truth

5/5/2010 3.40pm


just stop thinking of,
obssesed with,
missing you for a while

it just not turning out well when i had a crush everytime
it just not helping me out when i keep myself busy
it is just not cheeing me up when i think of you, because the feeling is killing me

always believe that i may can be with you one day
always try my best to be normal with you
always encouraged by people that i stand a chance to be with you

everytime i see something that we have done together before, i will relate it to you, automatically
everytime i see someone that are enjoying the love they have, i will think of you,
automatically
everytime i feel lonely and wanna look for someone's company, the first one who come to my mind is you,
automatically,
man! everything is just so automatic

maybe one day i can really be with you
maybe one day you will not treat me in the way you do now
maybe one day you will make smile everytime i see you, i hear you or think of you

maybe one day i can be honest to you what i feel to you all this time

but,
the truth is, sometimes it may not

truth hurts.








just done with the trust paper...still 3 more to go...

but, i dam worry about it...

i know it may not turns out as i wish for

i know i may not fit in as i as i want to

seriously, i m damn freaking worry now

but i tried my best to not to tell anyone how i think i did for my exam as i always did after every exam...

and, i hope it will turns out as i wish for and as i want to....

man! gotta believe in myself! gotta believe the luck is not always away from me! gotta believe the fate is not always not in my hand!

something may just bring me down no matter how much i work for
someone may just turn me down even how much i wish for

but,
the truth is, sometimes it may not

see?

truth doesn't always hurts.