30/1/2010 11.22pm
today, saturday, public holiday n later on monday, another public holiday..haha
today is kennji's birthday, yeah, text him yesterday late night..he said he is not celebrating since he is working..but i think her gf will at least give him some suprise..n me n meiwan decided to buy a wallet for him..meiwan online shopping in US and later ship it here to malaysia so that i can hand it to kennji;)
ok,today, originally have a plan to watch movie at night..but seems have to be cancelled since huixin ady watched the movie v plan to go and jennyu cant..so, cancelled.probably make it in coming few days...
woke up in the afternoon.after 'brunch', helping my mum to do her packaging work..haha..ee li, my xueji fren text me..she asked me where i am..i thought she saw somebody look like me in somewhere else..so, i told her i m at home..haha.then she called to me and say that she is in her aunt house which is nearby my house, so can she come and kacau me? i definitely say yes, so sick doing those packaging huh..wakaka...then after few tele-conversation, i decided to lead her by driving to BHP gas station nearby since she just cant get here after few times v on phone...
originally, she came n v planned for movie..but she afraid she just bring me away like this while i actually have to help in the packaging...so i just asked her to help a bit before v go if she feel guilty.then she really went to help...after v settled, when v plan to go, my mum said she need me to buy sweets for packaging from cheras...my gosh..then ee li offer herslef to drive us there..then she really did drive us the all the way to cheras..then after getting back home with sweets, v plan to go..n..my mum asked me when i m coming back...then ee li came to know actually my mum still need my help to do the packaging, she just said come on, lets finish it! gosh, she carry all the box n ready for packaging although how dun willing i am...
finally, v finished those another packaging again...but at the end...v decided not to go for anywhere...ee li feel like going home cz she felt sleepy n tml she still have a horse riding class. so, v din go anywhere at the end...v plan to go 5.30pm's show, failed due to the buying sweets in cheras, then v planned for 8pm show...failed again due to the second packaging...anyway, as conclusion....really gotta thank ee li sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much as v couldnt finish it so fast n even hv to start packaging again at nite (and my sis going out at nite) without her....really thanks a lot.....she came to my house originally i thought at least v can go somewhere later but end up with she helping us....n at last i wana treat her a meal at least, she just is still the kind...the kind of person with a kind and generous heart..she din ask about anything...and, she is so determinate...staright say no, then go home even i call her to say i buy her a meal, she can just no need no need n hang up...what a girl....
she is leaving to australia on 9/2/2010...so, her CNY will be celebrating there...i knew her since 2004 after our xueji camp...still, 2007 v still meet and that time she was working at genting while i came back from NS and working in a legal firm...v went to secret recipe and she treat a most part of food i think..cz she said , money is earned for using purposes..wakak..(but she was shocked how she can acted in that way when i remind her abt this)and..v have been lost contact for a while..and last december, i met her in hui chao...i think i hv written some about her in my previous post...v hv been together saying after form 6 that v will b going to brickfields to do law...but v just lost contact later n i din see her in my current skol, brickfields asia college now..finally i met her in huichao, i got to know, she had a huge family problem bothering her and she can still stand it untill today..i really salute her what she can endure after everything she has been been through....as a girl, she, really..i duno how to describe in word...she is the only girl that i can respect soooo much ever...hopefully she can find a good life , and do whatever she wana do, achieve whatever she deserved to, after getting to australia....god bless you, my fren, ee li! and dont forget, stay connected with me always ! i will always be there when you need my help;)
and, due to i did not able to go for movie neither with jennyu them or ee li, finally,haha...i asked sheauyeong if she wana go for me (cz i wana watch the show so badly n hx watched ady n duno when actually jy and mc free), if want i gotta get to cinema earlier to get a nice seat due to v cant make any reservation now...finally, ya, she replied but she said she tot tonite cancel so she went out with her family. so tml after 8pm? haha..then i said ok..i will get to MV earlier tml to get the place.then later i asked her if she interested in avatar 3D (which i n ee li plan to originally), in case i cant get ticket for the tiger woohoo ...then she replied by saying actually she feel like watching avatar either 2 or 3D than tiger woohoo..haha, then i said ok..i will try avatar 3D, then 2D before tiger woohoo...n the tiger woohoo, v will leave it to watch with jy mc together..haha..luckily i asked her, if not i really tot she wan to watch tiger woohoo more...then, now, perfect plan, can watch avatar n later if can watch tiger woohoo with others...my most preferrable plan...wheeeee=D
so..tml gotta go n get the ticket earlier so that i can get a better seat since its fully booked..n ask if jy,mc n ee leng can watch woohoo on tues nite=)
Saturday, January 30, 2010
Thursday, January 28, 2010
pray hard again.....
28/1/2010 2.00am
finally..i took the step to change my facebook's profile picture..just i found some ppl i duno added me as friend..just afraid that they misunderstood i m so good looking as shown in my current profile picture, and avoid them having the thought that i m so good looking..wakaka..anyway, ya, just feel like changing it...plus many tease me about the picture huh, and said i dun wana change it cz too gud looking...so, i change...LMAO!!!
and..my tort assignment..uhm....i asked my friends..it seems like many of them din write what i din write as well...my mistake : 1)my intro 2)i din write the sentence of 'no defences can be raised....' 3) my discussion in break in the chain of causation 4) evidential gap-modifying but for test issue...gosh..this four totally can kill my assignment by bringing my whole assignment down!!!anyway, as i mentioned, many din write wat i din write esp evidential gap issue.. probably just few of them write? but if it is, thats mean the 'few' will get higher marks but i m not one of them!haiz haiz haiz.................yes, what can i say now? pray hard...................
it just duno why....it so happened that i dreamed 'the person' last night...and that point onwards...i just missing the person whole day, nope, its not H....anyway, i dunwan the crush feeling towards someone i stand no chance to haunt me again....my life is much better without that..please dun chase after me again..i mean that fallen into someone thats impossible....
speaking about crush feeling..really glad, i m still able to endure....i din watch the Germany show anymore, at least for now..ahha..thus, watever German and US artist or the Idol...finally i can get over it!!!i admit that i did have some still....at least, i wont miss them as much as what i did previously as that enough to kill me last time...so..hopefully this crush feeling towards them can totally gone off one day;) pray hard...again....><
and..uhm...47 fans only for the 3+3 fanpage..gotta work hard on it...just now i saw one of us comment there..i m not sure who it is..probably is jiayu..anyway, i hv no clue if they kno actually they are also admin and they will having the same picture as me if they leave comment...uhm..it semms that i gotta tell them next time mention who are they when leaving comment as 6 of us shared a same picture..and ask them to leave comment that sounds like admin as well..hahahah
although i din go out with jennyu few days back...but i just feel happy when i think of he became so friendly now...or in other word...matured...haha...i m watching a show recently, ntv 7 monday till wednesday 11pm...its a police story...one of the main part of the story is saying 2 young polices (main character in the show) had a big quarrel/fight for a loooooong time due to some misunderstanding to each other that kept in heart for a long time...but, they used to be soooo friend..they start hating each other when one of them say it out straightly to the other what he dissatisfied about him that he kept in heart for times....n the other guy who actually duno he kept this in heart for so long...anyway, its hard to tell in words..but surely they are going to be sooooo friend back sooner or later in the show...what i wana tell is, it just remind me, back to high school....i did quarreled with jennyu....twice...in form 5..for wat? haha..i think its due to our different view in pengawas oso...cz v r both penolong ketua at that time..v had two 'psychology fight' as v din talk to each other for long time although v actually sit beside each other in class, v just ignore each other n seldom be at our place as v will try to chat with our others friend..when anyone absent, one of us will move.even v sit on our own place, we wont talk, or when one be there, the other will just get up, leave n chat with other friends...hahah..funny memories...twice 'psychology fight' for us...first one i think it din last long..what is serious its the second one..probbaly first wan last for about 1 month (if not mistaken) and settled by our head prefect in one of our AJK's meeting..i remembered i did cry that time, if i m not wrong, jennyu did feel like crying as well that time (he told me after that incident)..and the second one, i forgot what trigger it to happen..but it last soooooo long...few months...n i also forgot finally how v got settled..but i remembered its jennyu start talking to me first by asking me free for one night? out for yamcha..ya, that was encouraged by jiayu n maychin...ya, that time i felt so awkward n i just walked out of the class(recess time), i forgot how i answered...the one day after v get back as friend, i went to jennyu house (i think i called him n he asked me to go to his house to do revision for spm), jiayu n maychin was there, n they was shocked when they saw jennyu opening the room then followed by me...haha..ya, i remembered the scene quite well...anyway, watching at that show, listening to their conversation as what they actually felt about the quarrel when they tell their friend in the absence of another..haha...the whole situation n two of them are just so similar with us...even the characteristic that potrayed..what a coincidence huh...n i remembered as well, many of friends realise that n they are just trying to get us back together esp those close wan...(which part of them are ady 3 +3 today..., wait! 3+3 is formed in twice v quarrel i think, i not sure abt the first wan, but i think when the second wan happen, there is ady a 3+3 as we formed 3+3 in 12/3/2006, v form 5 at that time)n this is also so similar as what they show is showing..everyone so care about their relationship n trying to help them out with ways...haha...coincidence huh huh....hahaha
k..change topic....988 hasn't give me a call...n i din hasten jia rong on monday as what i did for last 2 monday...uhm...i wonder hows my result..hopefully i can pass n work over there....so..pray hard....again n again....
