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8/12/09 11.25pm

man....i m getting down again...

last saturday...i help my mum to paint the house...living room...whole day...

sunday...paint again for kitchen..but it took only a while...then i went out to midvalley...the first time i had my TGI Friday for past 20years..haha...initially, going without thought of buying anything, but at the end bought a watch sine it's consider pretty cheap..haha

wow..when i see the 'noble' work i hv done...u will hv the feeling that soooo proud of it....sunday nite, when i finally can sit down in living room n watched tv..i honestly tot the both light in my living room was turned on n wana go n put one of them off...when i almost press on the switch only found out it's only 1 light on...u see, the whole new paint really make the house look much brighter...haha

monday i work as usual...just after work i go straight to neway puchong with those who went for clubbing that day...just probabaly there are waikwan crystal this time since they just came back to malaysia from singapore...man...it really whole day without rest..after work, straight to neway after jiayu took her shower... then..v can actually hv our buffet from 6-11pm n v can sing till 3am...gosh....so...some of them leave in the middle. since when they leave i ask jennyu when is he leaving(i m following his car)..he said soon, that's why i stay...man! then they turn the whole k-box to club..they push those table aside and play those clubbing song i.e i gotta feeling, poker face etc....they just dance dance dance....so high...but me, i m already exhausted after getting up early n work plus sing k juz now(though i din sing much)...so, i fell asleep while they are dancing....=.=they are so energetic..gotta salute them for this time....

haha..even i think maychin lagi hebat..chat with her that afternoon, v told her v going to sing k later,,,,she told us she is going to sing k from 10pm to 6am...then got buffet(we have as well=.=)..when v say v gotta go...she said ok, she gotta go oso actually...=.= what we wana do, she wanted to as well...so coincidence huh..haha


today tuesday just a normal day....tot of going pasar mlm to support kitwan fren..but it's jam from the moment i went to OUG and it still resume after i get back here...besides, it's too tired after i got the cheque from the tuition center..haiz...gotta back to work in the tuition center again january 2010...n my assignment already 2 are given to us...gosh...everyone having holiday now but not me...

this friday, i think DTSD are going tanjong malim for lunch..no work i think...just enjoy..duno if i got paid for that day>.<
but, i gotta skip half of my evidence class...wow..ah sim ask jason pick me up straight from college at 11.30am...as if i m so VIP...wakaka

well,back to the main topic..yup..i m down....dunno why..probably it's almost midnite...wanted to offline...but my FOREX account keep losing money...gotta earn it back..wrongly press just now and cause this...haiz..next time gotta extra careful esp when deal with real money...really hope that i can open my live account next March....i mean March,2010

for sure...i watched the German show although i hv been telling myself so many time not to. consequnce is...i m getting addicted again n obssesed by them..............ARGH!!!

ya, mollie n meiwan going CA soon...one of my dream place...haha...hv to make sure they buy souvenier for me....esp one from hollywood n one from LA....

haiz...i m sooooooooooooo obssesed by those German artist man...i think this is soooo silly...

i hv a serious thought of it before...the only way to cure the obssesion is....H or the person...probably either one but i m not sure which one is it....

anyhow....my sincere wish and i want it happen so badly: 1) get over with German and US artist, at least not as obssesed as this moment 2) earn real $$ from FOREX till the whole FOREX system is gone.... 3) admit to CA bar, or any state, at least, it's in US....(won't hope for Germany as i want to et over with those German artist....but i like US with or without those artist as i like their accent also^^) 4) get together with H? the person? whoever that can cure my obsession....




whoever up there in heaven..........did you hear me? i gotta believe in You sometimes...you are the one who create this mess for me, if you did not take my world from me, which means it's not the end for me.so i believe that there are solution for sure, just somewhere, which it is not the time for me to find out yet...