffer now. Hopefully all of us can get thru.
Saturday at 7:55pm via mobile • Like • 1
Sheang Leng Lim 加油。。。
Saturday at 8:00pm • Like
Woo Phooifun isn't it chinese saying 山重水复疑无路，柳暗花明又一村??? nvr ever give up..thr will definitely a turning pt when it seems come to an end..JIA YOU^^
Saturday at 8:25pm • Like • 1
Ronnie Ng make it happen this time chokang!=) (Y)
Saturday at 8:33pm • Like
Wilbert Tang Dun feel sad , just try ur best and give it ur best shot. U can do it!!! I wan to have a friend that is lawyer, ok, haha
Saturday at 9:45pm via mobile • Like
Wong Kok Keen 祖康师父别气馁!人生不是常常如意的,把不如意当成是人生的一部分,人生才会有挑战成就感...要加油啊!祝福你..
Saturday at 10:10pm via mobile • Like
Noelle Lau gambate!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Saturday at 11:35pm • Like
Loo Wai Hung Lola la u... Stop talking crap! U can do it haha
Yesterday at 12:29am via mobile • Like
Jasse Lee Pui Chiang Add oil...^.^ I know u can make it...
23 hours ago via mobile • Like
ChoKang Lew wow, not even one like! haha.Guys, all i can say is, thank you for having faith in me.but this time is seriously different.what at stake is a lot more than i could ever imagined. seeing ppl passed with flying color, my confidence was quashed till no where...i am seriously TERRIFIED, literally.
19 hours ago • Like
Ayesha Omar CK just study hard and you will do it definitely!
19 hours ago via mobile • Like
Esther Au come on, jia you. u have so many good friends back u up. don't forget your family, too. they on your side. Never ever give up!
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ChoKang Lew haha jennifer love, thank u.but the amount of stress and fear i am having right now is unimaginable...lol
jacky qiu meh, thank u.at least i know i have whole bunch of friends and family are always there for me no matetr what happens:D 终身无憾hahah no regret
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Js SueAnn Best Luck for you.. :)
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Lim Lay Teng 别放弃，你行的，如果失败了别灰心，别丧气，因为你已经尽了最大的努力，加油哦！
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ChoKang Lew this one last chance, i'll do my best. that's all i can say and all i can do, really. thank you:)
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Mah Hui Xin :) *give u all the supports you need* :)
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Poon Khai Lang 祖康。。。加油！！！！！
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ChoKang Lew haha ah mah,thank u la...it is hard, we know.lol.
yes khai lang, thank u:) 兄弟来的，心照啦!hahahaha
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Ah Bok 有时就是要跌一下,痛一下..尽力就好了..
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ChoKang Lew ah bok,有时跌的代价很大也很贵。嗯，哭过通过，就算了。人生还有很多事要做:)
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From Pooi Mun:
https://www.facebook.com/laipooimun/posts/447429528614162?comment_id=5349738¬if_t=comment_mention
Samm Lai Pooi Mun
Saturday at 10:11pm near Kuala Lumpur, Wilayah Persekutuan •
ChoKang Lew, specially dedicated to u. =)
要笑得更豪邁 要愛得更恩愛
要對得起這世界的存在
要活得更痛快 要跟時間比賽
把錯失的贏回來
ps: 还活着，就是一种力量。
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wTIsld6APjA
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倪安東 - 一覺醒來 Awakening (官方版MV)
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申裝倪安東音樂盒送專屬珍愛隨行杯~下載抽音樂會入場等大獎 活動網址：http://music.emome.net/event_in.jsp?active_id=1330498169349 歌曲下載方式： 一覺醒來 - 手機直撥760按1輸入568450 失敗的分手 - 手機直撥760按1輸入568443 Wake...
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Samm Lai Pooi Mun ChoKang Lew, 不要告诉我不可能赢回来等借口。没有一个人在出世后就会走路，吃饭。跌倒了，大不了，重新开始，存在着就是赢回来的开始。加油.
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ChoKang Lew thank u la..i feel it..just i am really scared.terrified...http://chokanglew.blogspot.co.uk/2012/07/blog-post_07.html
灰。行者 GREYlighter: 最后一次机会
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除了黑和白，其实还有一种犹豫在黑白之间作抉择的第三种颜色-灰。 它不黑，也不白，就这样占有了颜色字典里一部分。 一个行走在黑和白之间的男孩，正在努力的为自己寻找...
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There's even one unexpected call from a Hong Kong friend who I know from UK - Yuki!
She called all the way from Hong Kong to my phone at midnight 1am July 9th Hong Kong time!