k..thats all for today..pray hard for my assignement, not only tort but others as well, n 988!!! gambateh!!!
finally..i took the step to change my facebook's profile picture..just i found some ppl i duno added me as friend..just afraid that they misunderstood i m so good looking as shown in my current profile picture, and avoid them having the thought that i m so good looking..wakaka..anyway, ya, just feel like changing it...plus many tease me about the picture huh, and said i dun wana change it cz too gud looking...so, i change...LMAO!!!
and..my tort assignment..uhm....i asked my friends..it seems like many of them din write what i din write as well...my mistake : 1)my intro 2)i din write the sentence of 'no defences can be raised....' 3) my discussion in break in the chain of causation 4) evidential gap-modifying but for test issue...gosh..this four totally can kill my assignment by bringing my whole assignment down!!!anyway, as i mentioned, many din write wat i din write esp evidential gap issue.. probably just few of them write? but if it is, thats mean the 'few' will get higher marks but i m not one of them!haiz haiz haiz.................yes, what can i say now? pray hard...................
it just duno why....it so happened that i dreamed 'the person' last night...and that point onwards...i just missing the person whole day, nope, its not H....anyway, i dunwan the crush feeling towards someone i stand no chance to haunt me again....my life is much better without that..please dun chase after me again..i mean that fallen into someone thats impossible....
speaking about crush feeling..really glad, i m still able to endure....i din watch the Germany show anymore, at least for now..ahha..thus, watever German and US artist or the Idol...finally i can get over it!!!i admit that i did have some still....at least, i wont miss them as much as what i did previously as that enough to kill me last time...so..hopefully this crush feeling towards them can totally gone off one day;) pray hard...again....><
and..uhm...47 fans only for the 3+3 fanpage..gotta work hard on it...just now i saw one of us comment there..i m not sure who it is..probably is jiayu..anyway, i hv no clue if they kno actually they are also admin and they will having the same picture as me if they leave comment...uhm..it semms that i gotta tell them next time mention who are they when leaving comment as 6 of us shared a same picture..and ask them to leave comment that sounds like admin as well..hahahah
although i din go out with jennyu few days back...but i just feel happy when i think of he became so friendly now...or in other word...matured...haha...i m watching a show recently, ntv 7 monday till wednesday 11pm...its a police story...one of the main part of the story is saying 2 young polices (main character in the show) had a big quarrel/fight for a loooooong time due to some misunderstanding to each other that kept in heart for a long time...but, they used to be soooo friend..they start hating each other when one of them say it out straightly to the other what he dissatisfied about him that he kept in heart for times....n the other guy who actually duno he kept this in heart for so long...anyway, its hard to tell in words..but surely they are going to be sooooo friend back sooner or later in the show...what i wana tell is, it just remind me, back to high school....i did quarreled with jennyu....twice...in form 5..for wat? haha..i think its due to our different view in pengawas oso...cz v r both penolong ketua at that time..v had two 'psychology fight' as v din talk to each other for long time although v actually sit beside each other in class, v just ignore each other n seldom be at our place as v will try to chat with our others friend..when anyone absent, one of us will move.even v sit on our own place, we wont talk, or when one be there, the other will just get up, leave n chat with other friends...hahah..funny memories...twice 'psychology fight' for us...first one i think it din last long..what is serious its the second one..probbaly first wan last for about 1 month (if not mistaken) and settled by our head prefect in one of our AJK's meeting..i remembered i did cry that time, if i m not wrong, jennyu did feel like crying as well that time (he told me after that incident)..and the second one, i forgot what trigger it to happen..but it last soooooo long...few months...n i also forgot finally how v got settled..but i remembered its jennyu start talking to me first by asking me free for one night? out for yamcha..ya, that was encouraged by jiayu n maychin...ya, that time i felt so awkward n i just walked out of the class(recess time), i forgot how i answered...the one day after v get back as friend, i went to jennyu house (i think i called him n he asked me to go to his house to do revision for spm), jiayu n maychin was there, n they was shocked when they saw jennyu opening the room then followed by me...haha..ya, i remembered the scene quite well...anyway, watching at that show, listening to their conversation as what they actually felt about the quarrel when they tell their friend in the absence of another..haha...the whole situation n two of them are just so similar with us...even the characteristic that potrayed..what a coincidence huh...n i remembered as well, many of friends realise that n they are just trying to get us back together esp those close wan...(which part of them are ady 3 +3 today..., wait! 3+3 is formed in twice v quarrel i think, i not sure abt the first wan, but i think when the second wan happen, there is ady a 3+3 as we formed 3+3 in 12/3/2006, v form 5 at that time)n this is also so similar as what they show is showing..everyone so care about their relationship n trying to help them out with ways...haha...coincidence huh huh....hahaha
k..change topic....988 hasn't give me a call...n i din hasten jia rong on monday as what i did for last 2 monday...uhm...i wonder hows my result..hopefully i can pass n work over there....so..pray hard....again n again....
k..thats all for today..pray hard for my assignement, not only tort but others as well, n 988!!! gambateh!!!
Sunday, January 24, 2010
days
24/1/2010 7.26pm
it has been a while, i din update here...
well, yesterday, 23/1, maychin came back from china...me n jennyu waiting her call to ask us out, she pulak waiting our call also.. (duno if its true that jiayu came back on 10/2 then we will only meet..wakaka..cz v 3 here in Kl de, will not contact each other, probbaly maychin too bz n etc, according to jiayu...haha...but maychin said jiayu said that way for reason, cz she wan us meet only when she come back..=.=)anyway, there was a plan going to her house tonite..me n jennyu..just waiting her to tell us the time (she asked us to go her hse instead of going out, cz she wana stay at home==)but she will b going her grandma house tonite....so...v'll c when...sometimes later will go her house,probably before 10/2 ba..haha...
n..shirley told me she will b back on this weekend, i told her v are actually looking something to do oso for this weekend...she got so excited to back here..n saying v plan sth to do, yumcha or else...well, she did come back, she texted me on sat morning that she ady in KL, but i hv class...n now is sunday evening, raining summore...looks like she come back here n v will not b meeting..but duno when is she going back..since johor sultan died, nothing to do with us actually, v certainly wont feel sad for that, but mayb shirley will feel happy instead if there is a holiday!!!wakaka...
