Dying

On April 26th 2011 5:51am Malaysia time, the long lost little brother of mine Mr Francis Chan called me on Skype, out of my expectation. This is probably the 3rd time he call me on Skype, but it has been a while seen his last call. He said he thought of long time never talk to me and thus go onto the Skype and chat with me this time, nah, I knew he just get bored when no one he can talk to wanna talk to him and I am his final resort.

My main point is, he told me, he is not studying now, 游手好闲。

Well, so far he hasn't been giving his best is studying I know, and hence he can get through the exam or something.

Whatever it is, today is my first day starting a little bit of studying for my coming exam, it is less than 1 month!!! Not much have done today though, but I was seriously got terrified by the fact that he got nothing to do now mostly due to his study.

Gosh, I was already panic and helpless after I start planning my study today although it ended up nothing. When I see his condition situation or whatever you call it right now, I am totally scared.

Man, what I am supposed to do now to finish my study in time? What can I do if I can't get through it this time?!

Oh My God.

I am dying....