awful

2/2/2010 4:53pm

i really can't stand it..i gotta say : FUCK!
all these below i hv written then duno which fucking freaking button i have pressed, it goes off all the part above! i have to re-type again for the main part above....great...FUCK U BLOGSPOT!

today, probably, was an awful day for me><

today the class ended at 2.30pm. haiz..what m i suppose to do with the 'too late for work but too early to get back home' time...

today, as usual in class, i wrote my name on the lise that my teacher passed around...i know that is for her later to call out name to ask questions...but everytime i din get called.haha..but this time, very unfortunately, i get called to answer question..something which weird is, when my name get called, my first reaction was not admitiing it and pretending nothing happened...teacher have been repeated my name few times..and i saw many looking at me as they know my name...seriously, if u ask me now, i really dunno why i dunwan to lift up my hand that time..then teacher start asking why if i m not here but my name is there...then she call out the name below..it's my fren's name, who is sitting besides me...then she asked him where is lew cho kang...my fren answered 'i dunno' but the teacher thought he wrote the name for him, probably our handwriting looks similar as what v have written there is just short name, not a passage....then later my fren cant answered the question and she said the question goes to his neighbour, which means, me! swt...i hv to answer the same question afterall!!! yeah, luckily he din ask what is my name..haha..but anyway, swt, why dun i just admit thats me earlier? many of my others fren asked me the same question after class, i seriously got no idea why did i react in that way at the first place...really swt...............................that's why, its really awfullllllllllllllllllllllllllllll

and now, i am worrying if the teacher will remember my name and keep on asking me question next time.worse, she will ask me in next week class why didnt i lift up my hand when my name was called today.anyway, i ady come out with the excuse, i slept when my name was called and my fren only know me as CK, so no one know its me...this is for if she asked me in front of class, or, if she asked me personally, i will just tell her that i m shy..haha...haiz...i gotta admit i did something negative anyway....at least alleging that is better, once for a while, she wont get angry, hopefully....haha...anyway, hopefully she can forget the incident this week is much more better!!!hahaha

and later after class, i ask my other fren to lend me some notes which my fren sitting beside me couldnt get what i want from her...swt..she said 'why u always dun pay attention in class and ask for my notes?!' she is not angry, just expressing what she's thinking..haha..i din expect i got such image in them...wow...haha..it pretty 'fresh' for me for letting them to have a thought that i m such student..haha...

probably they dont know who i really am...

i have been low profile enough in this school huh..haha

if i really become a newsreader in 988, if i manage to get into cardiff....then, probably they will be shocked when they know this..haha

so, i can use this as a motivation to make me study and work hard!!!!!!!!!!!!

yeah, today, while waiting bus, i bumped into ern hui, who is living nearby my house and she is recently enrolled in my school A-level program...haiz...today the bus really get here late...shit..we late to class...as we on the bus, we as well bumped into wernsheng's sister in kuchai lama station..haha..then, when we reached the station, opposite Brickfields monorail station, i walked a little bit faster than them as they can not bothering to enter class but i cant! i am having Land Law while they are having only Malaysian Studies...

later i turned around and i saw them talking to a girl, caucasian..they seems to need my help...i walk backward and found out actually the girl is asking how to get to KLCC by LRT, is there any 'JAYA line'..i told her the correct way as what i know, of course, with some so called 'accent'..then settled..the two young girls seems amazed with my english...they said never thought my english is so good plus with the accent somemore, wernsheng's sister said that she gotta ask her brother after get back home if he knows my english is so good, and with accent...haha..well, i told them actually i m not good in that...english and accent i mean, i cant speak a proper accent with good english...just pretending to be one..i can even speak in so called 'taiwanese' accent as well if they want...haha...

anyway, one of them thinks the girl was pretty one of them think she's look just ok... i asked them where they think the girl came from...they said probably somewhere like Spain..yeh, i think so, somewhere in Europe...i should asked her where she came from or even bring her to the station till she got the ticket!!!!!!!!!!!!haha

while waiting bus for home after class, i saw two interesting guys...both Malay...one is a security guard for HongLeong Bank beside Brickfields monarail station, and a student of Form 4 i suppose(from the books he is holding) from the school in the nearby area...=)

ok..this is my story for today...

Kris Allen coming to town! but the problem is this time hitz.fm wil requies us to sms in but not called in, and they speak too fast, i cant get the corerct word n number to text in...haiz...can i meet Kris in KL? if i do, wow, i really dont expect i can meet him in real person plus in KL! by the way, he just reminds me of a male German actor, he look so alike...anyway, if i cant, its okay, if i really will stay in US/ UK/ Germany someday in the future (i hope its really not a far far dream for me from now), then the chance of me getting meet with him even higher...afterall US, UK or Germany even Japan, China, Korea even Singapore...will be more frequent are to visit by Hollywood artist, at least comapred to Malaysia..haha

yeah, i watched again the NTV7 monday till wednesday 11pm-12am show, Hong Kong TV series..named 学警出更...as i mentioned before in earlier post, two of the yong main character having quarrel...it really just remind me what i had with jennyu when we were in Form 5..haha..twice summore.......anyway, the story and the personality of both of them really looks soooooooo similar to us last time...

uhm..i saw facebook, jiayu editted her sweet picture with jennyu and asked us to vote for her for some form of contest...........it reminds me, or it makes me think of someone i really fallen into...but i m really unsure............H? 'the person'?Germany/ US artists? Idol? or the person i fallen before n i seems to falling towards again recently (pleeeeeeeeeease dont happen!!!)? haiz..

anyway, all the person i have mentioned above...we are just not meant to be...

this life is not always what it seems.....