uhm..what else is notable for past few days....ya..recently, jennyu was so unusually abnormal in my very personal view...haha..he joined me in 'power ranger' topic when i was sick n msn him, jiayu n lifang telling them how suffered i m, sick but hv to rush assignment..(since its so hard to get so many of us online at once..)and, he asked me, hx n sy to watch movie together with him..(apparently cz others watched liao, so he ask us lo..wakaka...n he wana get my confirmation first before asking sy n hx,tats what he told me in msn when i was working...)so, tuesday nite (19/1), me, him, sy n hx went to watch sherlock holmes...me and him shared a popcorn while the other two shared one as well....swt..i just keep on laughing at the beginning and he just keep on eating the popcorn..in the middle of the movie, when the popcorn did not left much, he asked whther do i still want to eat, i thought he is enough of it then i just take the popcorn from him and ask him is he wnough? he answered, no, actually is he wants and its not enough, he just checking do i still want, if not, he can have it all....swt....anyway,ow..the movie is actually got to do with UK judges n parliament..wakaka...then, thursday(21/1) nite, he asked me to lunch together on friday..so, v went mcdonald with ee leng...recently he will just msn me first, it happens few times, as usually he never did it before previously...ahha....he said he gotta enjoy the days n time in malaysia...well, anyway, at least he wont so emo like before, i hv to check out his mood everytime i meet him so that i can act according to his mood><..haha...he happy, i happy..great to see this jennyu...
finally handed up all the assignment on tuesday..tats y i got mood to go n watch movie..haha..well, my last minute attitude seems face some problem in this time...this year our asssignment was given out earlier compared to last year..n gotta hand it up week after week, back to back...so, 1st assignent still ok..my fren even came to my hse n asked for my help, i still b able to help...just finish on the day of due, by finishing the last sentence in the skol, without knowing what i hv written, brought my laptop to skol tats y...when i was rushing my 2nd assignment..i felt sick..gosh..its trust summore..so confusing n bulky..haiz...well, finally, endured evrything..got to hand up on time, at least din finish the last line at skol as what i did for the first one, but same, i hv no idea what i wrote..then tort...shit! i handed up on tuesday, but after saturday class, i found out i made 3 HUGE mistake in the assignment..my view was just so different from others..well, if its just outstanding, its okay..but now i think is a mistake of law, not my view is outstanding...SHIT!3 mistake!!!i shouldnt hv attended saturday class then..due to our skol system is, v will only hv 1 assignment per subject through out the year, but all are ASSESSABLE! each carries 25 marks!!! gosh!!!i m really freaking worried now...this year assignment,it really suckz i suppose...cz last year i can mostly do it on my own..but this year, haiz..i asked for help..some info i got did help..but u know, everyone will not b helpful if it comes to marks n exams...i gotta struggle it out myself without any knowledge of the subject...unlike last year at least i know whats the subject about...only asked for help for my first ever assignemnt cz still blur abt how is the way of doing assignement...so...now...what hv done is done....just please.....pray hard that i can get thru all these, all three assignment...esp tort with 3 big mistake...plz..watever God up there..just please help me out on this...i just hope that i can get the marks about the same as what i got for last year...
uhm..here...last n this wednesday...i went to 988 for the 'audition'(i suppose what its called)...uhm..first time i din do it well, cz i hv to read looong passage n i hadnt fully recover from my fever n sorethroat..so everytime i almost finish it, my voice turns phlegmy n i gotta re-record it...i took abt 1 n half hour to finish it i think...but at last, it doesnt satisfying me n jia rong..according to jia rong, i like gasping n my tones sounds so flat..so, i redo it on this past wednesday...this time i still got a little bit of coughing n phlegm in my throat..as usual, i took 1 hour ++ to finish recording i think..so...hopefully this time i did it well...still waiting for jia rong's reply about this....i only came to know that jiarong only asked 2 person to do this recording, one is me, n the another one is who i knew, used to worked in The Voice n now currently working in 988...first time i did, when i lunched with jiarong, mengqiang n the girl..mengqiang n jiarong said probably they will ask me to do interview with others if there are interview from 988 to others, n both of them asked my skol timetable...but anyway they said they will listen to my recording first..n this time, even i go for 2nd time, jiarong still asking me abt the time i free...u kno whats that mean? well,haha, i think i hv thought to much...just hope that i can satisfy them for my 2nd recording..uhm..waiting their reply on this..hopefully can get the reply next week...due to this, i skipped trust class for two weeks consecutively...haha
ya, one more thing, last one...i created 3 + 3 fanpage on facebook...i officially published it on 20th nite or 21th morning..i din remember the time precisely, just remembered i started working on it on wednesday nite..n published it either on wednesday nite or late nite of wed, which means thursday morning...uhm..i checked on thursday nite..after a day, v got 22 fans...then till now, 42 fans i think...hopefully it will grows..bigger n bigger..hehe...well, i gotta come out with sth to make this fanpage be expanded..keep all the fans updated, increase the interaction...only the page can get more fans..probably upload video abt us?eg recently wan or what v took previously( once we took in jiaxi's swimming ppol that v foolong around, before lifang leave for UK, i think when v was lower 6 i think..or upper 6..) or photo, without editting? or just video abt v talking abt our memonry? etc etc....gotta discuss with 5 others oso..hehe
uhm..well....H..i went out with H...few weeks back..that H called me saying wana go out..i kno H called only cz wana get someone to drive to makan...but, i kno the motive, not wanting to see me, only cant get someone n bored so get to me...anyway, its weird, i will still go n pick H up even after H said no mood going out ady...n i just text H again, by not giving the choice, n saying i m on the way to H house, since it so happen that i wana go out for buying sth for my mum..well, my mum din kno i met H..cz she will surely said sth about that...n, ya, long time no see after spm...H changed a lot...haiz..hopefully wont turn bad...but that day, i wonder, yes, i did still has feeling towards H,but not as strong as last time...n..tuesday when i went for movie, i asked H to come out for movie or sth to do in this weekend...but at the end....i din take the initiative move to make the call to H..so, din go out with H as what i want (but not badly) for this weekend...
anyway, H? that person that i used to said in my few previous post? or....someone else? or just no one?
n, German US artist..yes! glad to say that, now finally i can endure not to watch those show...thus, not crushing them so much now...but still a few, there are....if i start watching them again, even in picture, ya, they are so seductive that i coudnt resist n i will definitely start the silly feeling again..so...just endure as much n as long as i can....this will make my life better^^
so..pray hard!!!for everything.....marks for assignments, jobs in 988, fans in 3+3 fanpage n etc etc..haha...so....
pray hard!!!
thats all what i did, that i think i shoud noted it down..for past few days/weeks...;)
it has been a while, i din update here...
well, yesterday, 23/1, maychin came back from china...me n jennyu waiting her call to ask us out, she pulak waiting our call also.. (duno if its true that jiayu came back on 10/2 then we will only meet..wakaka..cz v 3 here in Kl de, will not contact each other, probbaly maychin too bz n etc, according to jiayu...haha...but maychin said jiayu said that way for reason, cz she wan us meet only when she come back..=.=)anyway, there was a plan going to her house tonite..me n jennyu..just waiting her to tell us the time (she asked us to go her hse instead of going out, cz she wana stay at home==)but she will b going her grandma house tonite....so...v'll c when...sometimes later will go her house,probably before 10/2 ba..haha...
n..shirley told me she will b back on this weekend, i told her v are actually looking something to do oso for this weekend...she got so excited to back here..n saying v plan sth to do, yumcha or else...well, she did come back, she texted me on sat morning that she ady in KL, but i hv class...n now is sunday evening, raining summore...looks like she come back here n v will not b meeting..but duno when is she going back..since johor sultan died, nothing to do with us actually, v certainly wont feel sad for that, but mayb shirley will feel happy instead if there is a holiday!!!wakaka...
