Okay, seriously, had been missing you for a whole day already.
So much for no string attached fun...
You are an Iranian.
I met you on 14 November 2012.
and stayed with you for two nights.
Honestly, that was the two greatest nights of my life.
For a second thought you were too good to be true and you still are.
But after the two nights, I texted the day after. You replied.
I couldn't imagine my feelings every time I see your message on my phone.
The day after the first day without you,
I texted. No reply at all.
I tried everywhere I can to look for you, to text you, to message you.
No reply.
It just seems that you are trying to avoid me.
Today is the third day without you,
I finally took my step to call.
Because all these while I have been falling for impossible and I knew I stand no chance.
But you, this time, I know at least if I do something, the whole thing might work out. If I stay still at wherever I am, I gonna lose you for sure.
I called, you picked up the call. I was glad.
But you didn't know who I was based on the phone number.
I texted you before with that number, you replied to that number.
It is sad.
After the identifying process, you said u got no credit to reply me.
But you could just have told me through the website we have been talking to each other all these while.
But the website showed the message I sent to you was unread, from yesterday to today.
(*updated on about 11.30pm 19th December, a very unexpected thing happened!
the usual website message alert rang, I thought the other people I have been talking to. I click on the website page and see, IT IS YOU!!! That was the happiest second of my life! I have no idea how on earth you didn't see my message earlier and or you saw but just decided to reply now - but whatever it is- I don't care. You replied and you made my day!
You said you didn't have credit - which is exactly what you told me earlier. maybe all these while you have been honest, you have been true, it was just me have been suspicious and doubting too much.
I am not sure if you will ever reply again, but I sincerely hope, we can keep in touch. Wherever you go. Forever.Truly.* )
Anyway, I said I was calling to check how was your study for the exam tomorrow, and it gonna last for a week. (19th Dec - 23th Dec)
Your exam tomorrow is 2-4pm.
You said you'll see me after the exam (at the end of the week). I know that was just a courtesy of telling someone I don't have the mood to see you. Or maybe I should think on the positive side - you really wanted to study for your exam, it is final exam after all.
I hope you keep your promise - because I can't bear the 'missing you' feeling anymore. Although I am no one to make you do that, all I can do is just keep my finger crossed.
I wish I could send you to school everyday for your exam(it's not far away anyway), I wish I could take you out to somewhere you like everyday after your exam, I wish I could study with you every night.
I know I am asking and hoping too much, we're just new met friends after all.
Maybe you are just looking for fun. I wonder, have you even fallen in love with someone before?
You are leaving for China from 14th December -4th February - because you like Asian, you like backpack.
I am leaving for UK at the end of February.
Why is this always happening to me all the time???
You are coming back after that for your third or final year exam(I don't quite remember).
Your birthday is on 13th August 1981.
You are a Leo.
I think I really gotta build myself up to keep you by my side forever.
Anyway, wish you luck.
And I do and will always miss you, very very much.
Sunday, November 18, 2012
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