mooncake festival

4/10/2009 12:06am

no longer is mooncake festival actually..its after 12am

well..nothing special here..normal family as usual on any big days...but this time my aunt said she will b coming back today but due to his bz stuff out there..she cant make it..so probably she will only be back on november........

i saw H online, i asked...about the concert..if really i manage to get the ticket, will h coming with me...dunno if H din see my message..cz H set the status as 'away'...afterall, H din reply...

yes..like i kno ya do....i miss H...so much...i hv many many mnay things that have to write here..today some new past memory between H and me appears again on my mind...gotta write down here before i forget...though i know i won't...

but its so tired now...will update my feeling soon...probably in chinese....

eventually,i found out that this blog almost float with the names H......it just seems like i created this blog for H but actually its not...its just so happen that i hv a huge crush on H nowadays..i created for some reason and somebody else...somebody i like the most..or i regret the most...watever...i thought i like H the most???damn! what m i writing now?

i really got confused with all these feelings...

its all messed up...

man!i coudn't take it anymore..all these feeling is stranggling and btorturing me....

and most importantly....i m really really really got addicted to USA and germany...especially germany!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i miss them..those actor i mean........

shit! wat a stupid act that fall in love with somebody that i extremely impossible=.=