uhm..what else is notable for past few days....ya..recently, jennyu was so unusually abnormal in my very personal view...haha..he joined me in 'power ranger' topic when i was sick n msn him, jiayu n lifang telling them how suffered i m, sick but hv to rush assignment..(since its so hard to get so many of us online at once..)and, he asked me, hx n sy to watch movie together with him..(apparently cz others watched liao, so he ask us lo..wakaka...n he wana get my confirmation first before asking sy n hx,tats what he told me in msn when i was working...)so, tuesday nite (19/1), me, him, sy n hx went to watch sherlock holmes...me and him shared a popcorn while the other two shared one as well....swt..i just keep on laughing at the beginning and he just keep on eating the popcorn..in the middle of the movie, when the popcorn did not left much, he asked whther do i still want to eat, i thought he is enough of it then i just take the popcorn from him and ask him is he wnough? he answered, no, actually is he wants and its not enough, he just checking do i still want, if not, he can have it all....swt....anyway,ow..the movie is actually got to do with UK judges n parliament..wakaka...then, thursday(21/1) nite, he asked me to lunch together on friday..so, v went mcdonald with ee leng...recently he will just msn me first, it happens few times, as usually he never did it before previously...ahha....he said he gotta enjoy the days n time in malaysia...well, anyway, at least he wont so emo like before, i hv to check out his mood everytime i meet him so that i can act according to his mood><..haha...he happy, i happy..great to see this jennyu...
finally handed up all the assignment on tuesday..tats y i got mood to go n watch movie..haha..well, my last minute attitude seems face some problem in this time...this year our asssignment was given out earlier compared to last year..n gotta hand it up week after week, back to back...so, 1st assignent still ok..my fren even came to my hse n asked for my help, i still b able to help...just finish on the day of due, by finishing the last sentence in the skol, without knowing what i hv written, brought my laptop to skol tats y...when i was rushing my 2nd assignment..i felt sick..gosh..its trust summore..so confusing n bulky..haiz...well, finally, endured evrything..got to hand up on time, at least din finish the last line at skol as what i did for the first one, but same, i hv no idea what i wrote..then tort...shit! i handed up on tuesday, but after saturday class, i found out i made 3 HUGE mistake in the assignment..my view was just so different from others..well, if its just outstanding, its okay..but now i think is a mistake of law, not my view is outstanding...SHIT!3 mistake!!!i shouldnt hv attended saturday class then..due to our skol system is, v will only hv 1 assignment per subject through out the year, but all are ASSESSABLE! each carries 25 marks!!! gosh!!!i m really freaking worried now...this year assignment,it really suckz i suppose...cz last year i can mostly do it on my own..but this year, haiz..i asked for help..some info i got did help..but u know, everyone will not b helpful if it comes to marks n exams...i gotta struggle it out myself without any knowledge of the subject...unlike last year at least i know whats the subject about...only asked for help for my first ever assignemnt cz still blur abt how is the way of doing assignement...so...now...what hv done is done....just please.....pray hard that i can get thru all these, all three assignment...esp tort with 3 big mistake...plz..watever God up there..just please help me out on this...i just hope that i can get the marks about the same as what i got for last year...
uhm..here...last n this wednesday...i went to 988 for the 'audition'(i suppose what its called)...uhm..first time i din do it well, cz i hv to read looong passage n i hadnt fully recover from my fever n sorethroat..so everytime i almost finish it, my voice turns phlegmy n i gotta re-record it...i took abt 1 n half hour to finish it i think...but at last, it doesnt satisfying me n jia rong..according to jia rong, i like gasping n my tones sounds so flat..so, i redo it on this past wednesday...this time i still got a little bit of coughing n phlegm in my throat..as usual, i took 1 hour ++ to finish recording i think..so...hopefully this time i did it well...still waiting for jia rong's reply about this....i only came to know that jiarong only asked 2 person to do this recording, one is me, n the another one is who i knew, used to worked in The Voice n now currently working in 988...first time i did, when i lunched with jiarong, mengqiang n the girl..mengqiang n jiarong said probably they will ask me to do interview with others if there are interview from 988 to others, n both of them asked my skol timetable...but anyway they said they will listen to my recording first..n this time, even i go for 2nd time, jiarong still asking me abt the time i free...u kno whats that mean? well,haha, i think i hv thought to much...just hope that i can satisfy them for my 2nd recording..uhm..waiting their reply on this..hopefully can get the reply next week...due to this, i skipped trust class for two weeks consecutively...haha
ya, one more thing, last one...i created 3 + 3 fanpage on facebook...i officially published it on 20th nite or 21th morning..i din remember the time precisely, just remembered i started working on it on wednesday nite..n published it either on wednesday nite or late nite of wed, which means thursday morning...uhm..i checked on thursday nite..after a day, v got 22 fans...then till now, 42 fans i think...hopefully it will grows..bigger n bigger..hehe...well, i gotta come out with sth to make this fanpage be expanded..keep all the fans updated, increase the interaction...only the page can get more fans..probably upload video abt us?eg recently wan or what v took previously( once we took in jiaxi's swimming ppol that v foolong around, before lifang leave for UK, i think when v was lower 6 i think..or upper 6..) or photo, without editting? or just video abt v talking abt our memonry? etc etc....gotta discuss with 5 others oso..hehe
uhm..well....H..i went out with H...few weeks back..that H called me saying wana go out..i kno H called only cz wana get someone to drive to makan...but, i kno the motive, not wanting to see me, only cant get someone n bored so get to me...anyway, its weird, i will still go n pick H up even after H said no mood going out ady...n i just text H again, by not giving the choice, n saying i m on the way to H house, since it so happen that i wana go out for buying sth for my mum..well, my mum din kno i met H..cz she will surely said sth about that...n, ya, long time no see after spm...H changed a lot...haiz..hopefully wont turn bad...but that day, i wonder, yes, i did still has feeling towards H,but not as strong as last time...n..tuesday when i went for movie, i asked H to come out for movie or sth to do in this weekend...but at the end....i din take the initiative move to make the call to H..so, din go out with H as what i want (but not badly) for this weekend...
anyway, H? that person that i used to said in my few previous post? or....someone else? or just no one?
n, German US artist..yes! glad to say that, now finally i can endure not to watch those show...thus, not crushing them so much now...but still a few, there are....if i start watching them again, even in picture, ya, they are so seductive that i coudnt resist n i will definitely start the silly feeling again..so...just endure as much n as long as i can....this will make my life better^^
so..pray hard!!!for everything.....marks for assignments, jobs in 988, fans in 3+3 fanpage n etc etc..haha...so....
pray hard!!!
thats all what i did, that i think i shoud noted it down..for past few days/weeks...;)
Wednesday, January 6, 2010
wow! pray hard!
6/1/2010 11.07pm
wow! gotta pray hard!
this is the only word i can describe myself today..
today morning..precisely 5am ++, almost 6am, i had only started completeing my land assigment...i had write some few days before..just duno y...my brain not functioning till last minute, or in other word, my hand wont start typing, even start, wont last long till last minute...so, although slept at 2.30am, i din do much..only started seriously at after i woke up at 5am++....but this time really suckz..i hv no idea what i m writing abt compared to last year!!!!really in a deep shit....i stopped typing at around 8.40am..get ready n wait for the bus and estimated i can reach skol at 9.30pm...haiz..probably i miss the 9am bus, but i suppose to get 9.30am on time...but malaysia boleh....i reached skol at around 10.10am...n start typing again after 5 minutes i reached skol...gosh..really nervous that time..afraid i cant finish n pass up on time....while typing the last paragraph about unregistered land, gosh!whats that!i really hv no clue what i mtyping then..its already no time to ask ppl around abt that, plus as my fren said, BAC student was so selfish, they wont teach u even they kno...(i m not sure abt this)..so, just type watever i kno...but i really din kno abt anything!!!! just crap there....and manage to pass up few minutes before 11am(11am 1/6 is time due for this assignment.)really just few minutes before 11am! gan jiong....so now, nth much can be done now..what hv done is done....pray hard for my land assignemnt, nope, its every assignment!!! haiz, gotta rush trust n tort now..former due on next tues and later due on next next tues..n viva summore in february....luckily i got february actually....if not i m dead , for last minute person like me..
