wow! pray hard!

6/1/2010 11.07pm


wow! gotta pray hard!

this is the only word i can describe myself today..

today morning..precisely 5am ++, almost 6am, i had only started completeing my land assigment...i had write some few days before..just duno y...my brain not functioning till last minute, or in other word, my hand wont start typing, even start, wont last long till last minute...so, although slept at 2.30am, i din do much..only started seriously at after i woke up at 5am++....but this time really suckz..i hv no idea what i m writing abt compared to last year!!!!really in a deep shit....i stopped typing at around 8.40am..get ready n wait for the bus and estimated i can reach skol at 9.30pm...haiz..probably i miss the 9am bus, but i suppose to get 9.30am on time...but malaysia boleh....i reached skol at around 10.10am...n start typing again after 5 minutes i reached skol...gosh..really nervous that time..afraid i cant finish n pass up on time....while typing the last paragraph about unregistered land, gosh!whats that!i really hv no clue what i mtyping then..its already no time to ask ppl around abt that, plus as my fren said, BAC student was so selfish, they wont teach u even they kno...(i m not sure abt this)..so, just type watever i kno...but i really din kno abt anything!!!! just crap there....and manage to pass up few minutes before 11am(11am 1/6 is time due for this assignment.)really just few minutes before 11am! gan jiong....so now, nth much can be done now..what hv done is done....pray hard for my land assignemnt, nope, its every assignment!!! haiz, gotta rush trust n tort now..former due on next tues and later due on next next tues..n viva summore in february....luckily i got february actually....if not i m dead , for last minute person like me..

then, today lunch time, 12pm..duno y the teacher release us half an hour earlier for tutorial..so v hv 1 hour lunch break as usually v only had half an hour...while eating, i received a phone call, just number, no name on it,tats mean its someone i dunno...i answered it. man!guess who! its chen jia rong, one of my teacher for my class in voice academy last time n 8tv news anchor and recently just working in 988 as well.(not sure what post is him, but i kno its quite high.)u kno wat! he first ask me m i studying or wat..then he told me 988 is looking part time news reader, so he just try to call up to those his previous student that he think got potential or suitable for that part time job..n he asking me can i work as that? wow! i din even try to imagine i got this oppurtunity one day...after he taught me actually how to get to 988(not in one U, thats tv3 n 8tv), n i just 'sampat' with him which i think i talked a lot nonsense...then he said he will call me uo later to ararnge the to time n details..i m not sure its go for interview first or wat..anyway, its a great exploration for me...i thinked before that one day i can become part time news anchor besides working as full time lawyer in the future(if i din get to stay in US/UK), but i know it's hard..but now, if i really work in 988 as news reader, although part time, but its a great step for me n a advantage for me when go for interview next time! anyway how, he havnt confirm eveything yet to me, he just try to ask can i do that n he will call me confirm with me all the details everything..(before hang up, he asked me dun b too happy n cant sleep tonite=.=)..due to he havnt really confirm yet, i din tell anyone, just my college fren may know as they having lunch with me when i answered the phone call..i dont paln to tell anyone yet, including family n close fren, n i did ask my college fren not to tell, cz everything still not really sure yet...so, now, again, pray hard that i can get this golden oppurtunity^^

n today my fren, who know ant my 'secret' as mentioned earlier, he dreamed for an i-phone for a loooooooooooooong time...he told me the way to use the law of attraction when i discussed this topic with him during he at my house doing assignment last few days, cz he said his fren said that n its really does work! n today he told me actually he didnt really believe in it while i ask him use tis law to get the i phone...but who knows, finally, he today got the good news that iphone will only cost rm1009 when u sign a 2 year contract with maxis n monthly bill is rm250.anyway, he was thinking to persuade his mum to use the rm250 monthly so that he can buy the iphone with rm1009...during class, he was struggling to call his mum all the time after he knew this good news...finally after class, he called his mum. his mum din answer at the first time he called. n after i got onto bus, he called me n said he can get the i-phone! his mum said yes to him!wow!what he dreamed for finally happened!haha..he was so happy..well, i cant experience how happy he is cz i duno exactly the feeling...probably if one day i get a thing i realy really dream it for so badly, i will know exactly what he felt today...anyway, i said to him, gotta believe in law of attraction, because it does work! what he taught me: think abt it, believe in it, n try to use action to achieve it(make the dream real), then, this law will work....so, he did all this, he told me he had thought abt he is playing with iphone everynight..n i saw he really did sth to get the iphone like getting the info, get the courage to call his mum etc....so, gotta believe it!! law of attraction really exist! mayb its coincidence this time, but, this is the only way i can comfort myself n motivate myself when sth i dreamed for really didnt work...so , hopefully law of attarction really does exist n does work, for me as well!

so, believe it ! one day! i will stay in LA, CA, USA! and, one day! i will visit Cologne, Germany n meet my favourite artist! one day! i will be with the perosn i want to be with....

wow!