evening

7/2/2010 11.58pm

just right up evening, maychin came to my house with her bf...yeah, cz i gotta send her back...

she went to broga hill today, and then to midvalley, wana fix her pc according to her...anyway, main point is, her mum disagree with her bf at this moment, so she said she go with me and others, thus, i m the one have to send her home to complete her lie..haha

v chat a while v in our house, about lifang birthday..yeah, we chat a little bit about others topic too, like our frindship and so on..she said probably, us, 6 of us, not really can be 'open' enough when playing, she gave an example, we wont just wear some weird cloth to clubbing...probably some of us will refuse doing so...yeah, although i and her bf told her actually this depends on how many people going along actually, i pretty agree with what maychin said also. sometimes, v really can't be 'open' enough as other...uhm...one of the reason is because 6 of us have all different personality? (this is to explain the example given by maychin bf)..probably...

and, somethings i said(what we previously did while she still at china), i now just came to know actually i din inform maychin before this, like v tried to gotcha jiayu before and so on..then her bf will say :"he din take u as 'family'./ cantonese saying :'own people'."=.=''' yeah, i know he's only joking..anyway, the word 'family' and 'own people' is quite touching..if in their conversation or thought, we are as what they describe, yeah, its really touching for me...

anyway, yeah, after got some idea for lifan birthday, i send her home..in car, she told me the reason why her mum can't accept her bf....so swt, she told me one day she mentioned me in front of her mum, her mum told her 'uhm..actually cho kang this type of people not bad wan..' haha...its indicating, u know, she can choose me as bf or something like that la...swt huh..funny...she answered her mum v r impossible to be together, v will just keep on in quarrel if we do..haha..yeah, thats what i think as well, me and her, although so many misunderstood and thought we are together, we are just sooo impossible...we are tooooooo clos....=)

finally got her home, before this when she asked me for help regarding this matter, so said thank you to me@@ so weird to me, she never said that before....i just ask her dont be so polite and reserve, at the same time, i really feel awkward, first, among this few friends, esp her, never said that before to me....second, why is suddenly everyone sounds so polite and reserve to me, i mean all those friends that soooo close to me....@@ i dont mind helping them as long its in my capacity, esp them, 5 of them.....you know who..i will try my very best to lend my hand to them whenever they need it, as i treat them really not only as friend...haiz...but sometimes, i wonder, why can i be sooooo kind to friend esp them but i cant do the same thing to my family? my mum nag and scold me many times because of this, well, i just dunno why....even when i felt moody with family/at home, any friend that came to me will make me talkative...just like ee li came to my house in few days back....haiz....confuse huh.....

yeah, speaking of friends, the hongkong tv series i m watching and addicted to it now, which i mentioned two police guys quarrel, i thought me and jennyu wont be in that situation anymore after what we had for twice in form 5...haha...now i remember, forgot the actual date(its in may/june 2009 i think), but that is a day that lifang just came back from UK and we are having dinner at Ho Ho steamboat...i mentoned to him about the RM50 he owed me for the flower that we bought for jiayu's birthday..yeah, i m kidding actually, but he just pissed off...so sudden....i thought its for a while, i din realise he still under anger after dinner coz i never speak to him personally, so as he.but when i reached home, he called me, i thought everythig turns ok, he just asked where am i and said he wana return me the money...well, as usual, i will just say its ok, later....he just raise his voice and ask me just take the money and hang up....he reached my house with jiayu not long after i reach and pay me the 50 bugs and goes of..i really wonder, y he can just get so pissed off suddenly? i know i mentioned to him about this many times, but he is the one who owe me and never pay me back wat..i m the one who suppose to be angry @@ i text jiayu asking her whats going on, and she replied me nothing...then maychin called me, she said jiayu called her and ask her what should she do...anyway, i m in little angry and feeling weird, but i felt calm after what maychin try to analyse to me...ok, fine....i just keep quite this time, otherwise, i can straight have a huge quarrel again with him again, thrice,huh....i forgot how we actaully talk in our next meeting.normal or awkward at the beginning? i forgot...see? its just like the two police, although when we quarrel in form 5 for pengawas is more similar to the story...haha..and one more, but not only me, its with jiayu and maychin, 2008, we are in upper 6, that we left his house after senseing his father not really happy with our existance, then we stop by ajimal and we chat inside my car, who knows, it so happen that he wana pick up kevin in ajimal and saw us, she called jiayu and asking her , angrily:' should we be in that way?' (means telling him we go home yet we stop and chat) probably he realised his father din happy and angry that why we din tell him and lie to him, probably...after that we should go qingyao house for party, jiayu absent because of the incident earlier. then me and maychin just try to approach him, but he looks as if like nothing happen before=.= yeah, honestly, before this, he is really a little bit unpredictable and hard to communicate, in my personal view at least..anyway, this is just incidents/memories that suddenly came to my mind...he is a very nice friend afterall that will care well and concern about friend as what i said in few posts i.e. 'friday night' and 'is it me? is it for real?' and yeah, recently he became more ok, what i can say, after he went and got back from aussie....looks like he had grown up and get matured..haha...anyhow, i appreciate this friend afterall, esp the jennyu after got back from australia=)


k..going to be chinese new year, if everything goes well,next year's CNY i probably be in UK already..so gonna appreciate this year CNY....but haiz...family here, just not so complete and perfect as i wish/ thought...always,


there are people, there are problems.....


shit!