Failed

Okay, I just came back from EU lecture. You attended late and well, as usual, we did not talk to each other at all. Whoever left first, I don't care.

Now, I am not circulating you in this post.

Just came back from school, try my very best to convince that we may be possible to be together and when I reached home, damn!

One letter in front of my door, I thought it was just spam or receipt for my tuition fees I paid for this morning. Unexpectedly, LiDL HQ in London sent me the letter and tell me my application for job is not successful. Well, I never even know that counts for a application.

Then, turn on my computer, check my email, the firm I applied for pupillage last time, failed!

Alright, what should I feel now?

Sad, disappointed, happy?

LUCK, where are you? I need you for my JOBS.

I can't even be accepted as a store assistant?

It's bad enough already for me to bugged by the fella who keep on appearing on my mind, then my study the burden. Now YOU give me this again? Two come together I might add!

Is that too much to ask to get a job or just an easy life for a little boy like me?

I'm still thinking if I should go to LiDL local store and try to ask again.

Money keep out going out from my account, no jobs for me yet!

Doesn't it's too much for me to take?

Damn! The hell of this life. So much of being positive.