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我真的希望自己一觉醒来全都是一场梦。现实很残酷，要面对它真的很难。我很怕。
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Teck Hin Moh 加油！
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盛盟強 虾米代志？
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Lonny Chin 不要怕！大步跨过去～ :)
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Lonny Chin http://v.youku.com/v_show/id_XMTk0ODI5MjE2.html
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ChoKang Lew LOL terima kasih la lonny and 德兴.我已经撑住料，只是还有一点累和怕。mr seah, wa punya exam lo...seeing people not only pass, but with flying color, wa sibeh kia...hahahha.
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盛盟強 can't imagine law student's exam. but no need to worry, you are the best.
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ChoKang Lew haha. thank you la.承你贵言
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Derrick Lee 每个人都可以很潇洒地庆祝成功，但只有少数人可以从容地接受及面对失败！
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ChoKang Lew cakap is like that lo.but to do it memang susah.lol.try my best la:D
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Also then I got this from Ivy:
Guys, sincerely, I wanna let you all know, I am so glad to have you all.
You all made my day, you all gave me strength, you all are the best.
一路上，感谢有你们的陪伴。
好的坏的，我都会接受。
Thank you very much!
I promise, and I swear, I will try my best for this one last time, for me and all of you!!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wTIsld6APjA
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y6hz_s2XIAU
天将降大任于是人也，必先苦其心志，劳其筋骨，饿其体肤，空乏其身，行拂乱其所为，所以动心忍性，曾益其所不能。
And yes, anyone can celebrate success, but not everyone can handle and accept failure.
Through this, I learned. I may not as smart as others, but I gained this invaluable sight and experience.
I will have the true strength.
Everything happens for reason, I believe.
Saturday, July 7, 2012
我很怕
控制不到的，这一次我妈一看到我的Facebook status， 马上就skype了我。
说话不到一分钟，我哭了。
我不知道这是不是压力，
可是我很清楚知道，
我很怕。真的很怕。
我妈说也许很担心我，所以就算我说我赶着去餐馆上班已经迟到了她也异常地不紧张。
她说，迟到就迟到，有不是什么工作；我知道，她知道我这些日子为了赚钱不停打工也累了。
她说，不想再逗留不想再流浪就回家；我知道这些年，我也辛苦了。
她说，马币一百千不算什么，没有了可以赚回来。
可是我知道，她这几十年单亲双手赚回来的血汗钱钱，就这样不用两年被我花光了，我说真的，literally。
所以说她对我没期望然后没失望，是假的。
让他们失望的，不知还有多少个。
我肩膀上要扛的，不知道多少个。
“这一次，是最后一次。输了，就完了。马币一百千，瞬间化为乌有。我好像真的跟自己说，如果我这一次输了，就算了吧。来个急转弯。也许老天已经暗示我这条不是自己该走的路。人家说越挫越勇，人家说不要轻言放弃。可是这一次我输得太多，跌得太厉害了。最后一次，我尽了力，我努力过。再不行，就让它去吧！
对自己最好的，也许是在崩溃前，离开。
刘祖康，这些年，你辛苦了。
If I really can't make it this time, that's it. That's it for 20K pounds. That’s it for my law career.
What at stake now, is RM100K, not a kiddy game.
Everything goes back to where it started. They said when all else failed, there’s still hope. Just don’t give up hope. But this last chance, I have tried, I have fought and I have made that far, but I just can't get through the finish line. I know resilient is the issue but I what I have done, there's no turning back. Disappointed with self deeply, scream hysterically, then probably all I can and must do is pick myself up, dust myself off and, move on with life. Maybe that's just not what I meant to be. ”
Facebook status 就是这样说。
不用一分钟，我妈马上skype我。
几个小时了，有史以来的，没有一个like，只有很多很多鼓励的, comment 的，facebook private message 的。
很感激，
感激至少我还有一班还会为我不停打气的朋友。
感激无论发生什么事都是我最强后盾的家人。
感激，我遇见。
如果不行，我真的再没有办法了。
我也许是放弃，也许是胆怯，也许是不够坚持。
这最后一次，我会尽力的。
接下来的，听天由命。
This once last chance, I'll do my best.
说话不到一分钟，我哭了。
我不知道这是不是压力，
可是我很清楚知道，
我很怕。真的很怕。
我妈说也许很担心我，所以就算我说我赶着去餐馆上班已经迟到了她也异常地不紧张。
她说，迟到就迟到，有不是什么工作；我知道，她知道我这些日子为了赚钱不停打工也累了。
她说，不想再逗留不想再流浪就回家；我知道这些年，我也辛苦了。
她说，马币一百千不算什么，没有了可以赚回来。
可是我知道，她这几十年单亲双手赚回来的血汗钱钱，就这样不用两年被我花光了，我说真的，literally。
所以说她对我没期望然后没失望，是假的。
让他们失望的，不知还有多少个。
我肩膀上要扛的，不知道多少个。
“这一次，是最后一次。输了，就完了。马币一百千，瞬间化为乌有。我好像真的跟自己说，如果我这一次输了，就算了吧。来个急转弯。也许老天已经暗示我这条不是自己该走的路。人家说越挫越勇，人家说不要轻言放弃。可是这一次我输得太多，跌得太厉害了。最后一次，我尽了力，我努力过。再不行，就让它去吧！
对自己最好的，也许是在崩溃前，离开。
刘祖康，这些年，你辛苦了。
If I really can't make it this time, that's it. That's it for 20K pounds. That’s it for my law career.
