2011 Bunny CNY

Yeah, CNY!!!

Well, this is the first year I am not celebrating my CNY with my family for last 21 years.

I am staying in this western country that I know no one care nothing about CNY, is definitely expected to have this kind of boredom during CNY. The only thing we can do, maybe is just celebrating among ourselves, and make the most out of it.

LOL

Yesterday because of my assignment, I did not sleep, and that is why I turned out to SLEEP instead of NAP which I thought I can have. And that is also why, I missed the CNY 'reunion dinner' among my friends. :(

I set my cell to silent, and it is far away from my bed, no alert, no alarm, my nap at 5pm++was just going on to sleep and turned out waking up at 10.30pm!

Now, I am working hard on my tutorial tomorrow, which I seldom do. LOL. Not sure if I can manage to grab some naps.

Maybe tomorrow gotta be a tiring day again.

Oh yeah, I was informed that I am vegetarian for ONCE for a YEAR from 12am to 12pm on the first day of CNY. LOL. I never really realize and experience that until now.

So, no meat, even eggs and milk for me for half day.

Whatever it is, although my CNY eve and reunion dinner this year was a mess, basically was not happening, and I am not sure what can we do more in coming next 15days of CNY especially in such a situation that school has just started and I gotta SAVE MONEY.

Doesn't matter if any celebration will be going on, what I really wish for this brand new year is, everyone that I care and I love, family, friends.....live well and healthy. We will be definitely meeting in future CNY!!!

For myself? Nothing much. I just wish for myself that I can get through my Degree with distinction and do not waste the money I have spent so that I can 兔气扬眉(not too much to ask right, haha.) I am planning to study this weekend as a good kick start of the new semester, please make it happens. Then there will be a direction and guidance, a clear one, to tell me what to do next in my life as I am growing older, burden is heavier and also I am so far away from my dreams - USA, 988, UK barrister. That's all my dream and the reason I am struggling now, yeah, financial constraint mostly. Besides I have to keep believing it will happens when I BELIEVE, sometimes I really need some encouragement, some light that glow in the dark at least. Listen, I don't want to go back to Malaysia for good!!!

And, please please please, puhhhh lease......to the God up there, whoever you are, if I am really meant to be with the person I am hitting on now, I know you know who the person is, then give me some signs, or else, please, let me go. I am throwing in the towel in this, seriously, I gave up! Don't hold me onto that person any longer because it is so not fun. Get rid of that, so that I can concentrate on building my dreams.

Thank you, Happy Chinese New Year everyone !!!

恭喜发财!!!