凌晨记忆

凌晨，

忽然记起，原来你和我的关系，就像云霄飞车那样，可以在一瞬间突然地冲上那么高，然后也可以很快地，给你一个措手不及，冲下来。

可是现在还在等着云霄飞车再次冲上去的时候，一个遥远的期待，一个不知名的未来。因为，这趟云霄飞车总会有结束的时候。

甚至，现在它还可以不可以再次冲回上去，都还是个未知数。

Jeez, the title is so disgusting, I got a goose bump on it already. I mean this title, the Chinese one. LOL.

Yeah, to YOU, just somehow I have this kind of flashback and it is so promptly that I can write it in Chinese. I know you can't read Chinese, or if you know this blog even exist, which I know you don't know.

Just a very simple flashback between me and you. Maybe I am no one to you, but you mean a lot to me and you have definitely no idea how much it is. I don't want to, but it's not like I have a choice, as I said, I tried to get over you but I can't.

Our, us, just, you know, kinda get close to each other out of all sudden and then came to this 'not speaking to each other' stage in just so fast. Yeah, maybe I can manipulate it or alter it by taking the first move to talk to you, as I am the one who stop the conversation between us in the first place, but if you are not into me, for you, me, heaven and god's sake, it is better to keep it this way.

Isn't it funny? We, I mean us, just go up the hill and slided down just like that, in a jiff. In a glimpse of us, it is dramatic, and maybe nothing much matters to you but it matters to me.

Okay, you and me, it's not like we can control it. I crush on you and you can't do much about it. I don't blame you.

So, God, please, as previous post mentioned, as one of my CNY wish, please, let's get this over with a.s.a.p. Thank you very much.