then, today lunch time, 12pm..duno y the teacher release us half an hour earlier for tutorial..so v hv 1 hour lunch break as usually v only had half an hour...while eating, i received a phone call, just number, no name on it,tats mean its someone i dunno...i answered it. man!guess who! its chen jia rong, one of my teacher for my class in voice academy last time n 8tv news anchor and recently just working in 988 as well.(not sure what post is him, but i kno its quite high.)u kno wat! he first ask me m i studying or wat..then he told me 988 is looking part time news reader, so he just try to call up to those his previous student that he think got potential or suitable for that part time job..n he asking me can i work as that? wow! i din even try to imagine i got this oppurtunity one day...after he taught me actually how to get to 988(not in one U, thats tv3 n 8tv), n i just 'sampat' with him which i think i talked a lot nonsense...then he said he will call me uo later to ararnge the to time n details..i m not sure its go for interview first or wat..anyway, its a great exploration for me...i thinked before that one day i can become part time news anchor besides working as full time lawyer in the future(if i din get to stay in US/UK), but i know it's hard..but now, if i really work in 988 as news reader, although part time, but its a great step for me n a advantage for me when go for interview next time! anyway how, he havnt confirm eveything yet to me, he just try to ask can i do that n he will call me confirm with me all the details everything..(before hang up, he asked me dun b too happy n cant sleep tonite=.=)..due to he havnt really confirm yet, i din tell anyone, just my college fren may know as they having lunch with me when i answered the phone call..i dont paln to tell anyone yet, including family n close fren, n i did ask my college fren not to tell, cz everything still not really sure yet...so, now, again, pray hard that i can get this golden oppurtunity^^
n today my fren, who know ant my 'secret' as mentioned earlier, he dreamed for an i-phone for a loooooooooooooong time...he told me the way to use the law of attraction when i discussed this topic with him during he at my house doing assignment last few days, cz he said his fren said that n its really does work! n today he told me actually he didnt really believe in it while i ask him use tis law to get the i phone...but who knows, finally, he today got the good news that iphone will only cost rm1009 when u sign a 2 year contract with maxis n monthly bill is rm250.anyway, he was thinking to persuade his mum to use the rm250 monthly so that he can buy the iphone with rm1009...during class, he was struggling to call his mum all the time after he knew this good news...finally after class, he called his mum. his mum din answer at the first time he called. n after i got onto bus, he called me n said he can get the i-phone! his mum said yes to him!wow!what he dreamed for finally happened!haha..he was so happy..well, i cant experience how happy he is cz i duno exactly the feeling...probably if one day i get a thing i realy really dream it for so badly, i will know exactly what he felt today...anyway, i said to him, gotta believe in law of attraction, because it does work! what he taught me: think abt it, believe in it, n try to use action to achieve it(make the dream real), then, this law will work....so, he did all this, he told me he had thought abt he is playing with iphone everynight..n i saw he really did sth to get the iphone like getting the info, get the courage to call his mum etc....so, gotta believe it!! law of attraction really exist! mayb its coincidence this time, but, this is the only way i can comfort myself n motivate myself when sth i dreamed for really didnt work...so , hopefully law of attarction really does exist n does work, for me as well!
so, believe it ! one day! i will stay in LA, CA, USA! and, one day! i will visit Cologne, Germany n meet my favourite artist! one day! i will be with the perosn i want to be with....
wow!
wow! gotta pray hard!
this is the only word i can describe myself today..
today morning..precisely 5am ++, almost 6am, i had only started completeing my land assigment...i had write some few days before..just duno y...my brain not functioning till last minute, or in other word, my hand wont start typing, even start, wont last long till last minute...so, although slept at 2.30am, i din do much..only started seriously at after i woke up at 5am++....but this time really suckz..i hv no idea what i m writing abt compared to last year!!!!really in a deep shit....i stopped typing at around 8.40am..get ready n wait for the bus and estimated i can reach skol at 9.30pm...haiz..probably i miss the 9am bus, but i suppose to get 9.30am on time...but malaysia boleh....i reached skol at around 10.10am...n start typing again after 5 minutes i reached skol...gosh..really nervous that time..afraid i cant finish n pass up on time....while typing the last paragraph about unregistered land, gosh!whats that!i really hv no clue what i mtyping then..its already no time to ask ppl around abt that, plus as my fren said, BAC student was so selfish, they wont teach u even they kno...(i m not sure abt this)..so, just type watever i kno...but i really din kno abt anything!!!! just crap there....and manage to pass up few minutes before 11am(11am 1/6 is time due for this assignment.)really just few minutes before 11am! gan jiong....so now, nth much can be done now..what hv done is done....pray hard for my land assignemnt, nope, its every assignment!!! haiz, gotta rush trust n tort now..former due on next tues and later due on next next tues..n viva summore in february....luckily i got february actually....if not i m dead , for last minute person like me..
then, today lunch time, 12pm..duno y the teacher release us half an hour earlier for tutorial..so v hv 1 hour lunch break as usually v only had half an hour...while eating, i received a phone call, just number, no name on it,tats mean its someone i dunno...i answered it. man!guess who! its chen jia rong, one of my teacher for my class in voice academy last time n 8tv news anchor and recently just working in 988 as well.(not sure what post is him, but i kno its quite high.)u kno wat! he first ask me m i studying or wat..then he told me 988 is looking part time news reader, so he just try to call up to those his previous student that he think got potential or suitable for that part time job..n he asking me can i work as that? wow! i din even try to imagine i got this oppurtunity one day...after he taught me actually how to get to 988(not in one U, thats tv3 n 8tv), n i just 'sampat' with him which i think i talked a lot nonsense...then he said he will call me uo later to ararnge the to time n details..i m not sure its go for interview first or wat..anyway, its a great exploration for me...i thinked before that one day i can become part time news anchor besides working as full time lawyer in the future(if i din get to stay in US/UK), but i know it's hard..but now, if i really work in 988 as news reader, although part time, but its a great step for me n a advantage for me when go for interview next time! anyway how, he havnt confirm eveything yet to me, he just try to ask can i do that n he will call me confirm with me all the details everything..(before hang up, he asked me dun b too happy n cant sleep tonite=.=)..due to he havnt really confirm yet, i din tell anyone, just my college fren may know as they having lunch with me when i answered the phone call..i dont paln to tell anyone yet, including family n close fren, n i did ask my college fren not to tell, cz everything still not really sure yet...so, now, again, pray hard that i can get this golden oppurtunity^^
n today my fren, who know ant my 'secret' as mentioned earlier, he dreamed for an i-phone for a loooooooooooooong time...he told me the way to use the law of attraction when i discussed this topic with him during he at my house doing assignment last few days, cz he said his fren said that n its really does work! n today he told me actually he didnt really believe in it while i ask him use tis law to get the i phone...but who knows, finally, he today got the good news that iphone will only cost rm1009 when u sign a 2 year contract with maxis n monthly bill is rm250.anyway, he was thinking to persuade his mum to use the rm250 monthly so that he can buy the iphone with rm1009...during class, he was struggling to call his mum all the time after he knew this good news...finally after class, he called his mum. his mum din answer at the first time he called. n after i got onto bus, he called me n said he can get the i-phone! his mum said yes to him!wow!what he dreamed for finally happened!haha..he was so happy..well, i cant experience how happy he is cz i duno exactly the feeling...probably if one day i get a thing i realy really dream it for so badly, i will know exactly what he felt today...anyway, i said to him, gotta believe in law of attraction, because it does work! what he taught me: think abt it, believe in it, n try to use action to achieve it(make the dream real), then, this law will work....so, he did all this, he told me he had thought abt he is playing with iphone everynight..n i saw he really did sth to get the iphone like getting the info, get the courage to call his mum etc....so, gotta believe it!! law of attraction really exist! mayb its coincidence this time, but, this is the only way i can comfort myself n motivate myself when sth i dreamed for really didnt work...so , hopefully law of attarction really does exist n does work, for me as well!
so, believe it ! one day! i will stay in LA, CA, USA! and, one day! i will visit Cologne, Germany n meet my favourite artist! one day! i will be with the perosn i want to be with....
wow!
