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6/9/09 2:17am

2 more days to my result days..Man..start worrying..

dunno y,it is just so out of sudden the rain just come heavily..haha..seems now its time for me to hv a decent nite sleep^^

so this few days i thn=ink it got nothing special happened..ya,i stsrt my work at DTSD at 2/9..originally tot i can't cz christine told me something still have to br settled in there..but 1/9 nite got sms from sim n asking me y absent today..oh?he's asking me y absent for working or accompaning him to rawang?(cz christine asked if i free on 3pm tat day to accompany sim to rawang for a client but then later she said shwan accompany him and i dun nid to go anymore,then i drive my sis to Kl for interview.tot of asking someone accompany.but no one seems free cz tat day is tuesday v going at around 2pm++)

after got Sim sms n missed call,i called him..he asked why absent for work?oh..i tot i cant be ther eyet.but he said i can woek tml wo..so,i start my work again in DTSD at 2/9...the nite before 2/9..still hv to drive my aunt all the way to KLIA, she was going back to Cape Town.there few days had been to KLIA a few times..as if like i m working there, pilot ke, steward ke...watever..haha..syioknya..but it will get bored too for me if i been there always...

these few days started my work..no longer empty anymore,just felt bored working there.haha.cz seokfang,jiayu n jennyu are gone..hv to get use to it..it jz so quiet..just like when i started my work there in january..haha..one of the day been to a stationary shop with christine to buy some dices(ah sim wana teach me new games again=.=..haha.tats the shop that i met seokfang n bring her to DTSD..wow,such a nostalgia^^

my life..still the same..missing the German show...but weird,i found that it will make me miss the actor more..but not H...
just got a feeling...or wondering precisely...who i m into now?german show?H?or others?really dunno..start confusing man...really hv to take time to make it clear..
but for sure,i still hv a little feeling of meeting H..

yesterday (the day before yesterday to b precise)friday nite,called H,cant b reached..called again tonite..got it..but H said that not following me out...later then i text H...was told H's relatives had accident n no mood going out...erm..i reply H an hour after..din get reply..should i ask H out tml?mayb if i dun c H for now,i will not be missing H that much..but though recently i felt like i no longer missed H, but every moment the phone got connected, every moment i heard the sound 'du du' from the phone..my heart beat rate gone faster every time..today(yesterday) i heard H's voice finally..damn...i think i was blushing already..man!wats this shit feeling is...

though these few days i was bothered by all this strange feeling; missing someone?confusinng?etc..really i had a moment that i thought i no longer miss H as much as i did last few days...or i was confused who m i fallen for now?..but one thing for sure..among all people that i thought i might fallen into, H is the one i missed the most i think..

anyway,dun think too much..watever feeling comes everyday.just let it b..no matter the german actor,H or watsoever...lifes hv to goes on..only thing i can do,try fighting these feeling...

studying sheauyeong's law assignment...ya,helping her to get it done as she is so bz apparently..got to finish it tml if possible...she got mid term exam on tues n i m getting my result on the same day too..haiz...watever..



GAMBATE!!!















feel like going USA n Germany so much......T.T