STPM results day

12/3/2009 1:08am

skipped one or two days for blogging....

finally....there comes results day....i didnt go and collect with whole bunches of fren that day due to my class...saying i have class...in fact is dun dare to face it moreover in front of so many brilliant out there....

while thinking of checking online in my college pc lab,jx called.but silly francis talking on the other side and finally he told me(ya,i asked for it actually at the end)..

well...is still in my expectations..no really bad feeling at the first place...still can celebrate happily with 3+3 and others till 1am in neway karaoke..

hour after hour..its quite hurt actually..why i can only get the result?why dun i sit for mandarin?how i am going to apply local U with this sucking result?so many why and how that no one kno how to answer even myself...

everyone who same standard with me manage to get a better result than me..what's going on???what happen to me???

i guess i am the worst in school...how am i suppose to face this?where is my future?totally lost...

no regret taking STPM...i learnt a lot..Form 5&6 life is a sweet moment for me indeed..but regret not taking mandarin...

keeping MUET,STPM results,skol leaving cert yesterday....well,becoming history now,end of one part of my life journey..time to face a lot more of challenges..long way to go in my life...

STPM..history made..a significant mark of life indeed with the worst result in the world..

well,life have to go on..work hard in the Degree doing now...

but,sometimes,still,its tiring...exhausting...mentally....