Tuesday, January 5, 2010
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二零一零年一月五号 晚上八点三十二分
今天没上班，应该要在家做功课的。可是早上起来作了一下，然后就如昨天跟嘉裕振宇约好的下午一起吃午餐。目的其实去找公司那班啦。结果只见他们以下，有点swt的感觉。。他们还没两点就回公司了。过后就只是eeleng留下来跟我们谈天，他也许就跟传简讯家希说吧，然后家希海问我们新年有什么计划。振宇还不小心告诉eeleng家希回来的日期。。。这次跟eeleng说话，感觉到他蛮会开玩笑的。我说被嘉裕影响到，振宇说因为参我们太多了，被我们影响。。哈哈。。。然后到carol找sarah,karen。。都问我为何今天没上班。。今天穿短裤红衣，sarah 竟然说我这样穿都好看过平时我上班。。。天。。。真的吗。。那我真的不动摇怎样打扮才上班。。。
最近好奇怪的杨振宇先生不知道为何心情那么好。。。还不停在msn笑我要做功课和跟我聊天。。。嗯，对了，我们昨晚和午餐时都有提到说他们回来新年期间还要计划丽芳美君生日叻。。。美君快回来了。。一月二十三。。。可是嘉裕认为，我们三个（振宇、我和美君）见面的时间是二月十号。。哈哈。。因为那天嘉裕从沙巴回来。。。就是说我们三个在这里，就算美君回来也不会见面。。因为美君都会很很很忙（他每次都说自己很忙）。又或者，振宇说他会主动找我们的，因为他有很多东西跟我们分享。。哈哈。。就看看吧。。。我和振宇个别跟他说得空出来喝茶一次，就一次，看他会不会真的会主动找我们。。哈哈。。
吃完午餐后要打包给振宇爸，嘉裕要还排污费等。。在车上还谈到什么新郎伴郎结婚的话题。。。白痴。。打包后去了振宇家跟他爸说一声后就原本要送嘉裕回家让他收拾，振宇说他去我家坐一下，嘉裕就说既然有时间为何不要去他家坐？既然他要走了。。最后就到我家拿了我电脑灾区嘉裕家，他们去淮排污费我就在嘉裕家做功课。。。一直到嘉裕去机场。。。就这样，有一个飞去远方了。。。
振宇在我回家我下车时，我跟他说有缘在见，他说哦，不过他认为我们下一次见面会是二月十号。。哈哈。。我也这样认为。。。
回到家，太累睡着了，起身已经差不多八点。。就不懂为什么，刚起身。。特别空虚的。。想念那一大班朋友。。。嘉裕家希等等。。。之前真的玩得太high 了。。。
好了，该收拾心情了，明天要交功课了！！！快!!!
今天没上班，应该要在家做功课的。可是早上起来作了一下，然后就如昨天跟嘉裕振宇约好的下午一起吃午餐。目的其实去找公司那班啦。结果只见他们以下，有点swt的感觉。。他们还没两点就回公司了。过后就只是eeleng留下来跟我们谈天，他也许就跟传简讯家希说吧，然后家希海问我们新年有什么计划。振宇还不小心告诉eeleng家希回来的日期。。。这次跟eeleng说话，感觉到他蛮会开玩笑的。我说被嘉裕影响到，振宇说因为参我们太多了，被我们影响。。哈哈。。。然后到carol找sarah,karen。。都问我为何今天没上班。。今天穿短裤红衣，sarah 竟然说我这样穿都好看过平时我上班。。。天。。。真的吗。。那我真的不动摇怎样打扮才上班。。。
最近好奇怪的杨振宇先生不知道为何心情那么好。。。还不停在msn笑我要做功课和跟我聊天。。。嗯，对了，我们昨晚和午餐时都有提到说他们回来新年期间还要计划丽芳美君生日叻。。。美君快回来了。。一月二十三。。。可是嘉裕认为，我们三个（振宇、我和美君）见面的时间是二月十号。。哈哈。。因为那天嘉裕从沙巴回来。。。就是说我们三个在这里，就算美君回来也不会见面。。因为美君都会很很很忙（他每次都说自己很忙）。又或者，振宇说他会主动找我们的，因为他有很多东西跟我们分享。。哈哈。。就看看吧。。。我和振宇个别跟他说得空出来喝茶一次，就一次，看他会不会真的会主动找我们。。哈哈。。
吃完午餐后要打包给振宇爸，嘉裕要还排污费等。。在车上还谈到什么新郎伴郎结婚的话题。。。白痴。。打包后去了振宇家跟他爸说一声后就原本要送嘉裕回家让他收拾，振宇说他去我家坐一下，嘉裕就说既然有时间为何不要去他家坐？既然他要走了。。最后就到我家拿了我电脑灾区嘉裕家，他们去淮排污费我就在嘉裕家做功课。。。一直到嘉裕去机场。。。就这样，有一个飞去远方了。。。
振宇在我回家我下车时，我跟他说有缘在见，他说哦，不过他认为我们下一次见面会是二月十号。。哈哈。。我也这样认为。。。
回到家，太累睡着了，起身已经差不多八点。。就不懂为什么，刚起身。。特别空虚的。。想念那一大班朋友。。。嘉裕家希等等。。。之前真的玩得太high 了。。。
好了，该收拾心情了，明天要交功课了！！！快!!!
