Thunderstorm, hurricane, tsunami, turbulence, swirl, flood, everything just happened in front of me.
What's weird is, I was in secondary school that time, and what I wanna do is, go back home in my best power.
I realized, no matter what happened, no matter how desperate and how much yearn I have to live in USA or whites country, I will be missing home, going home and wanna to go home if there is world ends. This is my subconscious telling me.
Maybe I was stress, last time I was under pressure and I dreamed I against the world.
I dreamed, I had power and the few night after I learnt to control my power.
My BPTC route is getting hard, one more email comes and ask me to apply for their shit and gotta pay 110pounds. The only reason I get this is I email them in the first place asking what should I write in a column which there's no accurate and appropriate option for my case. But this was long before I even apply it and now only I get this email.
I don't know why is everything coming in my way, I don't know what to to. Seriously.
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