What at stake now, is RM100K, not a kiddy game.
Everything goes back to where it started. They said when all else failed, there’s still hope. Just don’t give up hope. But this last chance, I have tried, I have fought and I have made that far, but I just can't get through the finish line. I know resilient is the issue but I what I have done, there's no turning back. Disappointed with self deeply, scream hysterically, then probably all I can and must do is pick myself up, dust myself off and, move on with life. Maybe that's just not what I meant to be. ”
Facebook status 就是这样说。
不用一分钟，我妈马上skype我。
几个小时了，有史以来的，没有一个like，只有很多很多鼓励的, comment 的，facebook private message 的。
很感激，
感激至少我还有一班还会为我不停打气的朋友。
感激无论发生什么事都是我最强后盾的家人。
感激，我遇见。
如果不行，我真的再没有办法了。
我也许是放弃，也许是胆怯，也许是不够坚持。
这最后一次，我会尽力的。
接下来的，听天由命。
This once last chance, I'll do my best.
最后一次机会
今天才知道，如果这一次在失败，就完了。
那一刻，我心跳得很快。快要跳出来了。真的。
虽然不是什么很新鲜的事，可是这一次狠狠地告诉我，一直以来的后盾，是假的。
很确实。
整整马币10万，将化为乌有。
我很怕，这一次，最后一次的机会，before everything just go back to where it started.
原点，是我现在最恐惧的地方。
如果这次真的不过关，怎么办？
也许，我真的该放弃了。
也许，老天暗示我这不是我应该要走的路。
也许，我该反省，我该省思。
人家说要越挫越勇。
人家说男孩子，挺得住的。
人家说雨后会有彩虹。
人家说不要轻易放弃。
这些日子，我挨很久了。
这些日子，度日如年。
这些日子，牙关被我咬紧得就快崩了。
谁可以叫我不放弃，给我再抬起头的理由。
这一次，
我努力了。
我尽力了。
如果这次真的输了。
我看就这样，算了吧！
我很累了。
刘祖康，这些年，你辛苦了。
那一刻，我心跳得很快。快要跳出来了。真的。
虽然不是什么很新鲜的事，可是这一次狠狠地告诉我，一直以来的后盾，是假的。
很确实。
整整马币10万，将化为乌有。
我很怕，这一次，最后一次的机会，before everything just go back to where it started.
原点，是我现在最恐惧的地方。
如果这次真的不过关，怎么办？
也许，我真的该放弃了。
也许，老天暗示我这不是我应该要走的路。
也许，我该反省，我该省思。
人家说要越挫越勇。
人家说男孩子，挺得住的。
人家说雨后会有彩虹。
人家说不要轻易放弃。
这些日子，我挨很久了。
这些日子，度日如年。
这些日子，牙关被我咬紧得就快崩了。
谁可以叫我不放弃，给我再抬起头的理由。
这一次，
我努力了。
我尽力了。
如果这次真的输了。
我看就这样，算了吧！
我很累了。
刘祖康，这些年，你辛苦了。
Friday, July 6, 2012
百行孝为先
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b-yGX74UlT4&feature=related
看了这个，还有其他在旁边所有关于‘孝’的link。
我又哭了。
这些年，
我妈从结婚不久就守寡，拼搏，省吃，省用，咬紧牙根地挨到现在。
我妈老了。
虽然老套，也很想戏剧里的情节，可是我妈真的如此。
自己拼命工作省吃省用，把最好的留给我们，尽量满足我们需求，不让我们跟同年朋友因为物质享受上有太大偏差。
拜托，努力念书考上及格吧！！！
看了这个，还有其他在旁边所有关于‘孝’的link。
我又哭了。
这些年，
我妈从结婚不久就守寡，拼搏，省吃，省用，咬紧牙根地挨到现在。
我妈老了。
虽然老套，也很想戏剧里的情节，可是我妈真的如此。
自己拼命工作省吃省用，把最好的留给我们，尽量满足我们需求，不让我们跟同年朋友因为物质享受上有太大偏差。
拜托，努力念书考上及格吧！！！
Monday, July 2, 2012
Anything could happen in America
That's why people say America is the land of possibility.
Land of freedom.
Land of miracle.
Everything is possible in America:D
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