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二零一零年一月五号 凌晨两点四十九分
刚刚从嘉裕家回来。。。晚上十一点多差不多十二点去的，还以为一下子，没想到一去就两个小时。。。就只是振宇、他和我，这样都可以无聊却聊到两个小时，若不是有功课，我还会继续坐。。。有那么好聊吗？也许这就是朋友吧。。。一月四日，嘉裕生日，其实前一晚有跟他和一大班朋友吃晚餐了，正日就给他和振宇吧。。也满遗憾的，身为3+3的没帮她怎样大事庆祝，他也好像有开玩笑的埋怨（其实没什么的）所以我也尽我所能，给他一些惊喜。不过事与愿违，从去夜店倒数那晚，到蒲种喝茶，到那晚吃晚餐，她都对我们有期待，可是我们有打算，可是没什么特别场合不好，就一拖再拖。。。到了那晚吃晚餐，家希回去sarawak了（当晚还有跟他传简讯，报告行踪），至少，丽芳有从英国打电话回来（还打来我手机扮娇婆不小心被我骂。。哈哈）。。而我，虽然倒数那天安排的小蛋糕被弄坏，至少还期待着gotcha call （可是没有，尝试double confirm, 还正日call 去，可是那人竟不在！），和上载编辑过的照片上facebook，和最后，希望待会儿他会发现，我们的生日卡（应该她弟弟会放在他的枕头里）。。。只期望惊喜会一个接一个。。第一个不成功还有第二个，以此类推。。。
（凌晨四点多嘉裕打电话给我，说他发现了那个生日卡，我也在睡梦中蒙蒙胧胧答了他，可是我很记得，她说这个惊喜，真的没预想到，我们做到很成功。。哈哈）
今天，公司来了很多新人。。包括ee ling 也是第一天。。。
还有。。。。
最近发觉，喜欢，其实是一种很奇怪的感觉。。。喜欢一样东西一个人，无论是好是坏，你喜欢那所有坏都会变好。。。就算持续是坏，你也可以宽容大量心胸宽阔的接受。。。喜欢，就是这样无厘头。。我体会到了。。。。
最近发现一种叫吸引力法则的东西，英文是law of attarction/ secret。。。平时以前我发觉，我越想要一些事情发生，它就偏偏更不会发生。。反而我不要太在意它，它就会如你所愿。这完全跟吸引力法则相反。。这种是期望越高失望越高？
那天听我朋友说，其实吸引力法则不知是你很想它发生就行了。。。你还得相信他会发生，用行动让它发生。。。有个同事，满信佛的，说佛教的确有说我们的心可以操控和改变身边的事，可是一切还是会在因果报应之内。。。无论如何，相同的是，我们的心，可以让我们创造我们自己要的结局。。。
所以，现在开始，我得想着他，想和他在一起，相信会和他在一起，还有用行动来让我们在一起！以前天天说的不可能，不可再说了，我要相信！！！
只是，现在的她，是那一个他？我还在迷糊着。。。。
刚刚从嘉裕家回来。。。晚上十一点多差不多十二点去的，还以为一下子，没想到一去就两个小时。。。就只是振宇、他和我，这样都可以无聊却聊到两个小时，若不是有功课，我还会继续坐。。。有那么好聊吗？也许这就是朋友吧。。。一月四日，嘉裕生日，其实前一晚有跟他和一大班朋友吃晚餐了，正日就给他和振宇吧。。也满遗憾的，身为3+3的没帮她怎样大事庆祝，他也好像有开玩笑的埋怨（其实没什么的）所以我也尽我所能，给他一些惊喜。不过事与愿违，从去夜店倒数那晚，到蒲种喝茶，到那晚吃晚餐，她都对我们有期待，可是我们有打算，可是没什么特别场合不好，就一拖再拖。。。到了那晚吃晚餐，家希回去sarawak了（当晚还有跟他传简讯，报告行踪），至少，丽芳有从英国打电话回来（还打来我手机扮娇婆不小心被我骂。。哈哈）。。而我，虽然倒数那天安排的小蛋糕被弄坏，至少还期待着gotcha call （可是没有，尝试double confirm, 还正日call 去，可是那人竟不在！），和上载编辑过的照片上facebook，和最后，希望待会儿他会发现，我们的生日卡（应该她弟弟会放在他的枕头里）。。。只期望惊喜会一个接一个。。第一个不成功还有第二个，以此类推。。。
（凌晨四点多嘉裕打电话给我，说他发现了那个生日卡，我也在睡梦中蒙蒙胧胧答了他，可是我很记得，她说这个惊喜，真的没预想到，我们做到很成功。。哈哈）
今天，公司来了很多新人。。包括ee ling 也是第一天。。。
还有。。。。
最近发觉，喜欢，其实是一种很奇怪的感觉。。。喜欢一样东西一个人，无论是好是坏，你喜欢那所有坏都会变好。。。就算持续是坏，你也可以宽容大量心胸宽阔的接受。。。喜欢，就是这样无厘头。。我体会到了。。。。
最近发现一种叫吸引力法则的东西，英文是law of attarction/ secret。。。平时以前我发觉，我越想要一些事情发生，它就偏偏更不会发生。。反而我不要太在意它，它就会如你所愿。这完全跟吸引力法则相反。。这种是期望越高失望越高？
那天听我朋友说，其实吸引力法则不知是你很想它发生就行了。。。你还得相信他会发生，用行动让它发生。。。有个同事，满信佛的，说佛教的确有说我们的心可以操控和改变身边的事，可是一切还是会在因果报应之内。。。无论如何，相同的是，我们的心，可以让我们创造我们自己要的结局。。。
所以，现在开始，我得想着他，想和他在一起，相信会和他在一起，还有用行动来让我们在一起！以前天天说的不可能，不可再说了，我要相信！！！
只是，现在的她，是那一个他？我还在迷糊着。。。。
Sunday, January 3, 2010
hi 2010
3/1/10 2.25am
trust me..time flies...
i thought of posting on 1/1/10...but bz doing assignment...so, see...it's already thirs day in 2010...
speaking about assignment..yeah, still rushing it...one due on 5th jan n others due on 12th, 19th subsequently...n early of february i have viva...haiz...so, after clubbing in opera, sunway on 31/12(wanted to join zhanzhan them in neway puchong but thinking of not worth it if i went there for only 2 hours, so i din go)...start doing assignment the next day...my fren came to my house on that day afternoon 3pm+/-...n leave on 2/1 around 8.30pm...he finished it, but i havnt>< then after that, went out n hang around with jiasen, jennyu, jiayu, shirley n huixin...
on 31/12, i was late for clubbing..haiz, cz gotta wait for mr yap chee hong. v text each other then he called me 7pm++ tat day saying if i got car i wait for him n pick him up since actually me n him got dinner that night...but, around 9.30pm++, he called me again n said that he got a fren that can drive him there n send him back..so, i can go myself..gosh..it was almost 10pm! it is about time to pick him up as mentioned earlier...n besides, all of them already there!haiz, no choice, so drive there alone n stucked in a jam(as everyone known if v go out late), fortunately, it almost reached, stucked in sunway town..some leave home later will face even worse jam...so late to be there, no network for hp, can;t get to anyone inside....so hv no idea how to get in there (cz in order to get in hv to ask my fren out by showing receipt)..luckily i bump into mr yap chee hong n his fren while i trying my best to call n get in...luckily his hp still manage to make call...but anyway, due to the person holding the receipt dissapeared, so v waited outside for more than half an hour and also counting down outside the club...v heard the dj inside ady shouting 10,9,8....v still outside..haiz...later, v saw yeow kiat...finally few minutes after the count down, loo n qing yao came n said there's some problem with receipt..so, 4 of us just pay the cover charge again to get in...
tat nite really crowded everywhere...even inside the club..so, took pic on upstairs n almost 2am went doen to dancefloor....but haiz, around 2.30am, chee hong's fren got drunk seriously n i helped him to move his fren to car...then later chee hong said getting back to get his shirt as he gave to crystal earlier n i take care of his fren in the car...who knows..i saw he took a lot pic with them while i m taking care his fren in the car=.= moreover, they said the last half an hour is the syiok-est part!!!n they took a lot of pic! haiz....i did not hv any pic while they get really high on the dancefloor...only those we took on upstair which we felt really boring....haiz...
aftermath i really wondering y did i went out n take care of someone i just know?n i almost wana drive cheehong n his fren back to kepong n leave my car there in carpark..y ah?haiz...it's ok, at least i did a really gud thing on the first day of 2010..haha...
n later, went to sheauyeong house n meet with those girls, tot of just let them write the jiayu's birthday card..but suddenly come out with idea to makan..so, i drive them to ajimal..n in short, i reach home at 6.30am sth n slept at 7am..even later then last time as i slept at 6am..
haiz, mr yap chee hong...did u kno cz u ask me to wait for u, u cause me late for clubbing, can't join their pic taking session earlier, miss the countdown session inside the club, then cause me leave earlier n din join their photo taking session in the latest part as apparently was the syiok-est part, n cause me drive there as i hv no nid to drive if i din wait for u n consume a lot of gas in my kenari(dun mind of this actually..hehe)..its ok if finally i really drive u, but the problem is...u ffk then=.=haiz...sam tam...haha
on 1/1, i really can't focus on doing the assignment..it was so high the nite before..haiz...everyone leaving soon...kinleong jiaxi cheehong shirley then jiayu....really gotta miss the times when those guys around...
so even my fren here on 1/1, i cant really focus....finally he finished his at 8pm 2/1 (overnite at my house) but not me...(hey!i realise a house with wi-fi n laptop really convinience n syiok man!haha)then after he leaves, i went out with people i mentioned earlier..gosh...local U's holiday make my life as if i m in holiday as well..cz when they were back, i just keep hanging around with them non stop..plus my other fren..gosh....
