week

5/12/09 12:01am


precisely, my mood is still under nite of 4/12.

if today is still friday, today in last week, yup, i went to clubbing. wow, it;s just 1 week past. how come i feel like mayb it passed long time ago?probably i miss that person...not sure

tuesday, i went for 2012 9.30pm midvalley with originally kitwan,jx and then add on crystal n cheesiang. that day was an exhausting day as i carry a lot when work, even went to cheras batu 9 in the evening. thus, reach home late. tat day was 1/12, jiayu first day's work. v had lunch with seok fang as well. after get back home, gotta rush cz jx suppose to pick me up 7pm then change to 7.10pm. haha, wat i expected, i havnt get ready when jx is here though it already 7.30pm. when i walked down from room, i only realise jx was sitting in my living room n waiting for me. then i gotta return the car to yiyi n rubbish collector came that time n my car blocked the way. wow, it's all in rush. luckily jx din get mad. v all get to have dinner in kim gary then go for movie.2012, it's just..ok...just i remember this:'the moment v stop fighting for each other, that's the moment, v start losing our humanity.'

ya..jx told me his mouth is feeling pain as well..like me..in his view, probably not due to ice as i thought, probably that day clubbing v took a lot of chivas, summore straight without mixing with coke...chivas is 'hot' as what they said in chinese, so, probably it burns our mouth as we took too much...not my mouth cant stand the cold of ice..haha..anyway, it hurts afterall...

wednesday, v went to restaurant jumbo for dinner as seiyi going back cape town. they only inform me when i was in bus. luckily i manage to get the earlier bus after chit chat with my fren in oldtown(as i suppose to get back home much earlier). n today, i realise tat nite i went to jumbo, 6A1 got a gathering. i texted the person tuesday(regarding going movie?) n only got reply on wednesday nite. its already fine, which i tot i wouldnt get any reply. but that person actually wana lend sth from me. is the person reloas n reply me just cz of tat? i dunno. my battery almost died, so i left home for charge n i only reply tat person after reach home about 11pm( i reply the first sms after i reach home n hv to leave then, so only reply after i got back home from dinner)...after got back home, v sms each other for a while regarding the thing that wana lend from me. i think tat time around 11pm++ and accordingly, the 6A1 gathering is till 11pm++ as well. nothing. its nothing i wana specially emphasize. just guessing the person sms with me during the gathering or after the gathering...it's just so 'wu liao' for doing all these..

thursday, nite, the reason i drove to work then skol is gotta get back home A.S.A.P. seiyi going back cape town tat nite n gotta reach airport around 8pm++. so, finally,they went back, of course for us, it takes time for us to get use to the time without them, especially vivienne that live with us for months and finally gotta go home due to visa problem. the person said probably come to my house tonite n get the things as it is in use on friday onwards. i told the person i manage to get home earlier than wat i expected, but finally, the person din come but though, v text each other, for a while.

friday, at nite, originally promise jiayu to bring her fren to nearby boutique as jennyu maychin jx lifang all are not here n she got no car. it's ok for me to help her, u kno, as 3+3. but my family said probably wana go pasar mlm. ok, i can hv my asam laksa then pick them up. who knows, uncle jimmy appears. as promise, he taught me about FOREX. due to this, it drags all the time n finally i cant go pasar malam or pick the girls up. but anyway, it probably worth cz if i master the forex, i can at least earn some money not with my hard working. after all, it's a little bit easy to earn though there are risk n the money are all in USD. however, gotta take few months to study in using demo account before i open the live account. my wish: get playing for real in march or april 2010 then continue playing when i get to UK and earn some money, at least for US's bar fee. then my dream to stay n work in US get closer^^

yes, i gotta confess, i still fallen for US and German artist esp the German wan when i online or facebook. i got addicted and i duno how to get over all these.i hate that. in real life, i confuse, H, or that person????

but shit!!i dont stand a chance, for either one.