The day I left UK

2012年8月26号
离开英国的那一天，我并不是兴奋的。

我没有想过我会不舍得。
没有想过我会遇见某些人，某些事。
没有想过一些东西会在我临走前才发生。

心情很复杂。

到达南非的那一天，也没有想象中亢奋。

也许以前没有见过太多世面。
也许我还想起英国临走前的那些人和事。

很多也许，我看是不清楚，不明白。

Well, probably still it is the best for me to get out from UK for a while.
To let myself to find myself, find where my heart belongs to.
And then I can decide, I will know what to do.

All these while, I have fallen, broken down, learnt and grown.
I learnt appreciation.

I know nothing HAS to happen in the way I planned or I wanted.
Just follow the flow, take life as it is but just have a plan.
Do not lose the direction.

I thank God for everything now.
Just like I was able to make it to South Africa without amending my ticket, that was so close, and I still got my visa. So I can go back to UK any time without worrying about getting a 'sponsor' until beginning of August 2014.
I thank God.
I passed those difficult bar exam papers although I failed some.
I thank God.

Always look at the bright side of the situation.

As for the bad mood I am experiencing right now - those whites' life, white partner, people I crushed on,
it will be ended soon. I can get over it.

Everyone has a bad day. No big deal.
It is just a matter of how you deal with it and not overwhelmed by it.
That's it.