yeah, almost 1am reached home just now from hagning around with jiayu, jiasen, jennyu, huixin n shirley in papparich, puchong...i drive all of them there except shirley...we went there, yeah, mainly because shirley cant go far, she is leaving soon...so v just meet up there, originally wana celebrate jiayu's birthday as well..even wana do that after clubbing, but the cupcakes bought was spoiled, then just now wanted to order a slice of cake n i asked shirley to bring the candle, but suddenly they said wana hv dinner tml so shirley suggest just do it tml...i said y dun do it today n tml since she will not b here tml..then she insist on no, probably wana go home liao...so fine, just wait for tml...haha...this year birthday for most of us, like wat jiayu's said...v really can't celebrate much, everyone not here, although it's 21 years old...so just no need to do much things...so she even said no nid present for her, cz impossible for me to ask money from lifang n maychin(lifang actually secretly sending a present to her^^), n me n jx can't buy much...anyway, finally v got to share with shaeauyeong, shirley n huixin, they bought the present before clubbing in sunway, tats y they went earlier..haha
so speaking back to just now... haha, it just happen that 6 person went, 3 boys 3 girls...wahaha..just like a new group of 3+3...hehe..probably jiasen took over jx, shirley took over maychin n huixin took over lifang..n brand new group of power ranger..wakaka...(like a famous band as well in entertainment industry as they sometimes will change their group member..haha)..wanted to take photo..but since jennyu said he hv to rush back, so din take the photo of 6 of us together..haha..if not can email to other 3 to show them..hohoho..i m little crazy at this point of time=.=
yeah, i was lucky that i try my best to force myself do not watch the german show online anymore...well, i did it , at least for tis time being...so, the crush feeling not that serious anymore...hope it last...but the show will keep uploading...haiz, afraid one day i cant stand it n re-watch it n i...the feeling will haunt me again...><
and H, well, i think i moved my feeling towards H before to the person...did i?
haiz, it's complicated....hi, 2010.....seems that my 2010 not gonna change much from wat happened in 2009....
trust me..time flies...
i thought of posting on 1/1/10...but bz doing assignment...so, see...it's already thirs day in 2010...
speaking about assignment..yeah, still rushing it...one due on 5th jan n others due on 12th, 19th subsequently...n early of february i have viva...haiz...so, after clubbing in opera, sunway on 31/12(wanted to join zhanzhan them in neway puchong but thinking of not worth it if i went there for only 2 hours, so i din go)...start doing assignment the next day...my fren came to my house on that day afternoon 3pm+/-...n leave on 2/1 around 8.30pm...he finished it, but i havnt>< then after that, went out n hang around with jiasen, jennyu, jiayu, shirley n huixin...
on 31/12, i was late for clubbing..haiz, cz gotta wait for mr yap chee hong. v text each other then he called me 7pm++ tat day saying if i got car i wait for him n pick him up since actually me n him got dinner that night...but, around 9.30pm++, he called me again n said that he got a fren that can drive him there n send him back..so, i can go myself..gosh..it was almost 10pm! it is about time to pick him up as mentioned earlier...n besides, all of them already there!haiz, no choice, so drive there alone n stucked in a jam(as everyone known if v go out late), fortunately, it almost reached, stucked in sunway town..some leave home later will face even worse jam...so late to be there, no network for hp, can;t get to anyone inside....so hv no idea how to get in there (cz in order to get in hv to ask my fren out by showing receipt)..luckily i bump into mr yap chee hong n his fren while i trying my best to call n get in...luckily his hp still manage to make call...but anyway, due to the person holding the receipt dissapeared, so v waited outside for more than half an hour and also counting down outside the club...v heard the dj inside ady shouting 10,9,8....v still outside..haiz...later, v saw yeow kiat...finally few minutes after the count down, loo n qing yao came n said there's some problem with receipt..so, 4 of us just pay the cover charge again to get in...
tat nite really crowded everywhere...even inside the club..so, took pic on upstairs n almost 2am went doen to dancefloor....but haiz, around 2.30am, chee hong's fren got drunk seriously n i helped him to move his fren to car...then later chee hong said getting back to get his shirt as he gave to crystal earlier n i take care of his fren in the car...who knows..i saw he took a lot pic with them while i m taking care his fren in the car=.= moreover, they said the last half an hour is the syiok-est part!!!n they took a lot of pic! haiz....i did not hv any pic while they get really high on the dancefloor...only those we took on upstair which we felt really boring....haiz...
aftermath i really wondering y did i went out n take care of someone i just know?n i almost wana drive cheehong n his fren back to kepong n leave my car there in carpark..y ah?haiz...it's ok, at least i did a really gud thing on the first day of 2010..haha...
n later, went to sheauyeong house n meet with those girls, tot of just let them write the jiayu's birthday card..but suddenly come out with idea to makan..so, i drive them to ajimal..n in short, i reach home at 6.30am sth n slept at 7am..even later then last time as i slept at 6am..
haiz, mr yap chee hong...did u kno cz u ask me to wait for u, u cause me late for clubbing, can't join their pic taking session earlier, miss the countdown session inside the club, then cause me leave earlier n din join their photo taking session in the latest part as apparently was the syiok-est part, n cause me drive there as i hv no nid to drive if i din wait for u n consume a lot of gas in my kenari(dun mind of this actually..hehe)..its ok if finally i really drive u, but the problem is...u ffk then=.=haiz...sam tam...haha
on 1/1, i really can't focus on doing the assignment..it was so high the nite before..haiz...everyone leaving soon...kinleong jiaxi cheehong shirley then jiayu....really gotta miss the times when those guys around...
so even my fren here on 1/1, i cant really focus....finally he finished his at 8pm 2/1 (overnite at my house) but not me...(hey!i realise a house with wi-fi n laptop really convinience n syiok man!haha)then after he leaves, i went out with people i mentioned earlier..gosh...local U's holiday make my life as if i m in holiday as well..cz when they were back, i just keep hanging around with them non stop..plus my other fren..gosh....
yeah, almost 1am reached home just now from hagning around with jiayu, jiasen, jennyu, huixin n shirley in papparich, puchong...i drive all of them there except shirley...we went there, yeah, mainly because shirley cant go far, she is leaving soon...so v just meet up there, originally wana celebrate jiayu's birthday as well..even wana do that after clubbing, but the cupcakes bought was spoiled, then just now wanted to order a slice of cake n i asked shirley to bring the candle, but suddenly they said wana hv dinner tml so shirley suggest just do it tml...i said y dun do it today n tml since she will not b here tml..then she insist on no, probably wana go home liao...so fine, just wait for tml...haha...this year birthday for most of us, like wat jiayu's said...v really can't celebrate much, everyone not here, although it's 21 years old...so just no need to do much things...so she even said no nid present for her, cz impossible for me to ask money from lifang n maychin(lifang actually secretly sending a present to her^^), n me n jx can't buy much...anyway, finally v got to share with shaeauyeong, shirley n huixin, they bought the present before clubbing in sunway, tats y they went earlier..haha
so speaking back to just now... haha, it just happen that 6 person went, 3 boys 3 girls...wahaha..just like a new group of 3+3...hehe..probably jiasen took over jx, shirley took over maychin n huixin took over lifang..n brand new group of power ranger..wakaka...(like a famous band as well in entertainment industry as they sometimes will change their group member..haha)..wanted to take photo..but since jennyu said he hv to rush back, so din take the photo of 6 of us together..haha..if not can email to other 3 to show them..hohoho..i m little crazy at this point of time=.=
yeah, i was lucky that i try my best to force myself do not watch the german show online anymore...well, i did it , at least for tis time being...so, the crush feeling not that serious anymore...hope it last...but the show will keep uploading...haiz, afraid one day i cant stand it n re-watch it n i...the feeling will haunt me again...><
and H, well, i think i moved my feeling towards H before to the person...did i?
haiz, it's complicated....hi, 2010.....seems that my 2010 not gonna change much from wat happened in 2009....
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