Calm Before the Storm

Just finish chatting with my mom on Skype.

And, the thing is, just all of a sudden, she told me many things that she never told me before.

Family politics, her thought about my father side...

Yeah, we did chat about this as I grow, deeper and deeper, but never this deep.

Maybe great power come with great responsibilities, quote from Spiderman.

I grew up, almost into a man now, I know.

Many things aren't like before, there're a lot I gotta learn, I gotta know, I gotta deal with.

I had almost the same chat with my second aunt before on Mothers' Day. And, yeah, I know, the older I grow, the more I should, I can, I suppose to know.

The whole thing surrounds one and the only one - FAMILY.

Say, how should I care and concern about my sister's doing, how's my future will be, how's everyone(cousins) change in the relationship with each other even though we grew up together, even with friends too. Something, I just can't chat with them, I mean, best friends, no matter how best we are, as we grew up, the direction we heading different, the environment we grew up in is different too. Maybe something, you just gotta talk to somebody, someone that understands you more on particular issue.

Not that you are not friends, or best friends anymore, we are still that close, at least I believe, just something, the further we goes, the more we need to understand, the more difference we have.

Hey, I am having my LLB FINAL in my life tomorrow! First paper! And previous 2 years don't count AT ALL!!! Ironically I can still blog here, as always, never panic before exam. Gotta run now.

Calm before the Storm. Well, at least I never felt so good after have a chat with my mom. Maybe somehow, somewhat, she motivates me, in some way. LOL